Sunset Mentions on Paradise Island
Appreciate My Time Now

Am I a person worthy of mercy

why is everyone looking at me so pitifully

today the doctor said I could go back

fiki told her mom and dad that he would take me to his house

because he didn't want to renege on his promise to the deceased ferry

her mother cried hugging me, apologized for not being able to save the life of the ferry

if the ferry is living with excellent health for sure he will very² bless my relationship with the ferry

grandpa proposed something instead, because the fiki had promised to the ferry to take care of me, he instead asked me to establish a relationship with the fiki

but I told my grandfather that I could not open my heart back yet 'even though I had let go of the ferry

his mother and father also supported his grandfather

but I can only answer them like that

fiki brought me back to his house

he took me to my room to rest

he told me that don't put it in my heart said² his grandfather earlier

he did promise the ferry to look after me, but he had no intention of having me because he said he had a wedding appointment with the woman he liked

I told the fiki, just calm down, you can promise the ferry to look after me but I just want sincerity not promise

fiki nodded, understanding that I did not want to burden her just because of a promise to her twin brother

fiki said that he was very sincere without any coercion

today² this is when my body still hurts, fiki true² keep me

I owe him a lot

after coming home to work he will replace the bandage for me

his attitude if in see 'em, he's exactly the same as the ferry so considerate

the body movements are the same

the attention he gave was the same

I asked Fiki when he would marry the woman he liked ?

she said 'that woman still hasn't finished school abroad

he took me to his room to show me a picture of his lover

very beautiful, saking her love to her lover that she to display the photo of her lover in her room with a very large

I told her after I was right² healthy I would go back to my hometown , then go to my mother's hometown to see my father

and I asked the fiki for the last time, because his face was so similar to the ferry, I asked him to accompany me to my mother's hometown to meet my father

that's my last request to the fiki after that I won't bother her life again

moreover, she has already had people she likes, I don't want to make the fiki relationship with the lover break just like that

fiki approved my request

after a few days of recovery, I and Fiki rushed to my mother's hometown to see my father

before we left I took the time to visit the ferry grave and say goodbye to it

I said on top of that padung, that I'll live well

in the next life I will keep looking for him

me and his final fiki flew to my mother's hometown

during the journey, I continued to pay attention to the fiki that was so attentive to me

her voice was the same, her face was the same, the way she sat was the same, the way they closed their eyes was also the same, the way she ate the same, the way she spoke was also the same

90% are the same

it is only distinguished by name and way of life

there is one more difference is that the ferry person can not be angry, while the fiki if there are people who offend him he will be very emotional

I think maybe actually the ferry is also the same if there are people who offend him he will be the same as fiki to be very emotional, maybe because he has a heart disorder so he does not dare to be angry much

the ferry was as beautiful as it was I found out earlier

I can turn time around

I will cherish the rest of your life by accompanying you at your last moment

or I'll try my hardest to find a heart donor for you, if I don't find it I'll give my heart to you

my greatest offender didn't see you not accompanying you at the end of your life

but now that all has happened, I can only cherish my present time, always praying for you

ferry wait for me !