Sunset Mentions on Paradise Island
The Light of My Life

But ! things that you don't want to happen

after a few days he arrived across the street and started working, I felt a change in him

but he denied the change, he said because he now works at an official company that has rules, which can no longer contact me at any time

I tried to get used to it without her news and tried to understand her work

but I can't 'cause I'm used to always sending short messages to her, giving her the same attention she had when she was here

but my message and attention never got any reply after a month we were apart

not felt two months have passed , I'm right² lonely, before meeting with his lonely not as sick as this can still be treated with my beloved disciple² ,this time her pain is right² there's no cure except her

now he is right to disappear without giving me clarity

now he's right² doesn't call me anymore

I'm worried about my increasingly unclear relationship

sometimes I think maybe his words for a lifetime with me are just male nonsense

if he's right² will make his promise to me, if he's there to find someone who can replace me

my mind is erratic

he never knew how I was doing here

I was always worried about her

until he got sick a few times

no one is accompanying me anymore

the more I play this piano the tighter it gets in my chest

short messages are never answered, the phone is never picked up

why did he change?

I was so sad that I got used to hearing the sound that was so attached to my ears, I couldn't even hear the sound for a day

I can't stand the pain in this chest the day it becomes a really big wound

after five months with no news of her I finally decided to fly across to meet her

fortunately I knew where he was, because before he lost contact with me, he once talked to me about his workplace address

the lantern was no longer extinguished, but it burned my heart

I arrived right in front of his office, not knowing whether to step forward or back

my eyes are right² saw her again after parting her five months long ago

before he went to that place, he promised he would always contact me, but for real he reneged on his promise to me

wanting her taste this leg ran hugging her tightly, then told her all the worry in my chest, told her all to her

but these feet are reluctant of complicated relationships without this clarity

the sunlight in my heart kept rotating between life and death

the sun was bright again because now the thirsty eyes will see it is now cured

but the sun was also extinguished because he was right² did not contact me again without clarity

I did see her in her formal work clothes, and very neat in her wear, in contrast to her diei at that time, even I barely recognized her

now he deserves to ignore me

I think his position at his father's company isn't main²

he who was standing in front of his office he also accidentally saw me across the street

he seemed to have no idea that I would follow him there

long enough he looked at me like ascertaining whether it was true² me who was on any of those roads

after he confirmed that it was me who was in front of him, he ran towards me

an unstoppable longing until I no doubt ran towards her, then hugged her

but he did not return my embrace

the beginning of his warmth I thought would come back, but why is he acting so cold

my suspicions deepened about him, why he ignored me and just kept quiet, like he wasn't happy when I came after him

I thought maybe my arrival would interfere with his work

so that I don't ask him if I disturb him, is he glad I came for him

but he just smiled thinly, and tasteless

he was very different from his self at the time

di True² changed not like that time

I'm surprised if he doesn't like me coming why he doesn't push me to leave

he didn't push nor pulled me, like hanging

I finally tried to be positive in her prejudices

that afternoon he took a leave to accompany me, and drove me to his house

he asked me to rest in his house

he came to hug me looking at me, with a look so sad & said he would take care of me

but this hug is very different from the previous

his attitude was very different, I thought maybe he was upset because he had been separated from me for five months

I told her all my worries

worried about my relationship with her running aground, worried that she would renege on her promises

but that time he explained very firmly and clearly that he would not break his promise to me

he said all this time he never returned my messages, never answered my phone, never told me because he was busy by his work very much

he apologized to me as sincerely as his heart

I can only accept that apology, because I don't want to lose it anyway

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