Sunset Mentions on Paradise Island
Realizing His Dream

I packed my stuff this morning

then say goodbye to fiki to return to my hometown

but Fiki prevented me because I just got out of the hospital

to my return this time is to pick up my savings and also take care of my piano lessons

I don't mind the fiki that prevents me

I know the fiki now bears the responsibility of guarding me on the orders of the ferry, but I know how my own body is

without being guarded by her, I can still

the day I arrived in my hometown

as long as I leave the place to teach my piano lessons this has been taken care of by one of my favorite students, namely Ranti

as long as I'm gone, it's my replacement to teach

actually, the legs still feel weak and trembling if I force to walk, but I must be strong because my time is not much more

I have to start putting together and finishing my business one by one

eating and drinking was still not organized because I had to quickly realize the dream of the ferry

I can no longer rest

I took my savings that I kept in the bank

the combination of my savings and my father's workaholic savings was not enough

then I asked Ranti to raise money to teach piano lessons for the past month

but also not enough 280 million more

if you only rely on the money of piano lessons to make money as much as teaching tutoring for two years can only be collected

there are only 11 days left

I don't know where to go, borrow I don't have a brother I'm just an only child

if mortgaging the house is also impossible it is a house left by my parents, I do not want to mortgage it

tonight I walk alone in the city park, limp feet sitting on a long bench that I once sat with the ferry

I closed my eyes to remember her time here

I walked again until I stopped at a noodle shop that I used to eat with the ferry

I sat there alone but I ordered two bowls of noodles, the same as the one I put for me, the one I put in front of me for the ferry, but now the bench is empty

I ate it so voraciously that I realized my stupidity, ordered two bowls of noodles, one for me , ' he said ,the one I put in front of me but no one else sat in front of me

I ate the noodles quickly and voraciously, so that I could not bear to cry

I just miss that moment 'cause now there's no one to come with me to eat that noodle

I went back home, looked at the date on the calendar to calculate how many more days I had to collect that much money, but I accidentally saw the date I marked myself ,turns out I just remembered it was the ferry's birthday

it turns out that the date given by the notary also coincides with the anniversary of the ferry

I was thinking, I'm getting to try to give the best gift for the ferry, which is fighting for the house for it

even though he's gone if he sees me succeeding in having his dream home he must be very happy in heaven there

this morning I say goodbye to Ranti to replace my position temporarily to teach students² until I finish running my business

this afternoon I flew back to the beaver island, to bring my savings money to give to the notary 'after I paid the money that is not up to half this ,I wish the notary could give me a longer time

I arrived across the island, I hurried to meet the fiki and the notary

the notary took my money, but couldn't give me time

fiki wanted to help me but with her only job as a manager in her father's company, her money wasn't enough to pay off either

I told the fiki that he didn't have to help me , this is my business with the ferry up there , I don't want to trouble anyone

I left the fiki there, I hurried away from the place, with a little money left in my wallet, I looked for a rented house there for me to rest

I wandered for half a day looking for a cheap contract

today² I still have not eaten well , not even medicine I have time to drink again

My legs were still trembling and limp, but I had to stand firm to achieve my goal

after walking all day late I found a rather cheap rented house, I packed my goods² , tidying up the rented house itself

it is less because the house is very narrow, but this papa is only temporary, after my business is finished I will keep the dream house of the ferry

fiki forced me to stay at his house but I refused him, because he is a fiki not a ferry, I do not want to keep² owed to him because of his promise on the ferry

I don't want to because he's a fiki not a ferry, what I love is a ferry not a fiki

I also don't want to stay with her because she's a twin of the ferry, her face is the same, her voice is the same, all the same, the more I see her the more I think of the ferry,the more I was sad to see it because of the one in front of me why not the ferry, why should its twin

that's my reason