Not a Curse

Not a Curse
44. Can't stay away from you


GECK..GECK..GECK..GECK..


The sound of a very loud knock on the door made the two people who were still enjoying the warmth become disturbed.


Although the knock on the door was getting louder but the man seemed reluctant to let go of the waist that was so warm in the hug.


"Go away!! I want who knocks on the door that hard this morning blind" said the woman.


He forced his hand from his wife's waist and chose to continue his sleep.


"Where's my husband??" The sentence was the first one the woman received when her bedroom door was opened.


"Whose husband do you mean?? I don't feel like your husband, he's my husband" Sinis Viola won't lose.


Although his eyes are still heavy but facing a woman like Sarah as if she had been splashed by the water one dipper, immediately literate.


"Surge!!" Sarah pushed Viola's shoulder back. Without permission the most loved Erland entered without permission.


Sarah is getting upset to see Erland still sound asleep in bed. Not at all disturbed by Sarah's voice.


Moreover, Erland's sleeping position is in the middle and tilted to the right. The mattress behind Erland was still neat while in front of him was visible marks on someone's bed. Sarah can imagine their sleeping position.


"My husband is still asleep, as if he's tired of having to take care of his wife who pretended to be sick last night" Saraks Viola made Sarah look at him sharply.


"Don't you know!!"


"Lo forgot that I'm a doctor?? Acting you are less than the maximum" Syndir Viola all out.


"Lo really yes!! Look out, I'm not gonna let you take Mas Erland from me!!" Show Sarah on Viola's face.


"If you have no business, let you out!!" Point Viola at the door that's still open.


But Sarah didn't heed Viola's orders. He moved onto the bed and began to shake Erland's arm.


"Boy!! Wake Mas!!"


Erland began to piqu, she opened her eyes to look at Sarah who was already standing in front of her.


"Mas, can you be like me?? I'm sick again Mas, but why did you move here" Sarah pulled out what made her knock on Viola's room door early that morning.


"Sarah, why is it so early in the morning so angry?? I moved here because you were better last night, right?? Last night I was supposed to be here too" Erland then sat down by the side of the bed. Still collecting his life that has not returned completely.


"You're really not fair!!"


"Sarah, if you want to count. You have won a lot. For three years I've been with you, and Viola hasn't had a month. You want to compare those three years??" Erland was upset because he had been quarrelled early in the morning.


"You guys, if you're gonna have a fight, don't stay here. This is my room, so please come out and solve your problems anywhere other than here!! I'm still fucking!!" Look at Viola sharply at the two people who were still fighting it.


With heavy steps Erland finally got out of there. She didn't want to make Viola even more upset because she made Sarah go into her room.


Sarah followed Erland but had given a sharp glare that was not in the gubris at all by Viola.


"Bag!!" Sarah kept trying to get Erland to talk to her room but the man was still silent.


"Don't just shut up!!"


"Keep I should how Sarah?? I've answered all your questions. I kept quiet because I didn't want to extend this. Because I'm sure, the more I say the longer the business"


"Okay, just one question. I just wanted to make sure. Are you starting to love her??" Sarah hoped Erland's answer was in line with what she expected.


"Yes!!" Erland answered confidently and very firmly.


Sarah looked surprised. Trying not to believe what he heard.


"No, that's impossible, right??" Sarah kept shaking her head.


"But that's the truth Sarah. I'm sorry I shared my love with you both"


Becoming Erland is not easy either. He has to take on two very big responsibilities. Being fair is as much as possible. But everything is so heavy.


"But he doesn't love you anymore!! She hates you, you forgot??" Sarah is still trying to resist the fact that her husband's heart has changed.


Sure enough, if Erland continued to cast his voice, surely their debate would not be finished. Erland should have stayed quiet.


"I didn't forget. Let him hate me, my job is just to get him back to love me"


Sick, Sarah's heart aches more and more hearing statements after statements from Erland to Viola.


"Then do you still love me??" Sarah had wet her cheeks with her tears.


"Then divorce her!!"


"What did you say Sarah??" Erland was almost out of patience.


"I give you a choice, divorce or I'll go!! I can't take it anymore, I don't want to keep going like this. What will people say if they know my status that has honey"


Sarah was suddenly hysterical, crying with her loud voice and roaring.


"Calm Sarah, control yourself!!" Erland tried to grab Sarah into his arms. But the woman refused.


"Sarah, I'm sorry. Please understand my situation. I'll try to be fairer, I promise. What do I have to do to make you accept all this Sarah?? Say!!"


Sarah looked into Erland's eyes that looked so desperate.


"You want to make me happy and accept all this??" Erland nodded.


"Let's go on our honeymoon again. Who knows, after we got home, I was entrusted with conceiving your son"


Erland was surprised by Sarah's request, but in order to maintain one woman who filled part of her heart finally Erland agreed.


"Alright, but let me tell Viola first. I can't just leave it be" Sarah nodded in agreement.


"I let you meet him to tell us our plan. Just break her heart" Sarah laughed in her heart.


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"Vi, can you talk??"


After dinner, Erland deliberately went to Viola to his room.


"What's wrong??" The woman still looked cold in Erland's eyes.


Erland approached Viola, sitting next to his wife. As usual, Viola was still wearing her face after praying Isya.


"Sarah asked for a divorce from Abang"


"What??" Viola thought their argument this morning was over. But it's still so long.


"Sarah will cancel her intention, but on one condition" Erland had already seemed uninspired since entering Viola's room earlier.


"What's that??"


"He invited my brother to go on vacation. In the hope that she would soon become pregnant after coming home later" Erland lowered her face. He was actually unable to say that to Viola.


NYSE....


Viola was exposed to a sprinkling of salt in his wounded heart.


"Where should Vi be?? It's hard to leave you here even if it's only been a few days. But you can't just let Sarah go either. Brother loves you both. It feels like my shoulder is almost broken to bear all this"


Erland's back shook strongly. Although he did not make a sound, the man cried in front of Viola.


"Go, I'm not papa" Only a sentence so short but could have shattered Erland's heart. It feels like Erland will be left behind.


Viola flinched as suddenly Erland placed her head on Viola's thigh. Hiding his face on Viola's stomach. Crying as much as she could with her hands tightly hugging Viola's waist.


This is the second time Viola has seen Erland cry. But this time Viola was also in pain to hear the sobs of the man who became her husband.


All this time Viola felt the most hurt. But Erland was also sick.


"Abang is eager to invite you Vi, it feels like you can't afford to be away from you" Erland's voice stuck in Viola's stomach.


Viola's hand moved gently rubbing Erland's head.


"Go Bang, do your duty as a husband. Happy your wife, keep your household. I'm not papa, God willing, if God still allows me, I'll stay here until you get back"


It felt happy because Erland again heard Viola calling him Brother at a time when both were like this. Because usually Vila would call him like it was just misguided in front of Sarah.


But Erland was so slammed to hear that parting-like sentence.


"Hopefully you're still here until Brother returns Vi"


"I don't know Bang, only God will decide"