Sunset Mentions on Paradise Island
Lanterns Sometimes Live Sometimes Die

Ferries a very nice guy , sincere, and also handsome

when he saw me, it was clear his eyes were reflecting a very warm light

he took care of me and spoiled me

our relationship is very good , until the world like sprinkled flowers² blooming where²

I love it when I look at his handsome face, even when we walk together in the park many girls are glancing at him

I was very jealous, then told her that her good looks were just me who was allowed to see her, no other woman should have evil eyes on her

then the ferry promised me that her self, her body, all that she had belonged to was mine

But !

very dear The meeting between me and him was very short

Since he arrived² alone he said that he should go to work across the island

I don't know why I could like that mysterious stranger so much, that I didn't let him go across that

I tried to refuse her to go across

but he empowered me and begged me to keep him going across the street because he was going to work in his own father's company

if he doesn't leave then he'll miss that golden opportunity

I can only give up, let go of his footsteps

my meeting and her was very short

But it takes a lifetime to forget the memories with him

after meeting his sunshine in my life sometimes² dim sometimes² bright

because I have to stay away from her

this crazy parting with his , I thought because maybe all this time I was always alone then arrived² he came carrying the lantern of sunlight but briefly the lantern he extinguished again

like walking in the clouds, memories locked in those short times with her, still can't believe that now me and her have to connect remotely

every pass through the place of² at that time with her, my memory never forgets a bit on her

sometimes I want to give up on this relationship but I realize we are separated by time and space

sometimes the heart tries to turn to others, forgetting them but not being able to

sometimes I look for traces of her in others, but I never find another person like her

man can only fall in love once, the rest because he has to live his life in the future

this is called falling in love at first sight

it's true he's a very nice guy that I find it very difficult to stay away from him

Before leaving, he promised me that after coming back from across the street he would come to propose to me

he said across the island was his father's hometown

when he was a child he once came there to see his beautiful island

he said if we lived together there we would be very happy

Seeing the flashbacks of the three months before our relationship was very good, the three months were very meaningful to me, even now it takes a lifetime to forget it

those three months were enough for us to get to know each other

eating noodles at the noodle shop, going to the lake, walking in the park, listening to me play the piano, and many other things we do together

I know his family story, but his family never knew me, because he always told me his family, but never took me to his family

for some reason when I asked her to take me to meet with her family members she always just reasoned, but I assumed her that the ferry might not have been ready to introduce me to her family

many times he said that I was the best woman he had ever met 'it was a different world when he met me 'so he dared to take an oath to live on with me

not only does he feel that way, I am the same as him

sometimes me and her think that we are a soul mate that God has destined

but who would have thought, after three months of our relationship, he had to go to work

at that time, before his ship sailed, he met me first

he promised that as long as he worked across the street he would be loyal to me, and asked me to be patient to wait for his return home

he said, at this time he still did not have enough supplies to build a household with me 'hence he had to work first to the opposite island

I don't hold it anymore, I think his speech is right too

he kissed my forehead, crying in my arms, not willing to leave me

He gave me his beloved necklace

she said it was a necklace given by her mother, now the necklace she gave to me as a sign of the bond between me and her

he said, there is a tradition in his family if a man has given his ancestral necklace then it is a symbol of his sincerity, his love, and his seriousness to the woman

on the high seas, on a big ship it carried my sunshine away to work across the island

the bright lantern slowly² dimmed and disappeared adrift on the boat in the high seas , the sunlight has gone to the other side

the warmth he gave three months ago, now it's cold again

it was so cold that it pierced my chest and heart

no tears had drenched this cold cheek

but papa's not only temporary

it is very desirable that this foot stepped away from the dock because it could not bear to let go of his departure

but I try to be happy because we will meet again after three years