Not a Curse
144. Deteriorated

Days had passed, but Beca was still covered in grief. He was still silent with his slump. This time he lost his life. Although Yovi only stopped for a while in his life, but the man was able to make Beca's heart and mind adrift so far.

Beca reopened her cell phone gallery. Looking at the only photo Beca had with Yovi. The photo was taken two days before the incident happened. At that time Yovi forced Beca to take pictures with him while wearing her wedding dress.

"Is that your hunch, brother?? At that time you kept talking about strange things. You also said that this photo would be a memento. And sure enough, this photo is indeed a memento for me"

Beca kept monologuing in her room. It had been a few days since Yovi's departure, Beca became quiet and rarely went out of the room. Via even repeatedly asked Viola to come to persuade Beca to come out of the room to just fill her stomach.

Like this afternoon, Viola and Ezra came to Via's house in between by Erland.

"Oma's grandson was dataaaangg" Via directly took over Ezra from Viola's sling.

"Oma's grandson is getting hotter" 0Via showered the little baby with small kisses.

"Bapi where's Ma??" Erland asked who did not see Dito in the living room.

"In the back garden. Clean the bird cage again"

"If so, Erland look for Papi first yes Mi. Back brother yank"

The two women just nodded. They knew that Erland wouldn't have a server between Via and Viola, so he looked for Dito.

"Where's Ma?? Is he out??" Via knows who Viola means.

"Not yet, since this morning he hasn't come out. Breakfast is not yet available. Mama's afraid she's why-why Vi"

"Yes, Vio go upstairs first. Titip Ezra yes Mi"

"Yes, don't worry"

Viola headed towards Beca's room which was on the second floor of her house. The room is located opposite to the room owned by Viola first.

Geck..Geck..Geck..

"Reca, this is Viola. Can I come in??"

There was no answer, but before long, the door of the room opened.

That desperate face immediately greeted Viola. Beca who has a clean white face now looks different. His face looked shabby and the dark circles on both of his eyelids were very clear.

Beca shifted her body to the sampung. Although there had not been a word out of Beca's lips, Beca let Viola into her room.

"No laper??" Viola asked while sitting on the sofa that Beca had used to remember Yovi.

"Udah I guess, if you come here just want me to eat. If I'm hungry, I'll eat Vi, just calm down. But yes, I am not hungry" Beca explained repeatedly as in previous days.

"OK I believe you're not hungry. But your body needs food. Look at your face and body already rich gini, pity yourself Ca!! Please, think about your future too. Look Mommy, she's so worried about you. He loves you, he doesn't want you to do anything"

Viola stood up to Beca who was standing in front of the window.

"If you feel alone you are wrong. Look at Mami and Papi who are always worried about you, they are always there for you Beca. Can't you see their sincerity??"

Viola pulled on Beca's shoulder so that Viola could stare at that sad face clearly.

"Still want to get rich??" Viola asked in annoyance.

The sad face became increasingly cloudy. Now drops and drops of water flowed from Beca's eyes.

Viola immediately grabbed Beca into his arms. He felt guilty for waiting for Beca's voice. He should have known Beca was fragile by now.

"Why would I really be pregnant with Yovi's child?? How can I get through this alone without her by my side Vi?? My son will not be able to feel the affection of his father since in the womb. Rasamya I can't stand Vi. What should I do??"Beca sobbed in Viola's arms. Just like the first time I heard the news of Yovi.

"Reca, listen to me!!" Viola parsed his embrace.

"You don't have to worry about that. There I am, as long as I am beside you. Everything's gonna be fine. I don't think about things that haven't happened. If you get pregnant, accept with a chest, he will be the ruler of his father to be your only family. No need to think about other people. You Beca, you are a strong woman from a long time ago, do not continue to fall because of the departure of Yovi. I'm sure that Yovi won't be happy to see you like this either. So I beg Beca, give you back your spirit. We're always waiting for you out there. Start to build a new life. I'm sure God must have another plan behind this"

Viola wiped Beca's tears that soaked the smooth face like the Korean artist.

"What Viola said is true I can't go on like this. I'm sure Brother Yovi has also calmed down there. I don't want to aggravate his steps by cultivating this slump"

"I'm sorry for making you all worry"

"No papa, the important thing after this is that you have to get up again. Show Mami and Papi, they'll be happy for sure" Viola again showed her charming smile.

"But Vi"

"Why??"

"How do I tell Mami and Papi if I'm pregnant?? I'm afraid they'll be disappointed with me Vi" Beca looked down sad again.

"You don't have to worry Beca. Mama knows"

Beca flinched as the soft voice snuffed out from the door of her room.

"Mommy??" Beca said in an almost inaudible voice.

"Viola told me everything. Mami who forced him because Mami had heard some of your words that were so strange when in the hotel and in the sick rimah" Via went into Beca's room. Actually, he had been there since, but he did not dare to come in contact with his two children.

"I'm sorry Beca Mi" Beca is really tight to look down so deep.

"Mommy has heard what happened to you until it happened. But Mama won't judge you. Mama just asked you to keep your body condition. If it is true in the womb you have grown a fetus, then he will not lack nutrients from you. See now, why does Mami keep forcing you to eat??" Beca nodded slowly.

"Everything Viola says is true. Mama won't repeat it. We are all there for you"

"Thank you Mami, Vio. You are the people God sent for me"

The three of them hugged each other, channeling their affection one by one.

"But Vi, isn't Beca checkable yet??"

"Can Mi, because pregnancy can be detected from biweekly age. But since yesterday, Beca's kindergarten hasn't been possible. So Viola has not dared to invite Beca to see the Doctor" Viola explained.

"If so, better tomorrow you go to the Doctor first Ca. Let your feelings be calmer if you already know what the results are"

"But Mi, Beca's scared"

"Even if you continue to avoid like this, there you are more thinking Beca. Whatever the outcome, we will keep you company. So don't be khabatri. If you are not pregnant Alhamdulilah, then Allah will give you the opportunity to improve yourself and organize your life again. But if pregnant, we can think of the next step how" Via so lemnut advised Beca.

"Think well, what Mami said was Ca"

"All right, take me to Doctor Vi tomorrow"