Port of Love Ekklesia
The White Ashes 5 (Remain)

"I'm sorry Jo" I muttered as I laid my body on the bed, then I took my HP from the closet and examined it.

I deliberately did not bring HP today, because I was afraid that yesterday's incident happened again. Yesterday after school, my HP fell out of my Skirt pocket, and because of that incident, I almost had to give up not having HP. And I, don't want to take that risk. Then I decided not to bring any more HP to school except under certain conditions.

"Joe...." I was surprised to see Johan's message that had enslaved while sticking my right hand to the lips.

Johans

"You were why did you avoid me Ra?

"Bec....Have you left yet?"

"Kok I don't see you Ra?"

"Ra, aren't you at the gate?"

"Ra, what's wrong with you?"

"Ra...have you reached home?"

"Ra, I just met Niya. And he said you were back home"

"Ra...are you okay, right?

"Ra, reply dong"

"Grea...."

"Ra"

"Jeez, joe Johan....HP I missed" muttered with a fluffy smile.

I replied one by one to a message from Johan. Although at that time I had to lose some credit, but I gave up so I got 100 free SMS. (At that time again the trend is free SMS, if it has reached its requirements. And certainly it will be a happiness for teenagers at that time. So if we experience the same, it means we are the age of 😂)

And finally I can SMS and Johan until night.

"Yes, you ate gih..again do not avoid kayak earlier yes" replied Johan for the last time, after our debate is quite long.

I didn't return any more messages from Johan, because I had to get ready to help my mother.

The next night after everything was done, I had a bath and dinner with the family was also finished, I then went into the room which was also my sister's room.

As usual, I worked on my PR first, put together a lesson Roster for tomorrow, and together with my sister tidied up the room and we both laid our bodies on the bed.

"Sister..why is Johan the same?" Suddenly my sister opened the conversation, whose sleeping position was on my right.

"Okay, no one wow" I answered briefly as I read the novel in my hand.

"Ellehhhh.last afternoon I saw my brother smile when he saw HP" Ledek my sister while poking my waist.

"Nothing is normal" I replied coldly and kept trying to look cool.

"Ihh. Dong's story! You guys are that right?" He asked, and tried to pull me so I could look at him.

"No. Udahlah, you sleep gihhhh" This time I have faced my sister, then I push her gently to turn her back to me.

"Huh.got cool" My sister was upset then she positioned herself against the wall.

Ting....

The sound I was waiting for finally went on the air.

"Yuhuuu..certain message from Johan" muttered and then I got up to take my HP which I put on the study table.

Johans

"What's Ra for? Have you eaten yet?"

Greas

Johans

"Wkwkwkwkwk. But I mean, besides reading messages? It's Ra too"

Greas

"Haha....It's Jo sleeping with my sister"

Johans

"Ra, about my message I'm sorry....I was upset"

Greas

"Hmmm... gapapa Jo, if not repeated again yes 😆"

Johans

"Yes Ra....have you studied yet?

Greas

"Udah...are you?

Johans

"Again lazy Ra....Here I am learning to play guitar. So I can make you sing"

Greas

"Good good.Something when I sing Iyah"

Johans

"Okay Rara me"

And we also reply to each other until 21.40 WIB. Then we end it, because tomorrow we have to get up to school.

"Kan.kan said nothing, read the message using a smile" said my sister who apparently noticed me.

"You are. you are Spy...." I answered while gently pinching my sister's shoulder.

"Son doesn't like him? I did it all"

Investigate my sister while pointing her index finger near my nose.

"Hmmmm.I don't know either" I replied with a bitter smile.

"Why brother? I think you doubt it" My brother's eyes bulged like he almost jumped out of his hole. (Maclum yes guys, my sister's eyes are pretty big 😂)

"Don't know...." My answer was brief as I shifted my back to my sister.

"Don't hesitate brother. Be sure first" he said again and then turned his back to me again.

"Keep it first? Sure enough? Sure yes?"

I asked in my heart, and then I closed my eyes.

Can I convince myself to do more? 😔

~Same as other trip. Traveling about this, I must really convince myself. Convincing, is this really the taste?~

T.P.S.G