Not a Curse
105. Unconcerned
"WHATAA??!!!!!!"
Sarah's voice echoed to the entire side of her room. Early in the morning had news that made his hope collapse instantly.
How could Sarah have been shocked by the news from her lawyer if Erland had sent her divorce papers through her lawyer.
It was unexpected for Sarah that Erland would act so quickly. Sarah thought Erland would only threaten her. It turned out that Erland really proved his point.
Even more painful, Erland did not give Sarah the slightest time to try to maintain their household.
"What should I do now??" Sarah grabbed her hair violently.
"I can't give it up. I would never sign the letter" Sarah squinted her eyes sharply. He is still firm with his stance that does not want to be separated from Erland.
"Yes, I have to do something"
Sarah got out of bed. Darting into the bathroom with a plan in his brain.
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Sarah came out of her room just as Erland and Viola were enjoying their morning breakfast. Sarah seemed to smile wryly looking at him, because usually they would never eat their food before one of them had not been there. But now they seem to have no regard for the existence of Sarah there.
With a pale face without the usual thick makeup polish, Sarah approached Erland and Viola.
Not the weird looks or pity of the two. The two of them did not even care about Sarah coming to the dining table.
Sarah was also still sitting quietly on the chair that she usually occupied. He also did not touch the food on the table at all. Just silence while staring at Erland who is cool with his breakfast.
"Why?? You've heard from your lawyer, haven't you??" Erland asked without looking at Sarah. He realized that Sarah was watching him. He felt uneasy and finally asked the question.
It's not that Erland could not bear to give the letter to Sarah directly, without going through her lawyer. But Erland knew that Sarah would rip the letter out in front of her eyes.
"Why are you this same as me??" Sarah said softly with her pale face.
Erland put the spoon in her hand, then turned to look at the messy looking Sarah.
"Don't feel like you hurt Sarah the most. I have endured my patience with you, I have not chided and raised my hand at you for what you have done. Do you see me hurting you the most?? Conscious Sarah!! Life can't possibly go according to your control" Erland threw away his face again. He would rather look at one more wife.
Viola shook her head slowly, gesturing for Erland to throw away her current anger.
"But why didn't you give me time to change or prove my regret to you?? At least not this fast" Sarah started sobbing. The peaceful breakfast turned gripping due to Erland's hardened and flushed jaw.
"I told you, that infidelity will never forgive me. So you still want to prove what else Sarah?? The evidence is very clear, your friendly photos, photos when you two enter the hotel, and many more that you yourself also know. So I will never change my decision!!"
Erland is round. He didn't want to give Sarah a chance. For him Sarah will never be separated from the man considering the length of their story.
"You are really evil!! You've been so different since he arrived!!"
Sarah immediately stood up and pointed towards Viola.
"Geez!! Just blame me for all your mistakes. I've been quiet ever since, but that doesn't mean I'm afraid of you. End all the drama you've done. Nor would I be willing if you continued to hurt my husband"
Erland immediately raised her head upon hearing the defense from Viola.
"Oh husband?? Don't forget that Mas Erland is also still my husband Viola!!" Sarah replied fiercely.
BYURPR...
Viola's face was instantly covered by Sarah's surprise attack. The drinking water in front of him was directly splashed on Viola.
"DARK!!" Jerky Erland.
Erland grabbed a nearby tissue to dry her face and some of Viola's wet hair.
"Aren't you papa, honey??" Viola only replied by shaking his head.
Sarah grew furious that Erland was snapping at her and ignored her completely.
"Come to the room, huh?? You're done with breakfast, right??" Viola nodded again without letting out his voice.
Sarah's getting fucked up in there. It turned out to be futile that he did not polish his face just to attract Erland's attention. Erland seemed to care nothing.
"Boy!! If you still want to divorce me. I'd better m*ti right now!!"
Sarah's already merry the fruit knife that's on the dining table. Put it right over his wrist vein.
"Don't be reckless Sarah!!" Erland and Viola paused his intention to return to their room.
"I don't care!! Why else would I live if I was destroyed like this?? I was divorced and became a widow. Not to mention that I am a disabled woman who cannot have children. What is the view of the people out there on me?? I think ending my life is the best way" Sarah said in her despair.
"Please Sarah!!" Viola said.
"Don't be your holy-ass Viola. You know more about this. Didn't you do the same thing until you ended up lying in a coma in the hospital??"
Viola immediately fell silent because he remembered the crazy thing he had done before.
"Drop that knife Sarah!! I won't be affected at all by this threat of yours" Erland still looked calm not showing her panicked face at all.
Sarah raised her hand so that Erland could see what she was about to do.
"I'm not kidding either. I completely cut off my veins if you cheer me up" Sarah threatened.
Viola glanced at Erland. She wanted to see how her husband reacted after hearing Sarah's threat.
"Please. Do whatever you want I don't care!!"
Viola gaped in disbelief at Erland's words. How could Erland possibly let Sarah end her life in front of him.
"You challenged me??" Sarah had actually started to worry in her heart. The plan this time will also fail if Erland is not moved.
"I'm not challenging you Sarah. I just don't care anymore about what you're going to do" Erland said cynically.
"Let's go in baby" Erland again led Viola into her room.
Sarah did not flinch at Erland who really did not care about her anymore. The man had disappeared from Sarah's sight.
STOOP....
Sarah slammed the knife into the vase on the table.
"S*dane!!"