Not a Curse

Not a Curse
88. Radians


In the morning Viola instantly put away Erland's hands that were so freely holding her. Viola also looked at Erland's head which was beside his large belly. Worse yet Viola did not wake up all night so just realized that Erland was sleeping next to him at this time.


Due to her bladder feeling very full, Viola got away from Erland's side quickly. Absolutely not bothering or trying to wake Erland Viola perform his own morning prayers tampa imam who is still asleep.


After folding her face neatly, Viola finally sent out her index finger to wake Erland up.


"Wake up, pray first!!" Viola repeatedly poked Erland's arm.


"Bang!!" Viola said a little loudly.


"Hemm" Sura hoarsely said even though his eyes were not open.


"Sholat first, bad luck!" Viola kept his hand away from Erland.


"Yeah"


Still with his sticky eyes and occasionally yawning, Erland kept moving down from the bed.


Maybe that's the one good thing Viola found in Erland. He never forgot his duty as a Muslim. Unable to look, Viola also felt calm when she became the mother of her husband.


Erland was ready to stand on her sajad, with her peci and her coco shirt. But Erland had yet to also take away her intentions as she continued to stare at Viola.


"Why??" Ask Viola.


"Don't you know, you're ready, why haven't you used your face yet?? You can't come months right because you're pregnant" asked Erland because Viola never wore her face.


"Does I want to pray twice??"


"I mean??" Erland was puzzled, but Viola only put his shoulders together.


"Astaghfirullah, why not say from earlier that you have been praying yank??" Erland patted his cheek.


"Yes Abang nanya" replied Viola indifferently while coolly scrolling his Instagram account.


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When it came to breakfast time Erland just sat alone with Viola. She didn't find Sarah anywhere this morning. But like a man who once loved Sarah, Erland was impressed to not care about the whereabouts of Sarah.


He was just enjoying breakfast with Viola who just this time wanted to join him again at the dinner table.


"Bi Tum, where is Sarah going??" Viola asked, not Erland.


"I don't know Ma'am, Miss Sarah early this morning was neat and seemed to be in a hurry. When I asked, Ms. Sarah just said there was an important business" Bi Tum explained as she was dealing with Sarah who left in a hurry.


"Aren't you worried about your wife??" Viola's lyrics to Erland enjoying his fried rice.


"No, at most he also went to the restaurant" Erland replied completely unconcerned.


"When not how??"


"It is his business with God. It is a sin to lie to a husband, from the beginning he has sinned because he left without permission from the husband"


Viola immediately looked at Erland disliked, there seemed to be words from Erland that were slightly touching him.


"What's my crush on??"


"No dear. Brother said Sarah wasn't you" Erland grinned a horse at Viola.


Viola had already bent her face, not out of anger at Erland but from feeling she had also been away from Erland for three years without her husband's consent.


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Meanwhile, the person who had gone in a hurry turned out to be in front of the house of someone who was very familiar with him.


Geck..Geck..Geck..


"Radian, open the door!!"


Sarah knocked on the door impatiently. Only Sarah dared to make a scene in front of people's houses this early in the morning.


"DRAWERS!!" Shouting Sarah.


"OUT YOU!!"


Cklek..


"What do you want to come here early in the morning??" Greet someone who opens the door for Sarah.


"Where is your brother??" Sarah's looking for someone behind Alisa.


Yeah, Sarah went to Radian's house. He had to meet the man directly to receive an explanation for what Radian said last night.


"What else is looking for him?? Isn't it clear that your relationship is over??" Alisa was still standing at the door, not wanting to let Sarah inside as she pleased anymore.


"Please, because she will never listen to you again" Alisa smiled mockingly at Sarah.


"DRAWERS!!" Shouted Sarah again.


"Stop it or I'll call security to kick you out of here!!"


"I don't care!!" Sarah encourages Alisa to go inside.


"Get out!!" Alisa keeps blocking Sarah with all her strength.


"Let her Alisa!!" Someone who's looking for Sarah finally showed me the trunk of her nose too.


Alisa finally gave up, she tidied up her clothes that had been messy because of Sarah's insistence, then left from there. Letting her brother solve his problems with Sarah.


"Radians!! Finally daring to come out as well as you" Sarah looked at Radian cynically.


"Why did you come here?? Didn't I explain everything. We have nothing to do with Sarah anymore"


Actually Radian was lazy to face Sarah. But he knows very well what Sarah is. The woman will not give up until she gets what she wants.


"No, I won't accept that absurd excuse!!"


Radian turned back to look at Sarah so deeply.


"Sarah, stop. Our relationship is over, it's been the best decision. I've been aware of my mistakes all along. I don't want to add to my sins by continuing to relate to people's wives" Radian explained subtly without any hint of anger in them.


"Haha..." Sarah laughed out loud.


"Don't be a hypocrite you're Radian. Where ever have you thought of sin as far back as I've seen it, in your brain it's just money and money. You have also enjoyed the money from Erland. So don't be your holy-suck!!"


According to Sarah, Radian's confession is very funny. That doesn't go in Sarah's brain at all.


"Whatever you say Sarah. But I really gave up on this relationship. It is better for you to berate me now than for me to have to accept the consequences later on" Radian insisted.


"Sad.. You holy-ass!!" Sarah's lips.


"Then what is the fate of my restaurant. Why would Erland just take it?? Did he see you??" Sarah remembered the source of her finances.


"I don't know for sure he sent people to take care of everything"


Sarah pulled her own hair. His head was already wanting to break. It felt like it was unable to deal with Erland at the moment.


"If there's nothing you want to talk about, you better get out of here. I still have a job" Radian said, turning his back to Sarah.


"Grandfather.." Sarah clucked in annoyance at being overtly expelled.


"All right, I'll accept your decision. As long as you keep your mouth shut for all the things you know of me" said Sarah who finally resigned.


"I'm not a man who likes to open the disgrace of others" replied Radian unwilling to turn around.


Sarah stomped her feet in annoyance at being ignored by Radian. The woman finally gave up, she let Radian take it for granted for reasons Sarah could not accept.


From behind the window, Radian continued to see Sarah leaving his house.


FLASHBACKS


"Sister still want to continue the relationship with Sister Sarah??" Alisa asked with her eyes reddened from constantly crying.


"It's hard for Alisa, we've talked about it, right??" Radian is very lazy if Alisa discusses her relationship with Sarah.


"Sister, do you remember Mom and Dad's message when they were alive??" Alisa looked straight ahead with her eyes in tears.


Radian nodded and looked at Alisa's lethargic face.


"Your father once said that you should be a good man, responsible and also be a role model for me as your only family. Of course you remember that, right??" Radian nodded back.


"But why is Brother now a bad man?? And how should I embrace Brother if Brother alone is not worthy of being a role model for me?? I feel sorry for you and Mom, they must be disappointed up there" Alisa wiped her tears.


While Radian looked speechless, it seemed to be digesting Alisa's speech.


"Never think?? If you were in the position of her husband Sister Sarah?? Betrayed and taken advantage of by his wife and ex-girlfriend" Alisa paused his words, then stood in front of Radian.


"Or Brother just imagine if Sister Sarah was me. Do you want to have a sister who is a liar and also relate to two men simultaneously?? Is Brother not ashamed??"


All the words of his sister seemed to be a very hard blow to Radian.


"But it's up to you if you still want to be in a relationship with him. But sorry, I can't live with my brother anymore. Maybe you are not afraid of the name of quality or karma. But it could all fall on me, your only family. So it's better for me to go away from Big Brother than to get karmic for what I did" Alisa spun around leaving her room.


"Lisa!!" Radian stopped Alisa who was already holding the doorknob.


"Sister will end it all. But please don't go. In this world, you only have you. Brother doesn't want you to be ashamed of having a brother like this" either"


Alisa immediately turned around and turned around to hug her sister. Her tears spilled back in her brother's arms.


"Thank you, sister, I'm so happy"


FLASHBACK OFF


The decision that Radian made was already very unanimous. Maybe it was time for him to think about his own future.