MY BOSS MY HUSBAND
76. FORGIVE AYU

I was trying to get rid of the sight I saw. I try to focus on the movie on the big screen in front of me.

Really, I never forced Jansen to keep choosing me. Even if you remember I asked him to throw me away for Mira. I don't want to be the third person among those who's seen their future.

But she came to the house and asked my parents for their blessing, telling them about the situation and asking for support.

If so, am I not more stupid than an ass?

I was even still instigated in his seduction after knowing the situation that was going on.

I'm like an acute bucin stupid girl.

I looked to the right as I felt a soft elution on the back of my hand. Ririn smiled shadyly at me. He clearly knows how I feel now.

"It's okay. All is well." I nodded in response to the speech that came out without that sound.

Not too late when the movie was over, by mutual decision, we spent a little longer in this mall with the usual routine, just walking around without buying anything.

Try on clothes and shoes as if you want to buy them but actually do not.

A little bit of this activity made me forget even when I came home, after I drove Ririn to her boarding house I felt sad. My eyes even glazed over as I rode my motorcycle. Fortunately I am an expert thanks to every day riding a motorcycle. I can wipe my tears with one hand while driving.

"You're a liar, I hate you!" I spoke to myself as if there was a Jansen there and heard my words.

"It's okay if I'm going through this alone, but my parents are already involved." This is what makes me sadder. Broken heart alone is okay. But what if my parents are heartbroken? The relationship we continue is with the blessing of my parents. Didn't Jansen think that far?

I never forced her to remain my girlfriend, I didn't beg to cry to be loved.

"You must be laughing out loud because you can fool me and my parents, congratulations!"

Wouldn't this make me even more worthless in Mira's eyes

I'm the 'cute' pretty one really doesn't fit Jansen as Mira says. My parents don't have a factory like them either.

I did not know since when, but I ended up crying sobbing on a motorbike that was still traveling at medium speed in the middle of the night in the middle of a quiet road.

I saw the reflection of my face in the rear view of my motorcycle before I went into the house.

My parents used to be asleep this late, but for today maybe not because I haven't been home yet.

My guess is right, you're still watching in the living room with a dim light.

Thanks God, this way my slightly swollen face will not be visible.

"Yuyu came home sir, haven't you slept yet?"

I know you were deliberately waiting for me but it's okay as a pleasantries.

"Home home, get some rest, you'll be asleep soon."

I nodded and went straight to my room.

When I take a shower, I spill my sadness again. I muffled my tears by smothering my own mouth.

"I'm sorry Yuyu, sir, Mom," I said in a soft voice.

If only I had firmly rejected Jansen's offer back then. If only I hadn't engaged my parents with Jansen's invitation back then.

I hit my chest because of the tightness. It's not sad because of Jansen and Mira's family. I feel tight because I am sad for my father who must be disappointed and hurt.

As I was about to lay down my body, I grabbed the sling bag that I had placed the origin on the small table in my room. I reached out and took my phone. I saw some messages and calls from Jansen.

Is he home yet?

I just read it and I don't reply.

I'm trying to close my eyes hoping I'm going to bed so I don't remember what's going on tonight.

...****************...

"Hi Yu!"

I looked at the husky voice from behind me. I found Andrian sitting on a motorcycle in my office parking lot.

I raised my eyebrows and then greeted him.

"Hi Bang, morning! More often I think I'm here. Who doesn't suspect that?"

I asked while taking off the helmet.

"Maybe you're used to it, Bang! So I said," I said mockingly.

"Be careful here, Bang. I think it's worse than the others." I whispered like gossip mums in my neighborhood.

"Dad, I know. That's why you shouldn't be kayaking that time either!"

He was joking around but had a warning.

"How are you?"

I snorted at him, and he asked me about my news.

I gave her an okay sign through my finger.

"What about Mr Jansen?"

"And one office, how am I?"

"Heheheh, does his fiance already know?"

"Udah, Mira's name."

After hearing my answer, he was silent. Does he think I'm going to talk to him? Hellowww.

"Udah akh, brother went sono, the office was far away, I stirred to his boss ntar, early in the morning crawling first so late."

I left Andrian without hearing his rebuttal again. I'm afraid the blonde aunt will see, I guess I woo her brondong.

I sit in my chair. I immediately got ready for work.

"You sick?" Lia shifted her chair near me.

"No!" I answered while fumbling my face.

"You're shoots, swollen again, you don't get meek as usual?"

"No, I'm late from home, I don't have time" I replied as I reached into the small bag in the bag. I took the powder and rubbed it on my face.

"I watched you crawl last night. It's a lack of sleep ketchup ples, so the shoots are just as swollen," I continued lying.

Lia did not continue the base - stale again.

I'm also trying to be human amnesia. I want to forget what I saw last night.

Trings...

Trings...

Trings...

The sound of the noise is simple.

I saw a cell phone and real-life Jansen P as the sender of the message.

I let it sit for a while before reading it.

Jansen P:

'Boyle!'

'Well in the office?'

'Last night at your house?'

You sheep-furred goat, your foul I know. Don't be so attentive.

I said that sentence in my heart without daring to type it in my message column.

Me:

'Udah in the office.'

'Last night back home, just stay there.'

Alright Jansen. Let's go on a show.