Sunset Mentions on Paradise Island
I'm Tired

I don't feel like I have to go to the disco any minute

the rice stall will soon be closed

the boss of the rice shop said, 'If I still want to replace his aide who is still sick, I can still come tomorrow afternoon

I told the boss that I would come again tomorrow

I'm so happy, there are still people who want to help me at a time like this

alamem helped me, I knew the ferry had met the god, they wouldn't let me have trouble

bosa the rice shop gave me some money

I counted the money luamayan to add to the money I was collecting

I rushed back home to change clothes, I knew fiki kept following me wherever I went

until exactly 7 o'clock I arrived at the discotheque he was still following me until I went inside

but I pura² don't know

I'll be picking up that beer again soon

seeing me hawking that beer there was working on that discotheque, Fiki came scolding me, she dragged me out

he was very angry at me, because for the sake of his twin I had to work like this

according to him the work I did was very despicable

he wanted to take me away but I refused him again and again

again and again he said that I was now his responsibility, because he had to keep his promise on the ferry

but again and again I reminded her that I did not want to be a burden to her just because of a promise

I want my relationship with him to be a sincerity, if he is sincere then there will be no more burden that he bears for me

he angrily pushed me, saying it was up to me

he doesn't want to care about her anymore

he went with hate for me

I don't mind him

I went back to work, like yesterday walking up and down the stairs in the discotheque peddling the beer until the morning again

luamayan results but I this time so extra up and down the stairs to make the feet swollen and blisters

it hurts the ferry, I'm tired of my murmuring

but I can't give up, a little more my hard work is paying off

the next day I went back to the disco to work and at my odd job to work at the rice shop

I don't sleep, I rarely eat, keep standing and walking, legs like they're going to break into two, blisters and swelling

but the pain in my legs and body is not worth the pain in my heart because I've been put to death by the ferry

also not comparable to the disease that ferries idap during his life

it's not a what², I'm strong !

it does not feel that the money I have collected is still less than 50 million again, it should be within two days I can collect it

but I feel a little dizzy in my head, my body temperature is hot, my legs are getting swollen

I can't wait to pay the house off for the anniversary gift of the ferry

I try to brace myself to get back to work

but the things you don't want to happen !

I'm right² tired because the energy that must be spent three times from his usual day, in the body like this

blood from a scuffed leg begins to drip on the floor

the heat in the body is getting hot, every once in a while the scenery will blur and will fall but I try to hold on

at 4am I couldn't stand it

I can't stand the ferry ! I'm tired !

I'm right² tired, and fell

then it darkens for a moment

when I opened my eyes I was in the hospital, delivered by my coworkers

he also gave me money from my work last night that had been entrusted by the boss

after taking care of me, my coworker rushed away because he also had not rested since work last night plus had to keep me in the hospital

I opened the envelope of money, the money was enough, the money was enough

I'm so happy to see her, so looking forward to meeting that notary to pay off her payment

the pain in my body has been treated by looking at the money that is enough, I do not pay attention to the feet that are still injured and bleeding

I was forced to pull out the infusion on my hand, and then I tried to put my foot in pain

pain is not playing

even his blood still kept coming out

my head is still heavy

I don't think this is my last day to pay off that house

I rushed to meet with the notary

it endured the pain all over my body until I shook

finally I met the notary, and he took me to the dream home of the ferry

I paid off the payment, then the notary handed me the keys to the house and gave me his certificate

I don't know if I should be happy or sad

after that I immediately went to the ferry grave, to show him the keys to his house

I was crying so her² didn't know to be happy or sad

ferry !I'm tired ! So tired ! tired of not wanting to live anymore !

I'm tired !

I did it ! make your last dream

happy birthday to you !

happy birthday ferry !

I brought the keys to our house that we dreamed of living in

I told you everything that happened over his grave

But by the time it arrived² my legs were bleeding more and more blood

not only in the legs from the ears and nose also bleed a lot

we're in complete darkness not knowing what else

I just saw the ferry coming take me away