
What silly things have you ever done while making love? Suddenly throw the wind? Pause to go to the bathroom? A burp? ******* like frog voice?
If I, ask. "Call Tony remember?"
Deadly questions that can make men lose the mood.
Except David.
"No." He grinned satisfied.
Smile sucks. It was as if he had won a bet he made himself. But I still don't want to be his puppet. Because I'm still not sure if David likes me.
I pushed David with all my might from above me. I released myself from him who may have been close to *******.
I don't give a shit.
"I'm sorry, I can't" I said, picking up my clothes. " I'm reminded of Tony."
"Am I worse than him? Why can't you just forget about it and accept me?" yells.
"One day you will be like him. You guys are the same."
I hurriedly put on my clothes with the origin, subconsciously David was already standing in front of me.
"Don't equate me with him!"
David gripped my shoulder strongly. I grimaced in pain.
"At least he's not as rude as you. He never hurt me like this. Not pulling me rough. Not kissing me forcibly in public." I cried.
My tears are shining. I remember Tony again. Again my heart is as in a crumb.
"That's because he tricked you! He doesn't really want you! He pretends to be nice in front of you!"
David shook my shoulders.
"Aware Lia! I dare kiss you in front of my family. I dare propose to you in a public place. While her? Hide his identity and just leave. If you don't happen to work at a bar? You'll be like a fool waiting for him forever!"
David's right. What he just said is true. But I don't want to admit this truth. I don't want Tony's fault to be his defense. In the end, they will be the same. Equally painful.
"I don't like you."
David loosened the grip on my shoulder. But only two seconds. I went back grimacing.
"I don't care."
Plakk
The involuntary punch I cast for the first time on someone's cheek.
David was in shock, so was I. I'm sorry to be mixed up. I wanted to apologize but the annoyance overpowered me. These few seconds have tortured me so much.
"Is that so? So you don't like me?" David looked at me with teary eyes.
Could it be that she was feeling pain from my rejection? What if he really likes me? What if I was in his current position?
My hand moved towards her cheek which I unconsciously slapped. "Ma.. Excuse me. I don't really want to hit you."
He was still looking at me, his tears were already in the eye. For the first time I saw a man crying. I cry because of me. Guilt now rules me a hundred percent. However, hitting was my fault.
"What do you see of me, David? I don't deserve you at all." I said slowly.
"You are how new it deserves me? Can you explain?" tannya
A bunch. If I'm rich, if I have a full family, if I'm beautiful, if I have the ability to take care of myself, if I have a home, if I go to a prestigious university, and much more. Until I don't know which one to tell him first.
The first tear finally fell onto my hand that was still on her cheek. He put my hand down and hugged me.
That moment I was devastated. Don't know why. Anyway I'm leaping. Does a person's feeling change that much? Is it because I regretted slapping him? Or because of her tears? Or because of his embrace? I don't know. My heart signals that the fight is over. The wall of self-defense has collapsed.
I closed my eyes and wrapped my hands around his back.
Really David?
Can I trust you?
If you also lie to me, I will not stand on this earth again. The cruel earth. The earth is so big but there is no place for me this small.
David, I'm gonna give myself one last chance. For the last time I'll trust people. Last time I gave my life to someone. Last time I gave my whole heart to someone. Last time I wish I was happy ending.
"Corn." I said
I put my head up. He looked at me with a wondering look.
"Dating."
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Awkward morning on the first day of dating. I'm preparing a simple breakfast. Bread and eggs of beef. Coffee for me and tea for me. We ate in silence but at least not the usual tense atmosphere. His face was also more relaxed than usual. I scanned his left cheek was there a trace of mine there?
Thankfully there is no. Mercifully.
Does he usually wear this suit? Why did I realize this day? But the color of the tie is not suitable for this suit. Maybe from tomorrow I will prepare the clothes.
"Don't be silent" he said
I nodded
"Don't wander around by yourself."
I nodded
"If you're going anywhere, I'll have the office driver drive you."
I nodded
He took out a wallet from the pocket behind his suit and handed him a glossy black credit card.
"Buy new clothes, don't wear Emi used clothes. Buy whatever you want. I'll ask Katrine to accompany you today."
I hesitated to take the card out of his hand. Finally David left the card on top of the shoe cabinet. Smacked my forehead and disappeared from behind the door.
A difficult choice. Take impressed matre, not take impressed not appreciate it.
Finally the credit card was still in the same place until Katrine arrived. Katrine soon discovers her Boss' credit card is in an inappropriate place. Credit cards should be in your wallet.
"I'm not used to Ket. As if I were materialistic." I protested.
"Enggakkkp. It is precisely the man who is most happy if the person he likes to buy his money." Katrine is convincing.
"Then so? What if I accidentally spend it?" my many.
"The idea will never end. Even though it emptied a store of chanel."
I nodded despite not knowing how much to pay to empty one store of chanel.
This whole afternoon, Katrine and I didn't empty the chanel store. But our groceries today can almost open one boutique. Katrine bought all the clothes, shoes and bags she liked and gave them to me. A hundred times he convinced me to believe in his taste in choosing clothes.
Next we went to a beauty clinic for face treatment and a spa. Three hours of rollercoaster. I enjoyed the spa. But only this time I know that face treatment is very painful and boring.
All our groceries were brought by Randy, the driver who drove us. I repeatedly apologized for the innate lot and thanked Randy. Katrine says if this is a natural thing, there is no need to feel too guilty or too grateful.
But I'm not used to it. David used Katrine to show me his world. The glamorous world that can be obtained with just one black card of his.
"Ket, David can tell you how much money we've spent?" I asked Katrine who was sipping her tea lemon.
"Can dong. Every payment will be notified on your mobile phone. And there will be a place and the amount spent." he explained.
"If so, we'll just go through with it. I'm afraid he's angry. He's so mad, you know what?" bejukku panic.
I don't want to follow Katrine's next schedule, the salon. I don't know how much money we spent today. I dare not ask Katrine.
"But I'm not angry." Katrine said casually while showing me her phone screen.
'Good job Kat.'
That's all I can read at a glance.
But maybe I'll be interrogated by David at home. I'm not going to the salon anymore. Finally I used the reason of soy sauce and not feeling well to go home soon. All the way in the car, I pretended to be asleep. Katrine and Randy brought my things up to the apartment. Once again I apologize and thank Randy.
"Where is the medicine box?" katrine asked as she observed the place where it was possible to store the medicine box.
"Ket, I'm fine. I'm sorry well, I just want to get home quickly." I said
"Rare you okay? don't push yourself, Lia."
"Thank you Ket, I'm really okay. Sorry for worrying you."
I convinced Katrine while pushing her to the front door. She and Randy were saying goodbye and I shut the door immediately. I was facing dozens of paper bags in the living room.
Ting tong's.
I was shocked by the sound of the bell that turned out to be Katrine.
"Lia. You asked me to pick up a suitcase with Emi's clothes. Sorry I forgot that."
I hurriedly walked into the room and pushed the suitcase and handed it to Katrine.
Basic David. I don't like him so much I'm wearing Emi's shirt. Everything still looks new. Too bad.
I was again faced with a paper bag that seemed like forever would not be right from this living room. I just want to let them there. But remember that David will be home soon. Maybe he was angry to see the living room that turned into a paperbag warehouse.
I finally got all my clothes out first. Fold the paperbags and stack them together and fold one by one all the clothes and put them in the wardrobe in the room.
Resume.
I lifted all the shoe boxes into the shoe cabinet and took out one by one the shoes and sandals from the box while arranging into the closet.
Resume.
Perfume, skincare, accessories, bags I put on the floor of the room. I'll arrange it slowly from tomorrow. I lay myself in bed flexing my stiff muscles.
Since when did this bed become so comfortable? I let my body relax while closing my eyes. Unconsciously I fell asleep.