Not a Curse
153. Bereft

The entire room panicked instantly, including Vino who had been fixated on seeing his wife's condition.

The doctor who had left was wearing his gloves again. He was helped by nurses whose numbers are increasingly starting to handle Endah who has been removing so much blood.

"Darling, please hold on!" Vino's whisper to Endah is unconscious.

Vino cried to see the state of Endah, plus the panic of the medical personnel in the room. Those who have often handled such things alone look so panicked, especially Vino who is just a layman. Of course he was so scared.

For more than thirty minutes they tried to stop the bleeding, but it didn't seem to be working. Injection after injection has also been received Endah, but the results are not visible at all.

Vino glanced at the large amount of red liquid that even dripped on the floor so much. I feel like I've fainted to see it.

"Sorry sir, excuse me for a moment" Vino immediately retreated backwards because the nurse wanted to put a heart shock device on Endah's chest.

"What else is this O God" Vino grew even more frightened because they were pairing such a device.

The ECG sound that measured Endah's heartbeat was getting louder in Vino's ears.

"One.. Two.. Three..!!" The doctor had attached his tool to the chest Endah until the body Endah slightly pulled upwards.

"Let's go back!!"

"One more time!! One.. Two.. Three..!!"

Tiiittt.......

Vino's body immediately limp, his knees even like there were no bones anymore. His hand grabbed Endah's gurney as a handle.

"Sorry sir" said the Doctor with regret.

"It's not possible, is it Doctor??" Vino still hopes that the reality in front of him is just a dream.

"You've tried your best. But because the bleeding in the patient is very much and can not be stopped. We apologize profusely for not being able to save your wife"

Vino flew over to his wife who was showing no signs of life. Vino's tears just fell back.

"Dear wake!! Wake Ndah!! Don't joke gini rich!! This is not funny!!" Vino tried not to believe the reality he received.

"Our son has just been born!! So don't be like this, Brother please!!" Vino dropped his teary face on Endah's shoulder. Crying all over there.

Vino was completely destroyed at this moment. He witnessed for himself how his wife died in the delivery room after giving birth to their first child.

The happiness they had just felt instantly turned into deep sorrow. Vino can't let Endah go. Vino also could not if he had to live alone with his daughter without there Endah among them.

"If you go like this, what about me and our dear child?? How can you live without you?? You have Ndah!! You are evil as Brother!!"

The nurse who was still there to clean up Endah could not bear to see how Vino was crying over the departure of his wife.

"We haven't even given him a name yet, but you can leave such a small baby for Ndah forever!! Don't you love your own daughter??"

Vino is still trying to deny if Endah has really gone even though his brain can digest it well.

Although not willing, also with a very heavy finally Vino released Endah from his grasp. Vino was further destroyed when Endah's face was covered in a cloth that had only been used to cover Endah's body.

Dragging his boneless foot, Vino walked out of the room he would never enter again. Vino promises to make the place a forbidden place in his life.

After Vino made it out of the cursed room, he could see all his family was already waiting outside.

The one person who is currently Vino's hope to lean on his already helpless body is Via.

It was as if he had strength again after his entire body went limp. Vino walked quickly over to Via and directly hit him with a hug.

"Mami, Endah Mi" Vino cried, roaring in Via's arms.

"What happened to Endah, Vin?? Why her??" Via's heart was already racing hard to see Vino's reaction like that when he just came out of the other room.

"What's wrong with Mom Nak Vino's son?? Mom's kids and grandchildren are okay, right??"

Everyone who was there then fell silent waiting for a reply from Vino. There's Dito, including Pasnagan who just returned from his honeymoon, Edgar and Beca.

"God has left all of us Mom" Vino again interrupted after issuing the painful sentence.

"What, Endah?? Mother Son?? Oh Allah......" Gendis was instantly unsteady but fortunately there was Edgar beside him.

Everything seemed to be in disbelief including Erland who drowned and immediately sat back down.

"Bang" Viola rubbed the back of Erland who was so devastated by the departure of her sister.

"Endah yank, Brother Brother's beloved brother. He is always an adult for the sake of the brothers who work hard to finance their school. He who always understood Brother without demanding much. Now he was leaving earlier than Brother" Erland's tears just flowed.

Viola was speechless. He also still doesn't believe in any of that. She just hugged her husband, trying to calm him down.

"Istighfar Bu, Istighfar" Whispered Edgar who embraced his mother.

Gendis could only cry with her eyes closed. His head rested on Edgar's shoulder, because it felt that Gendis' neck was no longer able to hold the weight of his head.

"Mi, why could Endah leave me and our son Mi. She was so small, why would Endah not take care of her Mi" Vino still continued to cry in her Mom's arms.

"Istighfar Vin's. Your opposite!! Papi knows you've lost Endah. But don't say such a thing. Endah must be sad to hear that"

All were unable to hold back his cries. Seeing the destruction of Vino, also imagine their child who is still that small must lose his mother. A baby who has never been given the opportunity to feel the affection of the Mother who brought him into this world.

"But Pi, Vino can't live without Endah Pi. What should Vino say when our son asks where is his mother?? Vino is not strong Pi"

The heart of who does not come because of Vino's speech. Even a nobody I would definitely feel pain in his heart when he heard it.

"Vino, you have to be patient. Your children still need you. Accept this departure of Endah as your life's destiny. We all belong to God and will one day return to Him, though we will never know when the time comes. Maybe Endah left first. But we also do not know when death will pick us up. Here we just wait for our turn to be found again there. Mami is not pushy, but Mami beg your heart to let go of Endah for the sake of your child"

Vino's cry eased up a little. She did lose, but she also just got a beautiful little baby from Endah.

It might be true what her mother said, if death could definitely pick up at any time. But Vino is still grateful that Endah had left one little angel before his departure.