Revenge And Desire of The Mafia
59. Longing

The night felt sad with the moonlight that accompanies in this summer. Eryn was still awake with his mind drifting away. His eyes looked far away. I want everything to fit in with what he expects.

After yesterday Eryn again argued with Noah, now he prefers silence. It's so hard to make Noah understand that his real father isn't who Noah thinks he is.

It was his fault for never saying anything about Noah's biological father. Now he's waiting for Eldric's business with Eric to be finished and Eryn's soon to be here.

"You haven't slept, son?"

Mr. Kim's voice made Eryn turn his head.

"Dad hasn't slept yet?" ask Eryn back.

"Work doesn't let you sleep so casually, son."

"Maybe it's time for you to retire."

Mr. Kim laughed. "Who will replace you? You you?"

"Eh? I don't think that's a good idea." Eryn scratched his nape.

"Dad heard everything from Kang Joon. What he said was true. You don't talk about that guy in front of Noah."

"Dad!" eryn protest.

"You have to think about how Noah feels and what he wants."

Eryn sighed. "But Eldric is Noah's real father, Dad!"

"You don't know what kind of man he is."

Eryn's stunned. "What do you mean, Dad?"

"Indeed before this he was your foster brother. But now everything is different. He's a dangerous man, son."

"No. Eldric is not that kind of person. He's a good man" defended Eryn.

"Are you sure he's a good guy? Did he never kill?"

"Well?!" Eryn. His memory was fixed the night he saw Eldric finish someone off.

"Has he never been in contact with drugs?"

Eryn remained silent. He remembers well when Eldric took him to Amigo's base. And there they're packing narc0ba.

Eryn closed his eyes.

"Although he was Noah's real father. But what Noah needs isn't him. Noah loved the people around him. And that guy is not an Eldric. I hope you can consider this. Don't just think about your feelings. Live for your son."

Mr. Kim turned around after telling Eryn everything. Eryn's tears fell on their own after hearing his father's words.

Eryn grabbed the phone and dialed Eldric's number there. The deep desire he felt. But his heart was suddenly reluctant to press the 'call' button because it remembered Noah. No one supported his decision. Wanted to complain, it didn't feel like I could.

Eryn could only cry in silence. Hoping if Eldric would really come as soon as possible.

In a different hemisphere, Black was pensively staring at the dark sky. His eyes are reluctant to be closed even though tomorrow must return to struggling with his mission.

Black looked at the photo of Eryn on his phone. Black channeled his longing by conveying a message to the night sky.

"Wait a minute, Ryn. I will soon catch up with you. And we'll soon be together as one whole family, the inner Black.

"Are you having a hard time adapting, Black?" A voice broke Black's daydream.

"Ray's? You haven't slept?"

"I do a lot of my work at night. The quiet atmosphere makes it easy to concentrate" explained Ray.

"Hmm, so yeah."

"You yourself? What are you doing here? Are you thinking about a lot of plans to arrest Eric?"

Black laughed a little. Right now his mind can't focus on taking care of Eric. There is a feeling of sadness that is now doubling him.

"Are you missing someone?"

Ray's question made Black misbehave. It seemed like the man knew what Black was feeling.

"Then finish it immediately so you can meet the person you miss."

"Thank you, Ray. You're very wise, indeed" praised Black.

Ray laughed instead. "What is wise? I can't even determine my own way of life."

"Sorry Ray, why didn't you get married? I mean not married. You got everything, but why..." Black was actually hesitant to discuss this with Ray. Questions like this definitely sound sensitive to this man in his 40s.

Ray looked far away. "You're a mafia but you think of love. I haven't thought about love since the person I love left me. I still remember him, Black. And I don't want to replace him with anyone else."

Black was stunned by Ray's reply. How much love he had for that woman. It's lucky the woman who was loved so deeply.

"You better get some rest, Black. Tomorrow you're gonna have to re-constitute a proper plan to imprison Eric." Ray passed after closing the conversation with Black.

Santa clucked in annoyance as he eavesdropped on the conversation between Carlos and Rose. Carlos is currently contacting Rose via video call. Although Rose could not see Carlos' face, the man was very happy to see Rose's face.

It cannot be denied if Santa's heart is indeed tethered to Carlos. Although sometimes he admires other handsome men.

His lips pursed hearing Carlos' attention to Rose. It was as if there would be no chance for Santa to get close.

"Yourf!" Santa sighed softly. He chose to leave and did not hear their talk again.

David noticed Santa's movements were a little strange.

"Why him?" David follows Santa's steps, who turns to the back garden of Ray's house.

There was a sound of crying in David's ear. The man could guess if the sound was coming from Santa.

"Santa's crying?"

David approached Santa.

"Santa, what are you doing here?" ask David.

Without any preparation Santa suddenly hugged David. He was crying in David's chest.

David who felt confused could only reply by rubbing Santa's back.

"Why does falling in love hurt so much, Dave?" santa muttered in his cry.

"Eh?"

"Do I have to give up? Say something, Dave!"

Santa looked up and looked at Dave. Their distance is so close now. I don't know why David's heart beat so bad. Seeing Santa's eyes filled with tears and a position so close.

"Eh? That's... I'm..." David suddenly stuttered. He can't say anything. Seen at this close distance, Santa looks very beautiful.

Unable to answer Santa's question, David takes off Santa's hand, which hugs him. He chose to leave Santa whose cries had begun to subside.

Santa stared at David's departure with question marks.

"Why did he leave?" Santa scrunched his forehead.

Eryn prepared breakfast for the Kim family as usual. Rather than thinking of the many things that made him sad, Eryn preferred cooking. Sometimes by processing food, our hearts are sad to be happier because they breathe the aroma of appetizing cooking.

While arranging the food, Joon suddenly comes and greets Eryn. The man now comes more often after Noah rejects Eldric.

"Hi, good morning," said Joon.

Eryn did not listen and continued to arrange the food.

"It looks like the food is very good. You cooked it yourself?" joon asks Eryn to answer him.

"Yes. Sit down and wait for the others to come." Eryn answered flatly.

"Eryn, i..."

"No need to say anything. I'll do what you want!" ketus Eryn's.

After arranging the food, Eryn went from there because he wanted to clean himself first. Joon is not staying silent. He's after Eryn. They do not want misunderstandings between them.

"Eryn, wait!" Joon blocked Eryn's arm.

Eryn closed his eyes. It's enough everyone is always pushing it. Now he will give up.

Eryn brushed Joon's hand off. "I will do as you ask! So, don't say anything anymore!"

"Mommy! Daddy Doctor!" Noah's sweet voice interrupted them.

Noah looked at the two adults who seemed to be not doing well.

"Mommy! I-i'm sorry! Don't act that way to Daddy Doctor!"

Noah holds Eryn's hand and holds Joon's. The little boy held his hands together.

"Eh?" Eryn tiptoed in shock.

"You guys make up! I don't like to see you guys fight." Noah said with a sweet smile that showed a row of his tiny teeth.

#tobecontinued

*Well, there's a love triangle of Carlos, Rose and Santa. What happened to David?

*after this will there be a trap for Black? Kira2 what is it?

*Then Eryn and Joon? Will Eryn do what Noah wants?