The Love I Don't Miss
Part 107 (Janne 2 )

If Zio and Zahra were to head to their bridal room, then the little chat they had just spoken first became the main topic. Then Kenzo and Calina who came home with a guest they did not expect before.

Then there were also the lovers who had just knit their hearts that day. They are Gilang and Kayla who just crowned themselves that day with a status that is immediately referred to as a prospective husband and wife.

Being applied suddenly, and even without a relationship first, makes Kayla seem to get a double shock. Not to mention the arrival of the would-be-in-law whom he thought would not accept, turned out to be very good to him.

And all that thanks to Calina who turned out to have explained everything about her including her past with Gilang. Even about him who did not get an education as high as Kenzo, Gilang, and Calina himself.

Living in the same apartment, when they are not married does sound strange and worrying for mothers - mothers of daughters. Although that sounds normal to some people. Especially for those who are used to living abroad.

Just like Papa and Mama Adhitama who seemed ordinary, heard his youngest son brought a girl to the apartment. They only have the capital of trust and advice, without being able to change the association of young people today. Because it is also often encountered during their stay abroad.

Although sometimes Kayla felt worried, because she had been traumatized by men in their teens, in fact, all this time Gilang never seduced to then take him up to the bed like a striped man in general.

But we never know what will happen after their status turns into dating. It could be from each other, then ask for a kiss and end up with an unforgettable time in one of the rooms in the apartment. There were no other eyes living in the apartment besides the two of them.

We leave the decision to the two young people who are no longer young. For a woman, 28 is the age to marry. The same goes for men aged 32.

It's just that for the next few nights, none of that will be created. Because there was Felia who stayed with Kayla, until Zio's work leave ended, four more days.

"Come on, Felia take a shower!" kayla said to Felia who had just taken off her shoes in the front room.

"Yes, Aunty!"

Soon Felia went into the room of the Aunt who had been there for two nights. Leaving Gilang and Kayla behind, who inexplicably felt awkward. But each chest pounding not because of.

"You also took a bath there" said Kayla who was confused what to say to start their conversation. After for the first time they entered the apartment with a different status.

"You too?"

"Yes." answered Kayla without daring to see Gilang who she knew was staring fixedly at her. Maybe without even blinking.

"You forgot something we forgot?" ask Gilang.

"What?" Kayla turned her head and looked puzzledly at Gilang who was pulling at the slight tip of her lips to smile knotly yet rich in incredible meaning within.

"What did we forget?" Kayla frowned when she saw Gilang's faint smile.

"What?" chase Kayla. "Quick say, Gilang.." forced Kayla who was worried that it was something that was important, and she completely forgot.

"Is that important?" kayla asked with a pair of eyes that started to show panic.

"It's important, and you just forget it." replied Gilang with a smile full of grin.

"really?" tanya Kayla began to face Gilang with question marks. "Quick say, Gilang! don't beat around - tele!" kayla was upset and anxious.

Smiling meaningfully, Gilang now faced Kayla. Staring at the eyes that are wide open because they really remember what they are forgetting.

"Hurry up, Gilang!" kayla said as she folded her hands in front of her chest.

"You forgot something very important to us. For the first day where I asked you to be my wife." said Gilang stared fixedly and seriously Kayla's face that was several inches below.

Kayla's height is only limited to Gilang's chin. So that the girl had to look up to be able to see the face of Gilang whose height was towering above her.

"Come, say!" hardik Kayla's.

"Promise you won't refuse!" terms of Gilang.

"Reject what?" kayla asked frowning, also squinting her eyes.

Cross forward one step, and now their positions are facing each other with a chest distance of only 20 cm. Even Kayla's hand that folded in front of her chest, had already clung faintly to Gilang's stomach. And that has had a tremendous effect on Kayla who has only first come face to face this close to the man she loves.

Gilang's left hand began to lift and immediately felt Kayla's waist until it reached Kayla's lower back. And within seconds, the remaining 20 cm distance had been lost. Replaced with a body that sticks perfectly with the sound of Kayla's moaning that was shocked by Gilang's action.

Gilang's burly hand clutched tightly to the slender body that he had imagined he would warm the embrace of the girl in front of him.

"Deliver?" call Kayla who doesn't understand what Gilang means. Kayla looked up at Gilang's eyes who looked at her with a gentle and unblinking gaze to the point of drifting away who had never been in love before.

But Kayla clearly felt that her heart was pounding. It all happened so fast that he couldn't regulate his heartbeat to beat normally.

"Deliver?" call Kayla very nervously.

"Hem?" gilang replied still looking at Kayla's eyes without blinking. It is precisely staring at those wry eyes with deepening.

Uh! kayla's heart is getting worse. This was indeed the first experience for a Kayla who had lived in the Mental Hospital for so long, without ever thinking about who she would fall in love with. Although he was often confused if Gilang arrived - suddenly appeared at the Mental Hospital to visit him.

It was just that he did not know what he really felt first. Why always feel something different every see Gilang. Which he doesn't even know very well. The man only helped her when she was on the run from the Mental Hospital.

Later during his stay together, Kayla felt Gilang well. Without knowing what Gilang really is. Because they never chatted intimately, like normal humans in general.

And now their bodies are perfectly attached. The cross even eroded the distance of their faces. Close her lips on Kayla's pink lips.

Kayla's heart was pounding more and more, her breathing was heavy. As the handsome face got closer to his.

Kayla really did not expect, if he was destined by God to be loved by a man as handsome and rich as Gilang Adhitama. As a normal woman, I definitely don't want it if it's all a dream.

The faster Kayla's heart is, the closer their lips are. And when the distance of the lips is not more than 5 cm, GIlang spoke soft and heavy.

"You forgot our first kiss, baby!"

Along with the ending of Gilang's sentence, then the lips of both are perfectly attached.

For the first time, the two lips of the human child met and touched very gently, until the eyes immediately closed along with the pink lips of Kayla and Gilang.

Although not in a vacuum, in fact, both of them have difficulty taking in the air around them.

Gilang pulled back his head, when he found out that Kayla was starting to have trouble just breathing. Two eyes met at a very close distance. Just by the look in those eyes, the two of them could already read just how much sincere love was inside there.

Cross back erode the distance, until the lips again clean. Times longer than before. Even Gilang's lips began to move to feel Kayla's lips, both the top and the bottom. And that reflex made Kayla wrap her hands around the lover's neck. Kayla was finally out of breath.

And Gilang pulled back the wave. Giving distance to their lips, so that Kayla can return to take a longer breath.

Highlights of eyes meet again among the whack of nervousness, and a face reddened by enduring the shame. But both of them enjoy the new things first felt by Kayla.

The cross? I don't know.he's a young man used to living in two countries. Where out there, sometimes friends just kiss each other's lips.

And when Gilang wanted to kiss Kayla's lips again, suddenly the sound of the door handle rang out in their ears. As fast as lightning the two of them took off each other's hugs and jumped backwards simultaneously. The heart was almost removed. Because of their behavior almost caught by minors.

"Aunty! Felia's done taking a shower. Where's Felia's shirt?"

Felia's cute and adorable voice made Kayla and Gilang immediately turn to the door with her chest still beating fast. North Kayla. The girl was really nervous because she almost got caught snag niece.

"Yes, Honey! Aunty get!" kayla answered still with a thumping chest, because of the puffiness.

With a red face, and a mischievous smile, Kayla walked into the room following Felia who also entered the room of the Aunty.

Gilang smiled at the back of the woman who began to disappear in the door of Kayla's room. In his heart he felt calm and relieved.

In addition to successfully proposing to Kayla, she also managed to make Kayla give her first kiss.

Looks like tonight that guy's gonna have a good dream. As beautiful as a rainbow after a spatter with a calm air.

Coming to his childhood friend's apartment, Janne's goal is to say goodbye to his best friend, more precisely his former best friend.

Because they're not as close as they used to be. There is a distance that extends far and wide. There is a relationship that cannot be disturbed by anything too. There was a hard point to reach long ago.

And if he remains over the line, then people will definitely dub him as an actor, even prostitution*r.

Yes, at least such nicknames are often pinned on those who proudly snatch people's husbands. Or even just flirting with people's husbands. Without hesitation and without shame as if to show that they are superior to everything in appeal to the legitimate wife.

But Janne?

He was Kenzo Adhitama's childhood best friend, until five years ago. And all that changed, when Janne realized that Kenzo had kept a pregnant woman in one of Kenzo's rented apartments. Downstairs there.

The loss of Janne would be a friend.... Yep! the friend he loved since childhood made Janne almost down and depressed.

Where ever since that day, Janne's hopes of having a Kenzo have been shattered. Especially when with his own eyes he saw Kenzo faithfully accompany Calina shopping at the supermarket, or even saw them enter the Hospital to check the womb.

Because Janne himself often comes to the Hospital to check for diseases caused by injuries caused by fallen trees.

Sugguh, setau Janne, Kenzo is not a person who likes to accompany someone for shopping.

It hurts Janne's eyes and heart to see them together. Where if you see them outside such a shared apartment, it means the hope is eroded to be able to bear the nickname Mrs Kenzo.

The nickname he had dreamed of since the age had not even turned seven. Even at that time he could not clearly interpret what is the word love. Until finally he realized that what he felt was sincere love.

At first he was confused, why did Kenzo hide a pregnant woman?

He knew Kenzo who could not impregnate people's children intentionally. Even Janne wasn't sure Kenzo would dare to do that.

Day after day, Janne uses it to find out who the pregnant woman Kenzo is hiding? And what is the relationship between the two? why do they look so familiar?

Not even infrequently Janne saw the woman sulking in a public place, and Kenzo patiently served the mood of an unstable pregnant woman. Almost sensitive.

And all that Janne did to have to leave her important job as a Designer.

And when he discovers Calina's complete identity, Janne is quite astonished by the reality he discovers. Calina is a pregnant divorcee. So the one in the woman's body is not Kenzo's son.

' So why is Kenzo so concerned about Calina? '

The question came to Janne's heartbroken and troubled mind.

Then an answer came into the mind of the sexy Designer.

' Yes, Kenzo loves that pregnant woman! And Kenzo deliberately put himself in place of the father of the child in Calina's womb. '

And the answer concluded by Janne himself was to scratch his own wounds in the Designer's heart.

All of that was seen more clearly in Janne's eyes, when he was checking into the Hospital, and it turns out he accidentally saw Kenzo who got out of the car by holding Calina who was predicted to give birth.

Since then, he and Kenzo have met less and less. Even a month is not necessarily Kenzo will be willing to take the time to meet him.

Janne's eyes are only two, but Janne's eyes are everywhere. Until he finally found out, if every time he came home from work, Kenzo would come to Calina's apartment and help take care of baby Clarice. Even call her baby Clarice Daddy.

Until akhinrya he was at the point of surrender. When Kenzo suddenly appeared at the door of his apartment, and then offered something he had never thought of before. That is asking him to go to America, with all the costs of care there under the responsibility of Kenzo who does have abundant property.

That's where the dream is completely destroyed and not saved again by anything. Because he felt as if he was dumped by his best friend, so as not to make Kenzo and Calina's relationship fall apart.

It is not typical of reckless girls who will seize Kenzo by hitting a woman who is close to Kenzo.

Janne chooses to give up the struggle, and accepts Kenzo's offer to go to America. At that time, he had a contract with one of the boutiques there in a few months.

Departing to America with a wound stored in the chest. And sincere to take off

kan Kenzo is forced, making Janne sometimes still have to cry in the land of people. Given how disappointed he was with the fate he had.

Although he had time to meet Calina to get acquainted and say goodbye. Still not that easy to remove someone who has been in hope for a long time.

For the sake of seeking tranquility, he chose not to return to Indonesia in a long time. And sure enough, he hasn't been back for nearly five years. After returning home and not meeting with Kenzo and Calina, Janne returned to America. And a few days ago he came back. And managed to meet with the couple's husband and wife.

And now he will return to America after only a few days in Indonesia, and will not return until the next three years.

Before he really will leave Indonesia in a long time as before, Janne wants to embrace the friend he loved since childhood. Maybe even until now... I don't know, for now only God and Janne themselves know.

Whether the feeling is still there, or has been destroyed in eating the growing age.

"May I hug you?" janne asked Kenzo who was standing stiffly.

They used to hug each other and make love before Kenzo married Calina. But all of that happened long before Kenzo and Calina came together. And now such treatment feels foreign to Kenzo who has long maintained a distance with any woman.

Looking into his wife's eyes, Kenzo looked for answers. May it? or didn't?

Whatever the answer the wife will follow. For Kenzo to please and soothe his wife's heart was far more important than having to knit back a long tangled thread.

The rough language he no longer needs that time.all is a story of the past that he has long been silent.

With a heavy heart, Calina nodded slowly. But his hands immediately hugged the back of the husband. As if reminding if there is a heart that must also be guarded. So don't get too late in another woman's arms. Even though it was a hug between friends.

Kenzo nodded, and Janne immediately hugged Kenzo feelingly. Inhaling the fragrant perfume that is still smelled by Janne. Even though Kenzo has been active all day.

"Thanks, Ken! I'm going! take good care of your family!" janne half-whispered. "If you hurt Calina like her ex-husband, then I'll make sure to pick Calina up and bring her to America."

jest Janne with a slight smile. A smile that covers all the wounds stored in the chest.

Kenzo chuckled as he rubbed Janne's back with one arm. Because of the right hand he used to grip his wife's waist.

As a friend of course Kenzo already memorized what a Janne. He knew that Janne was just trying to smile cheerfully.

"For me, in addition to effectively treating my illness, America is also powerful to be a place to forget someone.." continued Janne almost crying.

Calina understood what Janne meant. He knows what Janne means is Kenzo. He squeezed the husband's shirt. And at the same time, Kenzo immediately took off Janne's arms forcibly. Until the moment ended with the same - same bland smile.

"Be careful, Janne!" kenzo said as formally as possible. He deliberately wanted to talk about America. Because for Kenzo himself it seems like America is the right country to send someone to forget him. It was Janne herself.

Janne nodded, then turned to Calina, "Bye, Cal!"

"Bye, Brother Janne!" calina smiled kindly. "Be careful, brother!"

"Yes, Calina..."

So Janne left the apartment she used to go to before Kenzo married Calina. The apartment bears witness to the friendship between Kenzo, Janne, Gilang and Janne's sister.

Kenzo and Calina take Janne out of the apartment until she enters the elevator.

After Janne disappears behind the elevator door, Kenzo and Calina look at each other. Kenzo knew the meaning of Calina's slightly sharp and swooping gaze.

"I'm sorry, honey. Now here I hug!" Kenzo pulled Calina's body and hugged her tightly. "Remove the smell of another woman's perfume on my shirt!" Kenzo.

"Thank you, you're not over the line!" said Calina who still embraced the era of her husband. Locking his hands on the man's back.

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