Sunset Mentions on Paradise Island
Falling, waking up again

Cold night gripping, in my mother's hometown cold to stab² my bones

the air was still very beautiful, from behind the trees still heard the song of seagulls

but I don't dare to chirp anymore, I was hit by a hard wave many²

For the first time I was strong, a storm like whatever I went through, then whether today I can still rise from the slump

I saw my father before my own eyes had fallen ill, this time I did not want to lose any more

why did God bring me into this world, because God knows, that I am a very strong person to stand alone

fiki sat down beside me to break the atmosphere because I was still sad

arrived² alone he got a phone call from his father, that today he should return to the office because there is a very important affair

fiki said goodbye to me for having to return to the other side of the island immediately, because the distance was quite far he had to go home soon 'otherwise he would be late

I nodded, saying, that he should go home soon, not to be delayed just because of me

fiki stroked my sweaty forehead, saying that I should take care of my own health as long as he was nowhere near me

when I was down like this right² there was no one I could put on the back

I can only lean on my own firmness

step by step each time was hard to face this very cruel world

ladder by ladder, I climb and I go down by myself

fall down, wake up again

to the next day I got word from Ranti that my house had been torn apart by the loan shark's son

fortunately they did not hurt my student² , it's just that the loan shark's son brought a change as his guarantee

I was so confused as to how much I should redeem him

where do I find that 120 million more

today my father has returned from the hospital, I asked my uncle to take care of my father temporarily, because I myself will go home to finish all my affairs

his one² road at this time is looking for proof of payment father who at that time was given by the loan shark's sister

I don't have much time left, but the next day I have to bring the evidence to the loan shark's son

but when I got home, I couldn't find any evidence of that

I was confused once , I have random² my house from front to back but I did not find the paper

I thought it might have been wasted because it had been happening for decades, almost the same age as me

I went to look for my father's aunt, a cousin whose house was not far from my house to ask for help

it turns out that aunt is also old, does not have that much money

I cried alone in the corner of my room, I was so confused that I fell asleep in the corner

arrived² heard from outside the house so crowded

I peeked out of the window that the loan shark boy had come to my house, with their men

they all came to charge, because this was the last time they gave to dad

they all started breaking down my door and smashing my home's windows²

I went ahead to block him

but the loan shark instead said, if the debt wants to be paid off, then I have to marry him

I said to her, I don't want to marry an arrogant man like her

the loan shark kid was somehow after seeing me like I was hooked so

he dragged me out, to take me to his house

he repeatedly said if his debt wants to be paid off, then I have to marry him

I reprimanded her with a rude word², making her even more angry and upset

he slapped me so hard that I fell to the ground, even my vision was a little blurry

but from behind me came the sound of someone saying, don't expect you to touch it, very clearly it sounded like the sound of a ferry , then I turned to see it was a fiki

fiki came to my aid, he beat up the loan shark

until the end of the fiki, throw them with the amount of money they want

fiki said, the house has been bought by him, then throw the loan shark with a fortune

the loan shark's gone from my house

fiki, ask me to stand up

he wiped a little blood on the corner of my lips with his finger

the blood might have come out because the loan shark slapped me so hard

fiki apologized to me for coming late

he came not as a person himself, he came with a lawyer to help me pay off my father's debt

fiki explained, that my house has been renamed to his name, because he has paid my father's debt

this way he can help me

but he said again, even though the house is now his home, he has no intention of taking it from me because it is a legacy from my parents

he understood very well, he only helped me, he also allowed me to stay there ,and give me a long time to be able to return the money he has given to the loan shark