Not a Curse
25. Believed in curses

Erland's return greeted Sarah with her face bent. Thirty-thirties of the year was ready to bombard her husband who was several days with his second wife.

Who is a woman who is not jealous if her husband is alone with another woman even though it is his own honey. Of course, the pain, the envy, the desire to have it completely still dominates Sarah.

"Sarah, I'm home" Erland said as soon as he entered his house.

Sarah remained unmoved by continuing to stand in front of the window looking at the garden behind her house.

Erland approached Sarah, wanting to kiss her on the forehead, but Sarah avoided her.

"Why are you?? Her husband came home instead of being welcomed and even pouted rich gini??" Erland pinched Sarah's cheek with anxiety.

"Return out having fun with his second wife to say they should be welcomed" Ketus Sarah.

"Who has fun anyway Sarah?? I just picked him up, we're not going anywhere. There I was sick, he was busy taking care of our return. So don't get angry" Erland explained, she didn't want to make Sarah even more angry.

"Why don't you come straight back here?? You go there first?? Or maybe, if I don't call you, you want to stay there??" Sarah glanced at Erland suspiciously.

"Yes my name is to pick her up, she's my wife and Sarah. I will drive you home safely. Don't be angry, I'm tired. Come with me to rest" Erland pulled Sarah's hand towards her room.

"Sarah, after this I will bring Viola to stay in this house" Erland said as soon as they reached the room.

Sarah threw Erland's hand into her hand.

"What Mas?? I didn't hear wrong, did I?? Isn't it enough for all the pain you're giving me, until you can take her to stay one roof with me??" Sarah's face began to turn cloudy.

"Then what do you want?? You guys live different houses like that?? Well then, I'll have time for you two, a day here a day at Viola's house so you want it??"

Sarah seemed to think, she did not want to be left at all by her husband. Moreover, imagine her husband is only alone in his honeymoon home.

"I don't want to, your time is just for me. Not for him!! After all you married her just out of responsibility right?? Then why do you have to be that fair, as if you love her" Sarah still tried to bid for her husband to change his mind.

"Initially so. But marriage isn't Sarah's playful. I still have to do my duty as a husband. Including learning to love him. I'm sorry about this Sarah. But I promise you, my love for you won't change one bit"

Erland festive hands Sarah, looking into the eyes of the owner deeply. Shows that his love is still the same through the look of his eyes.

"Look at my eyes properly Sarah, did you see it?? You should realize that my love for you is still intact"

Sarah kept looking for lies in those two black eyes. But that loving gaze was the same as when Erland wanted to marry her back then.

Sarah went into Erland's arms. Hiding her tears there. Tubu Erland who he always hugged while sleeping was now not only his own. Sarah had to willing the body with a very soothing fragrant odor that would hug another woman in her sleep.

"I'm sorry that I was too childish and jealous. But I love you, I can't afford to lose you" he said.

"I love you too Sarah" Erland further tightened her embrace. Let go of his longing for his first wife.

After convincing Sarah, Erland was detained by his wife all day. Not allowed to come out even though about work. He said it was in exchange for having left Sarah for days in Korea.

"Sarah??"

"Hemmm??" Sarah muttered with her head leaning affectionately on Erland's chest.

"Do you want another baby tube program??" Sarah immediately sat down and stared at Erland.

"Mas, you really want to have children, right??"

"To be honest, I'm with Sarah. Especially Mom, but I can't force you if you're not ready. I'll wait until you want to" Erland rubbed Sarah's cheek which continued to look down miserably.

"Not that I don't want Mas, but what we've done just failed. With the cost so expensive, does not love the money Mas?? I'd do it if it works out to be a hundred percent"

"But there's no harm in us trying Sarah again. Money is not a problem for me to get a child"

"You why the hell Mas?? Don't you want to have a child from Viola huh, so you press me like this??" Sarah began to shed her tears.

"Sarah, hey" Erland covers Sarah's face.

"I didn't mean that. I'm sorry if I press you too much. I'm not going to talk about it anymore. Already, forget it" Sarah nodded then stopped her crying.

"How do I want to have a child with Viola??Just touch it must be the person will not want" inner Erland.

"Now rest, I still have work"

Sarah nodded, then left Erland to her room. Erland, too, was heading to her study. But not to get the job done like he told Sarah. But Erland was only speechless by leaning against the chair and his head looked up at the ceiling of his room.

His mother's request with a pale face and a weak lie continued to be reflected in his memory. So did the requests of his brothers. It feels like pressure for Erland.

Persuading Sarah to the pregnancy program again is also impossible because it saw Sarah's reaction earlier. While Erland will feel very guilty if it does not meet the wishes of his mother.

There is only one path, Viola. But Erland did not know how, let alone their relationship that did not improve at all.

Also how Viola would react later if Erland came to him just to ask for a child, surely the woman would hate him even more. Minimal Erland also had to cultivate her love for Viola first.

It felt like Erland had started to waver to believe the curse from Viola back then.

"Is it true that Sarah was not pregnant because of Viola's oath at that time??" Mumbled.

"Astagfirullah, what am I thinking. I just believe in God. Maybe it's not time for Sarah and I to be given offspring. Or did God plan my offspring to be born from the womb of Viola??"

"If so, ease the affairs of your servant, O Allah"

Erland was really made dizzy seven circumference with just this maslah. Maybe if Erland hadn't made false promises it wouldn't have been this complicated. Or if Erland kept his promise everything would definitely be easier this time around.