The Love I Don't Miss
Part 173 (End Story )
Entering the elite housing complex with the big name Paragon House & Residence, Cla drives his own red mini cooper car.
The heart has been beating irregularly like running fast because it is being chased by a bullet that targets his life.
Along the way various types of shadows wandered around filling his head and memory. I can't wait to get to the Wilson family's mansion.
"No...No...No.." - No..." Cla just kept shaking his head every time he remembered Arsen's sentence saying he belonged to someone else. Really he does not want Arsen to have a thought if he and Vino have any relationship.
"What happened last night is pretty viral, Sen! All friends make overnight moments as their stories, even though the ending is not in accordance with their expectations... Don't you know?" he muttered repeatedly.
Sighing rough breath continuously. "When did you leave all your social media accounts, until you didn't know the end of last night's story?"
"Yes God... Why is it like this?" his murmur squeezed the round steering wheel when it was parked in front of the Wilson family mansion.
Cla looked straight ahead before he got out of the car. Preparing his heart, preparing everything to give an explanation to the racer who is not currently what.
Seeing her sour face and teardrop marks through the middle mirror of her car, Cla was made to slice with her appearance this morning. Long hair that has not been combed, a beautiful face that has not been touched by water added has not been brushed teeth.
Last night she appeared very beautiful and almost perfect, but the young man was not in the least beside her especially in front of her. And he doesn't know if Arsen saw her last night.
While this morning, he was about to meet the young man, but his appearance was almost like a lazy girl who rarely showered and just woke up. Yes, because he just woke up and was about to meet the most handsome prince in school because of something that was forced and must be straightened out.
"Your appearance is pathetic, Cla.." he looked fretfully. "Arsen will probably get nauseous seeing you early in the morning like this!" grunts to yourself.
Cla opened the dashboard, lucky there was a small folding comb that he could use to tidy up his messy hair. Taking out a wet tissue and rubbing his sour face.
After the taste of the hair is a little neat and the eyes no longer leave tears, the girl came out of her red car, and immediately approached the iron gate that was approximately 3 meters high.
"Who's looking, Non?" tanya Security welcomed his arrival.
Seeing Cla come out of the mini cooper, it can already be seen if Miss this one is not just any Miss. So that security is about 40 years old it goes straight out of the gate commonly used by Security in and out of the fence area.
"I'm Clarice Arsen's friend" replied Cla. "Is Arsen there, sir?"
"Mas Arsen?" asked the Security to frown.
"Yes, sir," Cla nodded. "Arsen exists, right?"
"Something Miss wasn't told? That this morning Mas Arsen left for America."
"What!" shriek Clarice with a choked tongue, eyes squinting sharply at the security. "America?" cla asked to make sure his hearing wasn't wrong.
"Yes, Miss." replied the security.
"This morning?"
"Yes, Miss!"
Limply... The young Miss's body felt so limp and unruffled. The joints inside his body felt like they were about to come off one by one.
Collapsing was the hope of Clarice who wanted to give an explanation to the young man about the reality between herself and Vino. Cla shook his head slowly, hoping that all this was just a dream, and let's just say he had not woken up from his sleep.
But there, it's really real, he's wearing the shirt that Arsen gave him, he's also wearing the watch that the rider gave him. It is impossible if all this is just a dream. His feet wrapped in sleeping sandals were completely grounded on Earth.
"Why did Arsen come to America?" ask Cla lirih. "Vacation?"
Yes, Cla hopes Arsen visited America just for a vacation, not to stay or stare long there. Because if that happens, Cla will be harder and harder to find the right time to say and tell everything.
Security is smiling. "Mas Arsen attended Columbia University, Miss..."
"Well!" cla's cry came back with the eyes that had been squealing now wide enough. Thunder is like attacking the heart that has been beaten since this morning is not because of it.
"Don't Arsen go to college at Binus?"
"After me, Mas Arsen was listing lectures in two places, Non. One in Binus, one in New York. And somehow, last night Mas Arsen decided to take that college at Columbia. And cancel the ones on Binus." replied Security kindly.
Clarice's mouth opened wide enough, this time her tongue was completely stuck. I really can't believe he's going to face something like this. Feet and hands felt weak immediately heard Arsen going to college in America, while he was in Indonesia.
He had canceled to study in Aussie to get a college with Arsen. But it turns out the driver actually chose to study in New York, America which requires approximately 22 hours of air travel to be able to arrive in the land of uncle sam New York.
If the decision is taken overnight, it means Arsen made the decision after feeling himself and Vino are in a relationship.
"Then why can't Arsen's cell phone number be dialed, sir?" ask Cla. "And even last seen last night."
"If the problem is I do not know, Non.." replied the security. "I rarely communicate with Mas Arsen over the phone."
"When did he leave, sir?" cla asked with a pair of teary eyes.
"Have left for the airport since an hour ago, Non." replied the security. "But the driver said he wanted to stop by his friend Mas Arsen's house first."
"An hour ago..."
Cla muttered while remembering. An hour ago that meant right, Arsen drove the box to his house first and then went to the airport.
' Mommy says, Arsen is in a hurry... '
Say the girl in your heart.
"What time does the Arsen plane leave?" cla asked with a slight stomp in panic. The girl wanted to chase Arsen to the airport. May God still give destiny for them to be together.
"About 8 o'clock it looks like, Miss."
"Watch a commercial or private flight?"
"Personal, Non. Because the Master and Madam are also leaving!"
Cla immediately turned to look at Arsen's watch, which was still coiled on his left wrist.
"07. 10! There's still time to get to the airport. If it doesn't get stuck, it's gonna get chased!" Murmured the girl who immediately rushed out of Arsen's house after saying thank you to the security who received and gave a very good explanation to her.
Dropping his car at speeds above the average he used to use, Cla hopes to get to the airport much faster than the time he used to get to the airport.
Clarice's wheels turned back. This time it was spinning faster than when he had left his house earlier. Will he be able to get to the airport before 8?
On Sundays, there are rarely cars and motorcycles. But not a few roads are closed to be used as a free car location.
Clarice's heart again felt like it was in the middle of a battle by the extraordinary reality of life challenging her.
For two years waiting for the young man to say the word I love you, but never once materialized. Even relationships feel further and further each day. Occasionally involved in romantic scenes.
One short sentence is a combination of three very short words. But short sentences that are statements of love are always able to make anyone feel like he is floating. Fly into space, enjoy the beautiful skyline.
All because this one short sentence in a very sacred and meaningful sense is very deep for every young couple who are in love and love drunk. Or also for those who are waiting to be given such a statement very sincerely by someone.
Like Clarice...
Years of waiting, but not hearing. And when I got that sentence, it coincided with a really inappropriate moment. Especially with the added misunderstanding that makes the young man choose to leave the country.
So that makes the girl now have to struggle to straighten out what has been crooked.
Can he get to the airport before Arsen and his parents take off from the homeland where he and the driver were born?
Can he convey and explain what really happened last night, and what he really felt and he was quiet all along?
Just clutching his phone in his left hand, and wearing a suit and slippers he shouldn't wear in public places like airports, Cla did not care about the strange gazes of the hundreds of pairs of eyes he passed. All he traversed with indifference and most important at this time, he had to immediately arrive at the flight departure information counter.
Glancing at the watch, the time has shown at 07.55 WIB. Really all this because the streets are crowded by people who want to spend the weekend outdoors. The streets are closed for a free day car.
"The family of Mr. Jonathan Wilson boarded his private plane with a flight schedule at 08.00 WIB. And it is currently taking off" replied the female officer very kindly.
"Huh?" lirih Clarice stared in disbelief at the officer. This answer greatly stomped the recesses of his heart.
"You didn't get the wrong check, did you?" cla asked who already looked very dazed at this moment.
"No, Miss." replied the officer with great confidence.
With limp feet, Cla walked gontai near the terrace near the runway of the aircraft. His eyes were empty towards the front. Even his hands were barely strong even though he only carried one phone in his hand.
Standing on the edge of the fence, in front there are many planes with various names that are displayed in the body of the plane. Some are landing, parking, or even ready to take off.
Clarice's eyes were fixed on one of the private planes coming out of her cage. Cla was staring from a very distant position at this moment. But Cla is convinced, it must be a private jet that will take Arsen and his parents to leave Indonesia.
"Arsen?" call Cla down with eyes ready to drop a clear circle.
The girl was just daydreaming in the crowd. Stare at the white private jet that is walking slowly towards the road that will be the point where the pilot takes off.
"Why should we part ways like this?" muttered the girl.
"Sen? Don't you see me here?" ask Cla. "I'm like a madman chasing you all the way here with this look." - softly it sounds so heartbreaking and stifling.
"Sen? Why didn't you tell me love?" tanyanya. "Why?"
Cla's pair of teary eyes had now shed a tear from each eyelid. His gaze was still on the private jet that was now passing in front of him. Even in plain sight, of course their distance was very far. Hundreds of meters even.
"If I hadn't been able to have a relationship in the past, at least I could have promised to be your first love, when my permission to date I got it" she said squeezing the iron fence so tightly.
Wailing, meaningless regrets, and unchangeable destiny enveloped the lonely Clarice amid the hustle and bustle of Soekarno Hatta International Airport.
And the tears that he had been trying not to tear down so hard at last had to fall down and flood the smooth white cheeks. When the private jet wheels of the Wilson family no longer touch the runway.
Until the wheels of the plane get into the cage. And the iron bird is now swooping into the sky horizon which will give way for them to reach New York, America.
"Good bye's... Arsenic... Good bye.." - Cla in the middle of the prank. "Thank you and sorry for your love..."
With shoulders up and down, a chest that blooms, breathing hard and eyes filled with puddles clear, clear water, Cla remained faithful to see the increasingly smaller aircraft and eventually disappeared in the white cloud.
Allow yourself to stay there for a while. Cla is content to witness, remember, and remember this day. The day he got the love he wanted. But everything has to end and do not know how ahead.
Recalling... Arsen completely abandoned all social media at his disposal. Even the chat application can no longer be visited. Automated communication may also be hindered.
With shaky, limp steps and a crumpled face from tears that he had been unable to stop for nearly an hour, the girl finally left the airport feeling empty.
Not only stopped there, when entering his car, the girl again cried sobbing. Weep for the destiny of love that has not yet sided with her. Even after the freedom he got from the family.
"Who am I going to study at Binus, Arsen?" he muttered with a trembling voice.
"I chose that college because of you... Not because of the others." he softened with nafs that are difficult to set.
"Should I say goodbye now?" tanyanya pilu, but the next second the sentence actually makes her tears more rushing.
"I don't want to, Sen...."
Letting himself cry until some, until finally he remembered the words of the Mother...
"Keep in... God's destiny is always better than man's..."
Remembering that sentence, Cla wiped her tears with a tissue. Strengthen the heart not to dissolve in this separation.
"I'm sure God has something better for me!"
The beautiful 18-year-old girl is now driving her car away from the airport. Letting go of Arsen with a big heart, although he knows all this will not be easy for some time to come.
The luxury car is further away from the airport, and looks very small when viewed from the sky, where Arsen is airborne with his family.
...🪴 THE END 🪴...
️: It does not feel we have arrived at the last episode of the novel Love That I Do not Miss. The novel focuses more on forgetting unwanted love.
Like Calina who no longer wants her love for Zio. Then Clarice who no longer wants the love that ever existed for Malvino Lubis.
What about Clarice and Arsen? Will I just get here?
Certainly not, man! Their story will be written using a new title that will premiere on Monday, July 24, 2023. On the same platform and written by the same Author.
If asked why change the title?
Because the story of Clarice and Arsen in the future is not very suitable with the theme and title of this novel yes, Brother. So the author has to create a new title.
Extra Part will air on Wednesday.
But BTW what story will be aired by extra part? Wait, Readers... 😉
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Lovallena & ''S