Port of Love Ekklesia
Masa Putih Abu-Abu 17 (Temple So High)
"If meeting you is a mistake,
If from the beginning I knew that I would fall in love with you this deep,
If from the beginning I knew that it would be this complicated,
If from the beginning I knew what I felt would hurt like this,
If.... if... if... from the beginning if I may ask, let me not be found with you....
Because it looks like it's going to hurt a lot
Very......"
"Huhhff.ttt.... " I complained while laying my body on the bed.
"Are you eating?" Ask my sister while changing her clothes.
"....." I was still immersed in my thoughts regardless of my sister.
"Sister!!!!! Brother oi!!!! " My sister snapped a pillow at me because I was annoyed I had ignored.
"Hmmmm???? " It was only that word that escaped my mouth while closing my eyes, exhaling violently then raising my right hand and putting it to sleep on my forehead.
"O aleeee Namboru (Kakak or sister of the Father in the Toba Batak tribe) I continue to..... " The complain is still busy looking for clothes instead.
"O sister..... " This time his tone rose while patting my left shoulder quite hard.
"Awwww.... I was surprised to know!!!!!" My spirit that now opened its eyes and stared intently at my sister.
"Part of it was talked to, but it was stirred.... " His complaint while sitting at the end of the bed but his back to me.
"Cooking?????" I asked while frowning.
"In the kitchen.... " The answer is upset.
"Seriously, I didn't hear. Swear dek's..... " I'm sure while lifting up my index and middle fingers together.
"Have you eaten a ballom??? " Ask with a firm tone but almost disappeared at the end he said.
"Yet.... Why deck? Want to eat together, right? " My ray tickled my sister's back.
"Hmmm.... " His reply was still in a resentful tone.
"Yes have come.... " Take me out of bed. And my sister followed me from behind to the kitchen.
••••••
Ting
Message went in the air.
Johans
"Dear Afternoon..... "
"He called me that again. Wuahhh rishih as well. Especially no relationship. If your sister or Mama read this, we would have thought we were dating. Hmmmm Johan is weird" I said in my heart while continuing to stare closely at my HP screen.
Greas
"Jo Afternoon"
Johans
"What's Ra for???? "
Greas
"Again sleep Jo. You????"
Johans
"This is my chance to ask a little bit in that direction. Can't you? Not wrong, is it? Ah.... Try it first" I said in my heart.
Greas
"Wuah. Yes Jo must be in Do'ain. But what is my usual Do'a? I'm Kristen Jo" I'm a little afraid of offending.
Johans
"Why time Ra..... The Lord who listens to our Doa is one. Our ways are different. Want you any religion, set us to direct our Do'a to the same God right? "
I didn't reply immediately. I thought for a moment about the message Johan sent.
With a little bitter I then replied to him.
Greas
"Yes you're right Jo. I'll pray it does. And I'm sure you'll win"
Johans
"Yes Syg. Thanks yeah.... "
Deg
I am not used to this call yet. And this made me realize, my heart really raced when I read it. I thought at the time, maybe I really fell in love with this guy.
Greas
"Yes Jo. The spirit yes. And don't ask in Do'ain. You also have to do it yourself"
Johans
"definitely Ra.... You're also excited"
Greas
"You ever dated a different religion before Jo? " In gathering thousands of courage I asked Johan this question.
Johans
"Never before Ra. Wh why? "
Greas
"If, one day you were serious about different, what would you want? "
Johans
"If he does not want to come with me, yes in their respective religion Ra. I also don't understand. Like I said, God is one Ra. We are different"
Instantly these words pierced my heart deeply. I was confused what else to say. Maybe I'm still in high school. And as Niya said, "just live first".
But those words did not calm me. Because I'm afraid I love her more and more, so that one day I find it hard to let go. Plus, I'm still sticking to my principles.
" One for good "these words are still my hold.
"May I bargain to try it? May it? I'm still in High School. At least I want to taste a sweet date with her. I want to feel a little happiness as a teenage girl who is in love with her. After that....?????!!!! How'this? What if I really love her later and I can't let go?? No... nope..... Ah.... This fortress is so tall. My little feet are not able to reach it...." I screamed in my heart while clutching my chest shirt.
Hix... hyks.....
The cry I was trying to hold was now able to escape my mouth and my eyes had completely let out a hot, clear liquid.
How tight!!!!!
this is how I felt in my first story in my teens.
"We will know whether or not that first love never works"
T. P. S. G