Not a Curse
64. Brother is sorry

"Abang sorry, really Brother has no intention to forget the promise to take you to see the Doctor. My brother also wanted to see our dear son. But.."

"But because Sarah took you to a party, and it seems like going to a party is more fun than coming to the hospital, right??"

Viola looked back at Erland with the same gaze as three months ago when Erland first picked Viola up to Korea.

Erland gasped because Viola knew why Erland couldn't come to the hospital.

"Don't explain baby"

"Stop called me that!!" Viora threw the spoon in her hand into her bowl again violently.

The pregnant woman then stood face to face with Erland with her firm face.

"I didn't ask you to accompany me to check my contents. But you yourself are forcing, you say you want to always be involved in the affairs of this child. It's all just your tongue-tie. Buls**t!!"

Even though Viola's sharp gaze did not slacken at all. But tears welling up in her eyes began to drip. His anger made his chest feel tight, even just to catch his breath was too hard for Viola.

"Darling, my brother never intended to lie to you. Brother completely forgot, let alone Sarah suddenly trading and said if his mother celebrated a birthday. He said Brother had promised to come to his party, even though as he remembered Brother Sarah never said anything to Brother. Especially after that Sarah took the brother's hape, he said so that there was no work that made Brother leave from his mother's party. Forgive my dear brother, the wrong brother. I forgot, not intentionally. I could swear"

Erland had no idea what else she would use so Viola could trust him.

"My belief that I knit back for you is not even thicker than a piece of tissue. But you easily pour a glass of water on it until you make it tear again. After this I don't know anymore, can trust you again or not" Viola wiped away her tears. He felt it was useless to shed his tears for an opinionated man like Erland.

"Dear, don't say that. Brother really wants to make you believe again with Brother. Forgive your mistakes, after this you will not disappoint you again. Brother please dear" Erland approached Viola, grabbing onto his two shoulders to face towards him.

"Abang frightened to see you like this, Brother is not calm when you silence Brother like this. Please, forgive brother?? You can curse Brother, you can beat Brother, just don't let Brother sit down, Brother is tormented"

Viola still did not want to look into Erland's eyes who could have been playing a role to lie to him again. Viola was also still unconcerned about what Erland said. Viola removed Erland's hand from her shoulder.

Without taking a word, Viola left Erland. Leaving meatballs that have not been touched at all.

"Darling!"

Erland chased after Viola who wanted to return to her room. Erland swiftly held back the door of Viola's room that had been almost closed by Viola.

"Go away or I'm out of here!!" Threaten Viola with those reddened eyes.

Erland lost, he resignedly let Viola lock his door back. That meant Erland would no longer have the chance to talk to Viola.

"Darling, if you don't let Absen in, it won't be papa. But you eat first yes, the meat you have not eaten at all. You'll be sick later, you'll get it??" Persuade Erland from outside Viola's room.

Erland also blamed herself for not letting Viola finish his meal first. He actually immediately made Viola re-ignited with anger.

There is no movement from within. Really tonight Viola chose hunger rather than having to face Erland.

Erland sat back on the sofa that had been accompanying her in front of Viola's room. His hands began to massage his head which began to feel dizzy. Since this afternoon he has not put any food into his stomach. Her hunger was gone when she remembered her promise to Viola that she had forgotten.

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"Bi Tum!!" The violin screamed a little because it felt unable to walk up to Bi Tum who was cooking in the kitchen.

"Yes Mom!!"

The loud noise of the two women made Erland sleep disturbed.

"May I have a minute please??" Viola said after Bi Tum had already approached her.

"What can I do for you??"

"Please ahead for a moment Bi, buy me some wind oil. Got me out" Viola gave Bi Tum some money.

Erland who had just blinked her eyes immediately got up even though it was still a little dim.

"Again who bought it??"

"That's the money for Bi Tum to ride the motorcycle ahead, huh??" Viola didn't care about Erland at all.

"I bought Bi!!" Erland.

"Just a little bit Bi, I'll wait in the room!!"

"I-iya Bu" Bi Tum was actually confused, which one to listen to between his two masters.

"Bi Tum cook again, let's love to buy" Bi Tum looked towards Viola.

"Yes already. Where's the money Bi, let me buy it" Sela Viola.

Erland breathed out. If it's like this Erland can't dwell.

"Bi Tum go. Call ojek let's not be late" Break up Erland finally. She would not bear to see Viola go alone to the pharmacy this early in the morning.

Before Viola again closed the door of his room, the eyes of the two of them had met even if only a glance. Erland caught the dislike from Viola's eyes for her.

It hurt a lot when Viola looked at her and rejected her like that. Erland was like a useless husband to Viola.

Erland felt her head turn dizzy like last night. He chose to go to the upper room to change his clothes that had not been changed from yesterday. He wanted to go back downstairs before Viola left for campus later.

But in fact it was not that easy, Erland's head felt so heavy, his gaze was also twitched. Erland's hands looked for a grip around her to support her body.

His legs that started to climb the stairs even began to look trembling. Erland realized it must be because she had not eaten anything since yesterday. Yesterday's breakfast was the last time Erland chewed food. Moreover, Erland who has a history of stomach ulcers make stomach acid began to rise.

Bi Tum who had returned from the pharmacy wanted to directly knock on Viola's room, but his intention was to break it because he saw Erland's state at the end of the stairs.