Port of Love Ekklesia
Prologues

"Why yes?"

This question started to come to my mind.

While throwing my body on the bed, I exhaled my heavy breath. Because, again and again the question kept dancing in my head.

On May 15th, today, I am 20 years old. And my age is currently making me upset, because I have never been in a relationship with my opposite sex. Probably a man, because I am a woman.

My name is Ekklesia Ameiyana Gretha, my parents and those around me used to call me Grea.

Yup my long name, just beheaded a little to be my identity.

"Grea" is like a spell for me to be present where people call it.

My skin is ripe, my eyes are small, my hair is long black and straight, and I am not too tall.

For education, I am currently studying semester 4 at one of the State Universities in Indonesia, and majored in Foreign Languages. In achievement, I can be said to be decent but not the one that stands out. For I am not of the intelligentsia, but of the diligent class. I am the first of 3 children. My first brother, Edward Ananta, and my second sister, Erika Anastasha.

Visual Ecclesia

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When at the age of 20 years, most of the inhabitants of this earth must have been in a relationship. Like young people say, love relationships. But not with me.

I am one of the list of people who often say singles from birth (Although I do not accept anyway with the predicate 😜).

Sometimes, I take it. But sometimes it's like a bullet shot right in my heart.

Lady in waiting, that's what people around me always pin on me. The question is, lady in waiting how is it?

Because if interpreted in Indonesian, lady in waiting is a woman in waiting.

As people say, people have been around the world I still feel at home in the corner of Indonesia.

My parents and friends always say be patient. Hmmmm.... "Patience continues.the words seem to have been nailed to death in my memory"

Who can I blame for this? The parents who gave birth to me? I wasn't that bad a time either.

My friends are motivators? Hmmm.

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my 20-year-old had already started, but there was no impression of deep love that I felt.

Not that no one comes close, but her name is also a woman always waiting for the best. And that's the answer to who's worth the blame.

What is wrong is me, I am difficult to open my heart, but often ask who, when and more.

The other reason, too, is that I don't understand what love is, but want to be in that circle.

"What's wrong with me?" also became one of the spices of my unrooted turmoil.

The root seemed to be cutaneous itself, with no soil at its base.

And now I know why until now God has not allowed it. He knows I'm not ready for that. Right, I'm not ready!

What age am I ready?????

This is the beginning of the journey of love from Ekklesia.

Who did love end up? And most importantly, when will his status change?

Just read yuk!!!!!!