Not a Curse
29. Pain that is ingrained in the flesh

In the morning Viola woke up as usual, while the sun was still shy in the eastern horizon. For what else if not to fulfill his obligations. After that Viola did not sleep anymore, he preferred to go out to see the whole house he had just visited last night.

When the door of his room was opened, it was clear that someone had woken up earlier than him. Because Viola heard a noise from the kitchen.

"Bi Tum is up??"

"Astaghfirullah Ma'am, just ngagetin!!" Bi Tum rubbed his chest.

"Bi Tum is up??" Viola asked again because he saw all the ingredients in the line were ready to cook.

"Already Ma'am, it was out of dawn prayer. Why did you wake up so early??"

"I also pray dawn Bi, I used to wake up early. Can I help you cook it??" Fresh Viola, not because she wanted to cook for her husband, but it was a pity to see Bi Tum working alone.

"No, ma'am, I better get some more sleep. Besides, Mr. Erland and Ms. Sarah will still come down, if it's time to go to work"

Viola mangosteen only, just knew that the occupants were lazy to wake up early.

"They don't pray Bi??"

"Sholat dong Vi" Not Bi Tum who said but the voice of others. Viola immediately glanced lazily at Erland.

"Why don't you sleep anymore?? It's still early this morning" Erland passed through Viola to fetch some drinking water.

Viola was still silent and did not respond even until Erland took a sip of his drinking water.

Bi Tum just kept quiet, pretending not to listen to the one-sided conversation from Erland. In addition, he was also surprised because Erland did not usually go down so early.

Viola who was so lazy because in suguhi handsome face belongs to Erland prefers to turn towards the room. The face that is getting older is actually getting more mature instead of getting older.

Viola who did not know that Erland was following her from behind was shocked as Erland held back the door of her room.

"You want what??" Delic Viola.

"You come in" Erland replied casually.

"Can't!!"

But late, Erland had already pushed the door of Viola's room slightly stronger so Viola staggered back. Viola who was unprepared due to Erland's push made him want to fall but Erland quickly pulled Viola's waist.

Viola closed his eyes but, not feeling his body fall to the floor, opened his eyes.

Degs..

Degs..

Viola's heart was made to exercise in the morning when his eyes met Erland's eyes. His body stuck so close to Erland, with the man's hands curled beautifully around her waist.

But all of that only lasted a few seconds as Viola started to become aware of what they were doing.

Erland also looked clumsy after removing Viola's waist from his hands. The man immediately dodged sitting on Viola's bed.

Erland felt a strange swish on her chest from being fascinated with Viola's beautiful and clear eyes. Moreover, the fragrance from the perfume Viola used even though the woman had just woken up. Even his fragrance still continued to get stuck in Erland's nose even though they were already far apart.

"No, I can wear the one at Papi's house"

"Vio, you know that this brother is not as rich as your parents. But now you are the responsibility of brother. So from now on ask for everything the same Brother, if you are able, surely you will buy it"

Viola immediately turned to look at Erland with dislike.

"Sok very ngatur. If I want to buy, I can also use my own money. The money that I've been transferring is also never used because I can still live off my own money!!" Vio exclaimed by showing his dislike if Erland managed his life.

"Astaghfirullah Vi, you are obedient to worship but you always say rudely to Brother. Of course you know what the law is for a wife who does not obey and always says harshly to her husband??" Erland stood before Viola looking at his wife so deeply.

Viola could only shut up, where he might not know. But her growing hatred made her lose control.

"Abang admitted wrong Vi, Brother also always apologizes to you. Brother is trying to make amends by continuing to be patient with your attitude all along. Brother consider this attitude of yours as your revenge as your brother. Not that Brother gave up, but Brother just wants you to change a little. Because you yourself lost Vi, you are the great sinner"

Erland grabbed Viola's hand, this time not a single rejection from him.

"Dear love you Vi. We want our relationship to be close again. Please give Brother one more chance" Their eyes were still clashing against each other, until Viola took them off along with her hand which he pulled from Erland's hand.

Viola tried to avoid Erland by walking to the front of her room window.

"Everything is not that easy. The pain was even ingrained. The more I tried to forget it, the more it felt" Even though Viola turned her back on Erland but she knew that his wife was crying because her voice started to shake.

"Lo think I never tried?? Already, that I was determined to forget and erase all about Lo. But what is the truth?? I'm just getting ruined"

Viole felt a pair of hands that were back coiling around his waist.

"Pardon Brother Vi" Erland deliberately placed her chin on Viola's shoulder.

Viola tried to resist but Erland got closer and closer to Viola from behind.

"Don't torture yourself Vi. If you feel pain when trying to forget your brother by fostering hatred, then do not do it. Just let go of all your feelings Vi, Brother is ready to accept it. That my brother will accept it with pleasure. Give Brother the chance Vi" Viola shook his head slowly.

"Gue will never believe your sweet words again" Isak Viola.

"The gate will prove, brother will restore your trust again. Believe the same brother, right??" Without tears Erland trickled in because he could not hold back his anger on himself. That deep she hurt Viola, while here she can keep smiling with Sarah.

They stayed in that position for a while. Even Viola also felt his shoulders getting wet from Erland's tears.

"Let's take a shower!!" For this time Erland is according to release Viola.

"Abang should also get ready to go to the office, do not cry anymore. Later Abang can not see the beauty of this Brother" Erland wiped the remaining tears on Viola's cheek. But only around because Viola back away.

Erland smiled, then moved out of the room she was going to be in tonight.

"When is there time??" Viola stopped Erland.

"We have to go to the gynecologist as soon as possible, don't you want to give grandchildren to Mom??" Erland instantly turned sparkling staring at Viola.

"When, whenever you want Vi" Erland's smile can't be hidden anymore.

"Okay, looks like it's time for me to change things"