The Love I Don't Miss
Part 21 (Vibrating Heart )

Calina fell on the floor of the room, after her arm was captured by Zio. Zio was about to capture Calina's body. But Calina refused violently, until finally Calina staggered and collapsed on the floor.

His arm was still within Zio's grasp. Calina is rebelling even more.

"Calina.. please!" zio said pleading.

"Deliver, Mas! I hate you!" exclaim Calina firmly. "I hate!" said repeat.

"I know, Calina.." replied Zio grudgingly. "I'm sorry!"

"There's no apology for men like you!" calina spray right in front of her husband's face.

"I'm sorry, Cal... I just forgot myself when I saw you last night. I just..." Zio lowered his head, with a roar of his nervous breath.

"What only?" ask Calina cynically. "Just want to embarrass me?" calina. "Just want to make fun of myself in a dirty way?" ask again. "You did it, Mom!"

"It's not so, Cal!" Zio looked at Calina in disbelief at Calina's conjecture. "I've always said I don't love you, but..."

"Haha!" Calina chuckled, yet it sounded very sliced and pitiful. "But you want to be the first one to hurt me and drive me crazy?" ask Calina. "Well, right, Mas?"

"No, Cal! absolutely not!" zio's yelling is stuck.

Calina's expression turned cold. He threw out Zio's hand, which was still locking his arm. Then stand up in a pretty rough motion.

"I don't care what you say anymore, Mom!" calina looked at her husband's hate. "From now on, I'm not Calina begging for love!"

After saying Calina immediately passed from before Zio. Leaving Zio without wanting to hear the man's voice again.

"Fuckin!" call Zio to stand up, hoping his second wife stops.

But Calina had been disappointed, her heart had been slashed by a knife - a sharp knife that was sharpened by Zio himself.

"HAAAHH!" Shouted Zio ruffled - randomly his hair violently.

' Why do I care about his feelings? haven't I hated her all this time? '

Zio murmured in a troubled heart.

***

Breakfast that morning, through the silent action Calina. He brought food for Zio who was sitting next to him. As a formality in front of his in-laws. But not a single sentence came out of his lips for Zio.

"You're marahan?" ask Papa Raihan.

"No, Pa!" answer both at the same time. Then the two of them clashed against each other sharply.

"Why don't you guys talk to each other?"

"What's there to talk about, Pa?" ask Calina.

"Yes. right, you are husband and wife! where might there be no topic to talk about?" answer Papa Raihan. "Other than at the dinner table like this. At least say what to eat or what to say?"

Calina let out a short sigh, turning her face away from Zio's strange glare which she thought was very irritating.

"Zio, this afternoon Papa and Mama will return to the village!" said Mama Reni. "Mama and Papa always hope you can live in harmony and peace. And remember Zio, take good care of your wife." said Mama Reni staring fixedly at her son's face.

Zio just nodded weakly. He looked at his mother's pair of eyes filled with hope. But the reality of the housewife is not as beautiful as seen by her mother. Especially his unforgivable mistake last night.

***

The day I mean has arrived. Papa Raihan and Mama Reni are ready to return to the village. Zio's behind the wheel of Papa Raihan's car. The plan is he will hitchhike up to the office, to take his car that was left in the office.

"Zio... Did Calina cry last night?" mama Reni asked when the car had driven on a deserted road. Due to Sundays, many workers take holidays, or may choose to take a vacation out of town.

The deg!

Zio's heart suddenly beat faster. Calina's crying? she doesn't know when Calina is crying. But if Calina is crying, then she knows what caused it.

"You sure?" mama Reni asked not to fully believe it. "Calina's eyes are very puffy, even had time to avoid face-to-face with Mama."

"You know, Zio was drunk last night!" answer Zio origin. Exploring the reasons that he thinks fit the circumstances.

"It's impossible for Calina to cry for no reason" said Mama Reni. "Mama knows Calina is not a whiny girl who can be made to cry easily.

' I'm sorry Zio, Ma. ' Oozed Zio inwardly.

"Zio.. We betrothed you to Calina because Papa knows she's a good girl." said Papa Raihan, "So don't let her cry alone. Tanya, why is she crying. Because Papa also saw his eyes rubbed."

"Yes, Pa!" answer Zio lirih.

***

Zio walks lethargicly into the company gate where he works, after getting off his parents' car. Meanwhile, Papa and his mother continued their journey home.

"Sir!" greet some security guarding the holiday finger.

"Yes.." replied Zio flatly.

Zio got into his car, sat quietly while heating his engine. Zio silent a thousand languages. It even ignored some of the messages that went into the phone that he had just thrown on the seat beside him.

His eyes were empty towards the front. Rethinking what he did last night. Why is he so ambitious to take Calina's chastity.

"Huh!" zio shouted slightly stifled. He hit his hand on the round steering wheel in front of him. Until the focus switches on the phone that keeps ringing.

He took a rough cell phone, then looked at the name listed. A name accompanied by a red love emoticon appears along with a photo of a beautiful and graceful woman, My Wife & I.

📞 "Hello?"

📞 "Hi, Honey! you where? tumben didn't call me at all?"

Zio rubbed his wrinkled face rough.

📞 "I'm sorry, Honey! I woke up late, Mama and Papa were still at home. And now I'm taking the car in the office!"

📞 "Your car is left in the office?"

📞 "Yes, I was drunk last night and drove Mr. Kenzo home."

📞 "Oh... Yes! have you had lunch?"

📞 "Not yet..."

📞 "I was cooking, would you like lunch here?"

📞 "By, I skate!"

📞 "Ok, Honey! see you!"

📞 "Too, Baby!"

The call ends after the last sentence is said. As he said, now Zio drove his car to the housing where Naura lived. Trying to forget for a moment his problems with his second wife.

***

While Calina, the woman returned to packing her goods in Zio's room. Take her back to her room downstairs. Rearranging everything, as it was.

His heart had been disappointed, melted down with the despair left behind. Will he forgive Zio who has taken his chastity? Will he be able to forget that?

Surely it's not that easy. All there is now is to continue the rest of life with or without Zio. He realized that forever he would only be a toy of Zio Alfaro.

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