Not a Curse
117. Conscious

"Abang is back, baby. Sorry you left you a little while. Brother there is little business with Edgar" Erland said as he tidied up the Viola blanket that was not messy at all.

"Yes, no papa Bang" said someone who was spoken to by Erland.

Erland was stunned by that voice. A voice he knew very well. Although soft and very slow but the sound hangs very much he was waiting for.

"Darling, the dictionary is up??" Viola's consciousness made Erland like a dazed person, Viola's clear was already awake but she still asked Viola.

Viola nodded with a faint smile on his pale lips.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah"

Erland hugged and kissed Viola's face.

"Darling, you finally woke up too. Call the doctor first!!" Erland wanted to leave from there but Viola managed to hold Erland's hand.

"Not Bang, I'm fine"

Erland let out a happy tear on Viola's shoulder. He hugged the woman who was now the center of his world.

"Why are you crying??"

"Abang is too happy dear. Brother of course can not see you who continue to close your eyes like before. My mind continues to imagine how my brother would live without you. How about our child" Viola directly pushed Erland's shoulder slowly away from him.

"What about our son?? My baby where's Bang?? How's she doing?? She's okay, right??"

Erland smiled at the panic of Viola who immediately leaned into the question to him.

"Our son is fine, baby. He was still in the observation room. Our hero is strong like you" Erland rubbed Viola's cheek gently.

For now Erland is unlikely to say what happened in the operating room earlier. He did not want to shock Viola to hear the state of his son who was about to leave.

"Hits champ??" Viola's forehead wrinkled.

"Yes, he's a man. Handsome, and very similar to Brother"

The corner of Viola's eyes began to water. She was so happy to hear the state of her baby that she had not seen it herself.

The child she was so expecting was born, even though she could not carry her baby when she was first born into the world, despite not being able to hear her first cry, Viola remained very happy.

"When he was brought here Bang. I want to see it soon, I can't wait. He must be handsome like you" Erland chuckled at Viola's words instead.

"Why are you laughing??"

"Finally you admit that you're handsome"

Viola immediately snorted with his spinning eyeballs.

"It's narcissistic" Cibir Viola.

Erland rubbed Viola's head gently, looking at his entire face so deeply.

"Why do you see that I'm rich??" Viola still occasionally closed his eyes. Maybe he still feels dizzy in his head.

"Abang is too happy because he can see your eyes open again, hear your voice. Brother no longer speaks for himself without your consent. All of Brother's fear disappeared just like that at this moment. Truly the happiness of this brother cannot be described anymore"

"Did you really feel something like that??" Vola stared at Erland so intensely.

"You may not believe it, but God witnesses it" Erland carried Viola's hand close to his face. Kissing the back of that white hand for so long.

"Abang forgot to tell you that you have been aware of Mami and Mother" Erland immediately released Viola's hand and looked for the whereabouts of his phone.

"Tomorrow Bang!! Now it's night, I don't want them to rush here just to see how I'm doing"

Viola confirmed what Erland said.

"Yes, but tell them it's tomorrow. It's night now"

"Abang will send a message to Vino only. Let her tell Mom and Mami" Viola nodded, she thought it was better.

Erland put her phone on the nightstand after successfully texting Vino.

"Darling, I want to ask you. It has to do with your situation"

Viola was confused, indeed how she was doing, until Erland looked so worried about Viola.

"What is a Bang??"

"Are you taking medication or accidentally ingesting drugs that are harmful to your uterus??"

"I mean Brother??"

"Honey, earlier you almost made Brother want to end his life because of your unconscious state and bleed a lot. You have panicked everyone" Erland covered his face because he could not remember the incident.

Viola didn't think it was so bad. Now he understood why Erland immediately cried and kissed him repeatedly when he woke up earlier.

"What makes you even more surprised, the results of the examination of the Doctor who said that you do not take drugs for uterine decay with very high doses"

Viola widened his eyes as he was shocked by the impossible news.

"I take medicine like that Bang?? Where possible?? I'm a doctor, of course I know what kind of drugs. Nor will I have the heart to kill noah of my own flesh and blood Bang" Viola firmly denied.

"Abang doesn't believe me either, dear. That's why I want to ask him directly to you. Even if it is true that the drug entered into your body, you are sure it was not intentionally or indeed because you do not know"

Viola nodded, because Viola himself was convinced that he did not drink it. He also did not have such drugs at home.

"But how did the medicine get into my body Bang?? I almost put my own son's life at risk"

Viola remembered when she was in so much pain. His stomach was like a stab with a sharp spear. Now he knows the cause, it was a reaction to the drug he said he was taking.

"Don't you feel there's something weird about this, baby??"

Erland tried to tell Viola about her suspicions.

"The effects of the drug can make our child unsaved and also damage to your uterus. Your uterus can be lifted at that time if you are late for help"

"What's so bad Bang??" Viola felt frightened just by hearing those possibilities.

"Hemmm, that's why you're so scared"

"But I feel no stranger to it Bang" Viola was seen thinking of something.

"What is that, baby??"

"The drug's reaction reminds me of Sarah. She also lost her uterus as a result of aborting her womb right??"

"Yes right, Sarah used the drug" Viola said again confirming his conjecture.

"Your mind is just like Brother Yank. Did Sarah's change of attitude have anything to do with all this?? She likes to cook too lately right?? He did not like cooking before. Did he accidentally put that medicine in your food??" Guess Erland.

Viola recalled the events of these few days.

"I remember Bang!!"