Not a Curse
73. Disconnecting
"Abang is sorry to have made you Brother's second wife"
Degs...
Viola's heart was like being hit by a rock so hard.
"Why??"
"I beg you, don't break my heart again" Inner Viola was already crying.
"Abang regrets for not making you the first for Brother. It turns out that it is true that regret comes at the end. But I am grateful that I am still given the opportunity to have you" said Erland, who has felt such a deep love for Viola.
"But, won't you marry me because I'm going to die?? If not, how would you marry me" Viola smiled bitterly.
Erland was silent for a moment, considering how three years ago Dito and Vino took turns to meet him just to beg Erland to marry Viola.
"Darling, listen to Brother!! At that time, he refused Papi and Vino's request. But after you ask God for guidance, your face always appears in your dreams. When saying the kabul ijab, Brother even felt that you would not go that fast. The hunch Abang said, that you will wake up from your sleep. So you're getting sure if we're meant to be together"
Viola looked at Erland so deeply. Many changes in this man in front of him. If Erland used to be sniffy and always thought of Viola as a bully. Now a warm and attentive mature man.
"Do you want to know what's in your dream??" Erland continued to hold Viola's left hand.
"What??" Viola's voice was very slow and almost inaudible.
"In Brother's dream, we both became a happy family with our children" Erland whispered to Viola.
The instant Viola lowered her face, her tears had suddenly burst out. His heart has been so easily touched lately.
"Until now you still hope that the dream will come true" Erland rubbed Viola's wet cheeks.
"If I can't stay by your side how??" Viola asked with raucous.
Indeed the sense of wanting to give up was terbesit in Viola's mind. But there was so much he would bear on his shoulders when Viola correctly made that decision.
"As much as possible you will defend your brother" Erland insisted.
"If you still can't??"
"If so, then Abang will keep his prayer with Allah. Because God will surely listen to Brother's prayer" Erland said confidently.
"Cih.pede really so people" Viola's speech made Erland chuckle.
"Udah dong don't be sad gini. Later our child will follow sad if his mother is sad. Brother does not want our child to be hated with Brother because his mother cried because of her Papa" Erland really rubbed Viola's tears to dry.
"Sorry yes, because he is brother so often crave these nights" Erland was happy because Viola had begun to change the way he spoke. It's not cold like that.
"No papa, my brother was happy because he also loved Brother. Let's feed Brother again, after this we pray at dawn"
Viola nodded, she almost forgot that she was feeding her husband.
"But the rice is cold, want to change the warm again??" Viola felt guilty, for taking too long for Erland to speak.
"Not this. Aaaakkkk" Viola smiled as Erland had already opened his mouth.
"Are you still nauseous??" Erland asked after swallowing her rice.
"Udah is not because every morning I take medicine from Niken"
"Thankfully, you can't bear to see you're nauseating" Erland rubbed Viola's cheek gently.
"It's still like a dream to me. It feels like I'm still asleep like three years ago who fell asleep long with such a long dream like this. Marrying the man I loved so much, carrying his child, and now sitting together like this was beyond my expectations. If I had no intention of ending my life, would I feel this now??" Viola hurriedly rubbed his falling back tears before Erland saw him.
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Edgar keeps trying to contact Alisa, his lover. Edgar was so frustrated that Alisa could not be contacted since the last time they met at Endah and Vino's proposal show.
At that time Edgar did not feel suspicious of Alisa who suddenly sent a message to him if he had to go home first. Edgar thought there was a job at the hospital that required Alisa to come there. But after that Alisa can not be contacted again. Edgar's message was also nothing he read at all.
Now Edgar was waiting for Alisa in front of the hospital where the woman worked. Edgar wants to know what happened to Alisa.
"Lisa!!" Call Edgar when you see Alisa coming out of the hospital.
"Alisa wait!!"
Late, Edgar managed to grab Alisa's hand first.
"I'm in a hurry, so I beg you to let go of my hand" Alisa tried to let go of her hand.
"Not before you say what reason you can't call these few days!!" Edgar said firmly. Because the woman who is still his status as his lover was precisely indifferent like that.
"Sorry Mas, it looks like I I can't continue this relationship. So from now on don't see me again!!" Edgar's hand was unemployed because he was surprised by Alisa's words.
"A-what do you mean Al. Why do you suddenly want to end our relationship?? Was I wrong or something made you angry?? Say Alisa!!" Edgar asked with fear.
Alisa was the only woman who managed to attract her attention. Women were gentle, kind and considerate, so Edgar loved her so much.
"You're not wrong. I just don't think we fit in. You can find a better woman than me. So our relationship just got here!!" Alisa immediately stomped her hand until Erland's hand was released.
"Alisa!! Wait!!"
"Lisa!!"
Alisa did not care at all about Edgar who continued to pursue him even though Alisa had entered the taxi.
Alisa could not help but cry to see Edgar who kept trying to catch the taxi he was riding.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to be separated from you"
FLASHBACKS
"Sister!! Brother Radian!! Sis!!" Alisa entered her house with her loud cry calling out to Radian.
"Alisa, why are you yelling so rich. Keep your voice down!!" Radian came out of his room with a towel in his hand. She had just taken a shower when she saw her wet hair.
"Sister, answer honestly. Do you really know that Sister Sarah is married??" Alisa looked at her sister with her sharp gaze.
"Why are those eyes of yours, already daring to now stare at Big Brother like that??"
"Jawab my first question Brother!! That's all a lie, right?? Brother does not know that Sister Sarah has married so Brother is still in contact with her, right??" Alisa really hopes that her sister does not know the status of Sarah.
"You don't have to interfere. You better take care of your own business!!"
Alisa's almost collapsed. From Radian's answer alone Alisa already knew that her brother did know the status of Sarah.
"Sister, why is Brother still in a relationship with Sister Sarah?? Brother is not that bad, is it to be the third person in the household??"
"Enough Alisa!! You don't know anything, so you don't have to interfere!! Sarah was my lover from the beginning. But he got married just to pay off all his family's debts. We still love each other like we used to, nothing has changed at all!!" Just this time Radian actually took out his veins for Alisa.
Alisa now knows why they haven't been married all this time.
"But now it's my business, brother. As long as you know, Sister Sarah's husband is Mas Edgar's brother, my girlfriend Sis!!" Alisa said in frustration.
"What?? Kadi Edgar Sarah's sister-in-law??"
"Yes!! And now I have no face to face with his family that was so good to me!!" Alisa scooped up her tear-filled face.
A second later, Radian's face displayed his sly smile.
"Good then!! Her brother is rich, so your life must be good after this. Especially his family is kind to you"
Alisa did not end up thinking with her brother's mindset.
"No, I won't be a sycophant like Brother. I don't want to use Mas Edgar for pleasure like Sister Sarah. Now I know, that restaurant was built with Sarah's husband's money, right??"
"Just talk about you, Alisa. If you don't want to already, just end your relationship with your lover!! Don't interfere in my business anymore!!"
BRAKKKIS....
Radian slammed the door of her room to make Alisa jump.
He did not expect that his love affair should end in such a way. Alisa would rather give up than later Edgar and his family knew that her brother was the third person in Erland's marriage.
FLASHBACK OFF
All the way, Alisa kept crying. Letting go of someone she loved was painful for her.