Port of Love Ekklesia
Massa Putih Abu 7 (Forgotten)

"Hufffttttt" I threw my body on the bed.

Today was exhausting. The task boomed, the notes piled up as cool writing continued on the board and plus sports and chemistry lessons put together. Complete my suffering one day. Not to mention, I have to help my mother who is working at her brother's place.

I think my body is almost broken.

"But why does it feel like my stomach hurts so much too huh? It also made me feel bad one day....What can't I?" I asked in my heart while stroking my sick stomach.

Then I ran to the bathroom to see if it was true that I was on the moon or not.

"Jeez..make it" I muttered as I closed the bathroom door.

"Sir... eat fast! Soon we want to follow the mama to the place Maktua loh (Kakak mama in the Batak Toba tribe) Later mama wait for him later. Let's eat here!" I said to my sister as she opened the hood to confirm what the side dish was today.

"Yes my brother" replied my brother from his room.

"Sister, means today I'm alone, am I cleaning up at home?" Ask my sister who is a girl while taking a plate from the plate rack.

"Mmmmm...." That was my answer while eating at the dinner table.

"Well.capek deh" my sister complained then put her head on the dining table.

"Fastly eat! Just this time too. You need help" I said but didn't notice my sister.

"So, what time will we be until what time?" My brother suddenly appeared.

"At least until 17:00, even if it passes at most 10 minutes" I replied as I looked at my sister.

We finished our lunch ritual. After that my brother and I went to catch up with Mama. My sister who lives at home.

That day I was really busy. Let alone forgetting to ask about the incident earlier this afternoon, I also even forgot to check my HP.

If I remember the circumstances of that time, of course the turmoil to improve it as if thrashing from within me. I thought maybe he wasn't my priority at the time. Sometimes I think I might not have grown up at the time. And what hurts me most when I remember it again is, my condition at that time made me not to worry too much about it.

If an apology still passed for my attitude towards her, I would like to go back to that time for a moment.

But the wheel of time that keeps turning makes me only able to remember, and fix it at a later time.

"Grea..kok you from earlier daydreaming anyway?" Septi asked who was sitting with me in the corridor of the Campus.

"Father Sep...." I answered while shaking my head.

"So, you're on your 20th birthday. It doesn't feel right.5 days to go Gre. Wuhhhh has two niyehh heads" Septi said, holding my right shoulder.

"Yep.... You're right Sep. I was born yesterday too. I'm old" I said, covering my mouth with my left hand.

We talked a little bit about High School. Yes, Septi and I happened to graduate at the same College but different majors. So, it made us meet again and even we were also a hostel.

Forgetting it is humane, but if the continuity is not good Grea times.... 😄

~If forgetting you is the only best way. Then I will take that road. Even if it's hard, I won't regret it. Because I'm sure, love also knows when to return~