Sunset Mentions on Paradise Island
My Suffering Hasn't Stopped Here

Finally I arrived at my hometown , this time I brought fiki to my house for a moment,

after that we will travel again to my mother's hometown

I brought a fiki to taste the noodles on the outskirts of town that I had felt with the ferry at the time

fiki was very happy and praised the boss' cooking

I brought a fiki to see me teach back my beloved disciple²

it didn't feel like a month or so I had to go through this ordeal

about a month ago I was still here with her, now she's gone

again² fiki approached me , saying no papa if I miss the ferry to consider itself a ferry

I approached her hugging her saying I'm sorry ,again² made you a ferry

I hugged her warm as I hugged the ferry, but I let go of her, saying that she was a fiki not a ferry

I've hardened it and it'll shine like before

fiki just smiled

as my gift to the fiki for agreeing to my request to accompany me home, I played a special song on my piano for her

fiki was very touched, even closed his eyes

I'm so happy if anyone is touched to hear me play the piano

after playing the piano I asked her why her expression was so sad when I played that song for her

finally he told me the heavy burden that as long as he was a damper, he said he had been in a relationship with his lover since childhood

the wedding vows they made had long since been agreed upon

but her lover keeps stalling her time, having to pursue her dreams

he said that his lover was the type of person who loved himself very much

fiki has been waiting for a long time

he said if there's no more trouble he'll propose next year

next year is his return

next year is in sight for only 3 months

it feels like imagining him marrying another woman as I imagine the ferry marrying another woman

ah stupid fucking my mind, the ferry's gone

the one in front of me is a fiki not a ferry

fiki asked me what my plans were after this

I told her, I'll stay here teaching piano lessons, spend time with my student²

if there is free time, you will visit Dad

if you have more money, you will visit your father and mother fiki

I said again , when it was with the ferry he only told his mother's father by phone , now I'm right² met his person directly

To the next day I was with Fiki to travel again to my mother's hometown to see my father

I got there but Dad was sick and dying

there's only his uncle's brother's father who looks after him

fiki and I rushed to the nearest hospital

I was sad and very surprised, thankfully I came quickly otherwise I would be just like yesterday not seeing the person I love when I was in pain

upon arrival at the hospital, the doctor said that the father had a heart attack and had a stroke

uncle said that before I had a heart attack, I received a call from someone

someone said that the father had long mortgaged the house I currently live in to the loan shark, the incident happened when my mother gave birth to me

his real uncle had also known of his problems a long time ago

uncle said, when I was born, my mother was bleeding, to keep my mother's life, my father took my mother to a big hospital, but I didn't have enough money

his end father pawned his house to the loan shark

but after getting the money, dad is too late, my mother's life is no longer helped

my mother just left my little baby that was me

after mom left dad went crazy to work, during dad's crazy work dad has paid off his debt to the loan shark, it's just that my dad wrongly paid his, he's fooled

At that time Father instead paid his debt to the loan shark's sister, because at that time the loan shark's sister said that her brother was sick in the hospital ,that's why my dad gave her the money, and I just trust her

But the loan shark's sister did not give the money to her brother, he instead brought the money away

while the loan shark turned out to be sick, namely a malignant tumor in the abdomen

after several years of treatment finally the loan shark died , while their family business is the business of borrowing²kan money they have dropped²kan to their child²

now the loan shark's son continues his business

his people who like semena² and like to rebuke

at the end of this² he did not hesitate to see the bookkeeping of debts that have been stored for 20 years

it is still written clearly that my father has not paid off with his interest²

because long ago when the father had paid off his debt, the loan shark's brother even deceived the father

even now the person is out of nowhere, if explained to the loan shark's son, he must also not believe if the father has paid off his debt

maybe if you had expected it when he was a baby

now his arrogant son is 'force the father to pay his debt

that's what made my dad sick

my uncle said he had also seized several houses belonging to the citizens who had been wiped out by the loan shark's father when he died of his tumor

now my father is declared to have suffered a stroke after this incident, unable to speak of being paralyzed

I'm old, I can't do it anymore if I have to work

my father's initial debt is not much just 10 million only, but if joined with his interest for many² to 120 million

but in no time where should I find that money

all my savings I've spent to pay off my dream house with the ferry

I think my suffering has ended up here, it turns out!

it is true since I was born into this world, my line of hands is to have to undergo a very heavy ordeal

Uncle said the loan shark gave me three days, otherwise he would have kicked me out of the house

I don't know who else to ask for help with