My Culun CEO
D I L E M A

Today is friday. Stayed one day before my engagement to Nathan on the title.

There is still no talk with him about tomorrow's event. Me alone? I don't know if I'm sure of all this or not.

Nathan's attitude is beginning to change for me. It is no longer as cold as ice. But I'm not sure what I'm feeling.

All I know is, I still have Tarjo by my side. And I don't want to betray him.

Then, what will my and Tarjo's relationship be like after I get engaged to Nathan? Should I end our relationship?

Of course not. From the beginning my heart was held in him. And I want to try to stay faithful. Yes, despite the fact that I accidentally betrayed this relationship by acting more on Nathan. Especially if you remember....

Ah already. I don't want to think about it. Let's just say I kissed my friend. But friends don't kiss each other, do they? Ah, just make me dizzy!

I saw the man was busy with his cell phone. He was talking on the phone and turned his back on me. Plus I don't know what he's talking about. Because the door was blocking our room.

While daydreaming, Harvey suddenly surprised me. Lucky I didn't have a heart attack, hehe was too late.

"What's up, Harv?" ask her.

"I didn't expect you to not punish the three of them with such a severe punishment. I thought you were gonna get them kicked out of this company" Harvey chuckled.

"No. I don't even want to cut their pay. It's because Mr. Nathan asked me to give him the idea of punishing them" Sheila replied with a smile.

"You could've done more, Shei. You're Adi Jaya's daughter. And who doesn't know your father or your brother."

I glared my eyes at Harvey's revelation.

"So, you know what?" my many.

"Yes, Mr. Boy told me. When you first started working here, he called me and asked about Mr. Nathan's new secretary."

"So, you know about..."

"Your arranged marriages?" Harvey smiled. "Of course you know."

I'm speechless. It turns out Harvey already knew my cover.

"I see Mr. Nathan changed a lot after knowing you."

"Eh?"

"Had never even cared about any girl. Even Miss Marina always chased after Mr. Nathan, but she didn't care at all. After yesterday's incident, I saw for myself how he got so angry when you got hurt because of them. You've already shifted her world, Shei. I hope you can take it."

I looked back at Nathan who was still talking on the phone. He looks like he's turning around. Then our eyes meet. I don't know what his gaze meant at the moment. I don't know why I'm looking at him either.

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In the afternoon, I was ready to go home. This time I'm going home with Danny. I see Nathan's still busy in his room.

I don't think I need to say goodbye to him. I was leaving as soon as Brother Danny called me. I walked quickly to the lobby.

I saw Danny's brother waiting for me next to his car.

"Hi, Brother."

"Hi, Shei. How's work?" ask Brother Danny. He is always attentive. Even my own brother has never seen me again since I left the house.

"Yes that's it. Just ordinary!" reply origin.

"Oh yeah, your car's done from the workshop. It's been sent to Mr. Adi's house as you wish."

"Thank you, Brother. Go, go!" take me.

Danny's car starts to leave the Avicenna Group building. I don't know what will happen tomorrow after my engagement to Nathan. Obviously, I'm not going to stop working just because of this.

When I was halfway through the trip, I realized that my phone was not in the bag.

"Why, Shei?"

"This, Brother. I think my phone is missing at the office. Can you please turn around, brother?"

Danny smiled and ruffled my hair.

"Of course you can."

I grimaced. "Thank you, Brother."

Danny's car was forced to turn because of me. In this day and age, where there are people who hold without holding a cell phone. Aye right?

"Wait a moment, brother. I didn't see it for long" I said as the car arrived in the lobby of the Avicenna Group.

Danny's brother simply replied with a nod. I immediately ran and headed for the elevator in a hurry. Luckily the office was deserted, so I was free to run in the hallways of the office.

As soon as I entered my room, I saw Nathan still at his desk. I entered because I wanted to know the state of Nathan who turned out to be asleep on the table with his hands used as a pillow.

I smiled seeing him. The first time I saw him fall asleep like this.

"You must be tired of having to take care of a company this big" I muttered while watching Nathan's sleeping face.

I decided to turn around. Brother Danny must have been waiting for me.

"Silvia..."

DEG

I heard Nathan muttering. I looked back at him. What did he say?"

"Silvia..."

I approached her, hoping that I would hear her wrong.

"Silvia..."

Nathan's temples are sweating. He even mentioned the woman's name in his sleep. That girl must be very important to him. Then... Who am I to him? Who am I in your heart, Nathan?

I ran back to leave Nathan's room. Don't forget I took my phone first.

I catch my breath in the elevator. I leaned my body against the elevator wall. I wish all this wasn't real.

When the elevator doors opened, I quickly walked to Danny's car. I didn't say anything to Brother Danny on the way to my rented house.

Every now and then Danny's brother glances at me. He must have suspected something had happened to me.

"What's up, Shei?"

"Heh?! What Sis?"

"You why? After picking up your phone, keep quiet. Is something bothering you?"

"Nothing, Brother. I can't back down any more. Just waiting for tomorrow."

I don't know why I'm talking to Danny's brother.

"Do you have any doubts about this engagement?"

Danny's question made me think of a lot of things. Who's Celia? Is she the woman Nathan told you about? He once said that he had a lover. Could it be him? Then where's Celia?

"Shey!"

"Well?!"

"Are we daydreaming?"

"Ah, it's okay, brother."

And it turns out Danny's car has arrived in front of my rented house.

"Thank you, brother."

"Yes, equally. Who are you going to the hotel tomorrow?"

"Sama Kak Rangga and Kak Cecil."

"Oh, so. Alright."

I say goodbye to Brother Danny and get out of his car.

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The next day, I went to Tarjo's house as usual. I asked him to buy chicken porridge for our breakfast.

After Tarjo returned to buy chicken porridge, we sat facing each other while eating our breakfast. I've prepared a warm sweet tea for both of us.

No one's talking yet. I just stirred the porridge myself without eating it. Just a little bit of what I tasted. Tastes bland. Like heart.

"Shey..."

"Hmm?"

"What show is there today?" ask Tarjo.

"What do you mean?"

"Usually we are..."

"Oh, yes gini, Jo. Today I have to go home to my parents. He said there's an event at the brother's house, hehe."

"Oh, so yeah. I'm going home first, too."

I nodded in understanding. He hasn't been back to his house for a long time because he's been busy here with me.

"Well, if that's why I'm back, Jo. I want to get ready first. Bye Jo's!"

I immediately walked away leaving Tarjo who seemed confused by my attitude. I'm sorry, Jo. Maybe I'll tell you about my engagement later.

At nine o'clock in the morning Cecil and Rangga came to pick me up. Brother Cecil looked at my rented house. This is the first time they've come here.

"Lumayan too, Shei," said Kak Rangga sarcas.

"Mas, don't be. This house is pretty good. It's worth the rent, '" Sister Cecil always stood up for me.

"Oh yes, your car has been brought home. We're going to papa's and mama's house first. Later in the afternoon we will head to the hotel. Excited brother!" Rangga's sister pinched both of my cheeks in a fit of anxiety.

"Sister! What the hell? Sick knows!" I rubbed my cheek.

Looks like Rangga knows that I'm not okay. I just started to accept all these matchmaking decisions and accept my destiny. Again and again a doubt arose after I learned the facts about Nathan yesterday...

Now, I'm starting a dilemma . . .

Should I back off?

#connecting