Not a Curse
21. Let's go home

"Sarah??"

"Hemm"

"I'll get Viola back"

Viola pushed Erland's body away slightly.

"What do you mean??" The face that had just dried from the sweat from their struggle had now emitted its anger.

"Sarah listen first" Erland got up from her lying position.

"No!! I don't want him back. I'm not ready to share. I'm not ready to share your attention with other women. I can't" Sarah hid her face between her knees still covered in a blanket.

"Sarah, please understand. Now my wife is not just you. We can't be like this continuously. I promise I'll be fair with you both" Erland grabbed Sarah's hand but was immediately knocked out by the owner.

"Now I'm asking you. Do you love her??" The teary face was extremely painful for Erland.

"I'll learn to love her" Erland replied firmly.

"No!! Never learn to love her. All of these problems will be solved if you divorce her!!" Sarah's hiss was right in front of Erland's face.

"I can't Sarah"

"Then the root of the problem is only in you. You keep it even though you don't love it. You hurt my feelings. You are really evil Mas!!" Sarah smacked Erland's chest.

"Relax sarah, calm down. Control yourself. It's been three years Sarah, I've been by your side. But my other wife was far away. I do love you but my responsibility is not just you" Sarah's hand weakened. She had to do more to get her husband to divorce Viola.

Just now he felt the freedom of feeling completely possessed by Erland. Now we have to go back to remind Juka Erland not only hers.

"Do you want to have a child with Viola?? That's why you want to pick her up, right?? You believe about the curse on me, don't you??" Sarah started sobbing again.

"Don't think weird Sarah!! There is no such thing as a curse. Don't believe such things!!" Erland remembers her mother also alluding to Sarah's curse at that time.

"In fact I couldn't get pregnant until now, even though the doctor said everything was healthy and good. It's all because of that woman. He dared to drop the curse for me. Because of her I can't feel you're pregnant!!"

Sarah began to hysterically cry over her fate of being a wife who was given honey when their marriage was just two weeks old. Then destined not to be able to have children because of the curse of his honey semdiri.

"Never doubt the power of Sarah. There is no such thing as impossible if God had willed. So don't link any of this to Viola's words"

"You defended him, Mas??"

"Astagfirullah Sarah, how should I convince you Sarah. Please understand my position once. I know you're hurting, but I also have a load on both of my shoulders"

Erland left Sarah to the bathroom. No matter what clothes he wore and didn't wear them.

Under the cold water, Erland regretted all his deeds. Not only now, since the incident Viola was lying in a coma that time Erland was also already very sorry. But what is it all for now. Regretting is useless. Erland was trying to fix everything. Reconstructing from the beginning everything he had destroyed. Although it can not return intact, at least still shaped. Rather than Erland will regret it forever because there is no intention to fix it at all.

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The next day, Erland was ready to fly to his wife. His clothes and all his needs were also ready in the suitcase he carried.

"I'm leaving first, take good care of yourself. I'll call you as soon as I get there" one farewell kiss Erland gave on Sarah's forehead.

The sound of the pull of a suitcase wheel resuscitates Sarah if her husband is gone. Now he lives alone in that room. The tears began to wash his cheeks again. Though his eyes are swollen from crying all night has not been lost.

It felt like it wanted to prevent Erland's departure but his tongue was muffled. Sarah was only able to see that wide back start to drift away.

Back to the present....

"Then from that. Because you gave us a curse. Then I have to get a kid from you, right?" Erland raised one eyebrow.

"Just dream!! A life of aging without a child is not so bad as it seems" Viola replied to her with a slanted smile. More precisely scorn the life of Erland with his wife.

Erland leaned back and smiled at Viola who looked so hateful to her.

"Honest you don't know if you want to answer let alone Vi"

"Well, you get out of here I'm busy!!" Get rid of Vio using his reading glasses again.

"Can't Vi. My brother came here because he wanted to pick you up. So you're not going out without you"

"Gue is not interested!!" Viola refocused on the patient's medical records that will be on his hands tomorrow.

Erland was inexhaustible, why could she lose her words before Viola. Absolutely could not answer his words that were so rude and gluttonous.

Silence happened for a while because Viola was busy with his work while Erland kept glued to the pretty face of Viola who looked so serious.

"Go home Vi" Erland finally made her voice again. Can't stand it because they both feel like strangers who don't know each other.

"Back home Brother. We start from the beginning. Brother will learn to love you Viola. I'm sure it won't be hard to love you"

Viola directly glanced at Erland sharply. Ready to protest.

"Lied!! I've tried it for years but you never bales my love!! That means it's hard, right??"

Again Erland fell silent unable to return Viola's words. Erland gave bait to the wrong fish.

"But there's no way our marriage will be like this keep Viola"

"Keep rich what?? I saw you coming here. I thought I'd like to get a divorce letter"

"VIOLA!!" Erland rebelled against Viola even as Erland stood up from his seat.

"So you said there was no divorce between us. Want to not want you still have to come home. You are Brother's wife so Brother has full rights over you. Don't be your ungodly wife Vi!!" Erland was already furious with Viola who did not tire of saying the word divorce, also with his language hang rough on Erland.

Viola clenched his hands firmly, the woman whose heart had been crushed looked up at the towering tall Erland.

"Lo doesn't have the right to treat me!! Want my husband cake not cake, bulls**t!! Nothing else is my purpose to make back there" he looked fiery.

Erland scooped her face with one hand. Put down a little bit of his emotions that started to get hooked.

"Alright Viola, listen to Brother. If you do not want to go home because of Brother, at least go home for Mami. Mami's condition is getting worse, her heart is getting worse"

Only then did Viola fall silent after Erland mentioned her Mama. Viola was indeed an unfilial child until the health of his mother he did not know.