Port of Love Ekklesia
Masa Putih Abu 9 (Silent for a Moment)

After our long argument last night, I haven't had any communication with Johan. Yes, I think we need to stay quiet for a moment. Not that I harden my heart, but I also need to make sure what I feel. The reality of my race is just a sense of admiration, or it is pure I really love him. It feels strange maybe, yes sometimes I also feel like this is just monkey love.

Is it true that the love I'm in is this feeling?

The answer to this question is what I need to investigate, and I need to keep quiet first.

This morning, after 15 minutes of sitting in my usual place waiting, I saw Johan who was about to enter the Headmaster's Office. My heart says "meet" but my mind says "don't".

And after considering I decided not to see him.

"Let it go first. You and I may need to make sure. Although maybe my feelings for you will be great.that's also what I need to think about" muttered me while continuing to look at Johan from afar.

He also actually knew about my whereabouts, instead he turned his head briefly towards me, looking at me meaningfully, but then he diverted it as fast as lightning.

"His name is also male, it must use more logic. And I understand that very well. But is he really angry, isn't he?" I bow my head staring fixedly at the floor.

One day it felt so boring. In addition to the subjects that are all calculated, I also always play hide and seek with Johan. When our distance is close, if I don't change course then Johan will. That's how some of the moments happened. Until I decided to stay in class. Working on my job as class secretary and completing my notes that have been left behind by taking notes forward. I intentionally kept myself busy. Fortunately, my friends were not suspicious. They really thought I had a lot to do that day.

*Ahead of School*

"Girls I was first....My stomach is still tight, too. And you know....I have to change the pads, it's uncomfortable...." I said to my friends who are still cool chatting (Meeting girls kece).

"Okay Gre. The results of our meeting.Ntar I SMS to you" said Niya who turned to me.

"Okay.seepp!" I answered again, which then passed from my classroom.

"Gre!!!!" Shouted Niya from the one who raised half of her body from the classroom door.

"Yes!!???" I answered while twisting my body and then stopped stepping.

"Is there anything I want to ask you...could Gre??? ....iya????" Niya asked as if pleading.

"Under the tree there is ayok Gre" Appoint Niya on the tree in front of the teacher's office right next to the Headmaster's office.

"Ayokkkk" I said as I walked along to where Niya was.

*3 minutes later*

"Gre...." Niya started the conversation.

"Hmmm!?? I asked weak because I was actually holding my stomach that was clouded due to the moon.

"You don't get angry. I have something to ask you about Johan with you...." Niya made sure with a slightly scared facial expression.

"Yeah of Niya.... Gapapa, say it. Just relax, time...." I replied with a smile melting the atmosphere that looked tense.

"Last night Johan confided in me. You guys fight again, right? Actually Johan's story about the events of our time sport Gre.....do you notice the direction of our conversation?" Niya asked as she tilted her body towards me.

"Oh.iyaya. But actually we don't fight anyway I think Niya. It was just me and him that it seemed like he needed to keep quiet first" I said while doing the same position as Niya. Now our position is face to face.

"Yes. Johan said, I think you were too close at the time with Sandi. He doesn't hold you. But you said you held Sandi, even though I actually knew you were just helping her. I explained to him Gre. And he replied Oh. And you know Gre, as I guess..he's kind of jealous....how is Gre?" Niya's face was filled with questions.

"You're this..hahaha. It could not be Ni either. Who knows, he is a good guy. No one knows" answered me, who was now facing forward and slightly bent over, resting my hands beside my two thighs, looking at the ground where my feet rested.

Actually from the story of Niya, I myself also have to make sure that Johan is jealous. But my great ego says not to the origin of thought.

Whether my decision was right or wrong, but my commitment to stay as I said, I will do it first.

How will it be in the end, let me decide.

~because for me, this trip is not like a Play Comedy game. Which after I cool playing there, I then go out at the time I want~

T.P.S.G