
The hurt feelings of having to obey the wishes of the mother, as well as the demands of the burden of life that is too large cause the dark side in Nathan to rise. He who was born with the gift of being a woman, but had to change even if he did not want to make her feel very humiliated.
At first he himself was confused, why since childhood must dress like a boy, when in fact he is a girl. However, under the threat of his mother, who said if both can die if until others know the truth, make little Nathan did not dare to do anything.
Sometimes he also wants to play dolls and cook. Shop, and wear a beautiful royal princess dress. Unfortunately all just wishful thinking, he will be hit if until the mother knows her son desperate to buy a female toy.
The older he got, the more Nathan couldn't hold himself back. The feeling of liking men of course, the feeling of being spoiled and wanting to be protected like it should make him try to get closer to Argon as well as Michael. Trying to be a spoiled figure under the affection of the father. It was also able to treat a little of his pain.
Nathan has always been jealous of a beautiful woman with all the accessories attached to her body. Stepping on a teenager, sometimes he secretly buys what he wants. Unfortunately, it cannot be worn.
At its peak, Nathan must accept the fact that his mother turned him into a transgender, fearing that Nathan's growth will change as he gets older and others will discover what the big secret is.
Instead of education as others know it. Nathan was actually sent for the procedure of self-change, while for the academic value that has been shown, comes from a person who always replaces.
All hope was shattered at that moment. Nathan chose to pretend to be stupid, indifferent, and not try not to be interested in the world that Argon and Michael are in.
However, what he experienced was too painful to ignore and that also made him change his mind. Had he been stronger, maybe none of this would have happened to him. Like the right of the older brother who was able to survive under the pressure of Grandma Eli and his mother.
Gradually, he secretly saw how the mother tried to refrain from refuting what Grandma Eli had said. Although, Nathan obviously knew that the mother had always been bullied by the old woman, but Lady could only endure it, given that their grand plan should not fail just by mistake.
Do not want the struggle of the mother who has changed it in vain. After all, he had already become a man completely and could not return, Nathan also chose to take the wrong step by working together, and fully support the path taken by his mother. Even though it means he has to betray himself because unconsciously the affection given by Argon has been embedded in him.
As the saying goes, already wet bitch, better plunge all. There was nothing to lose for Nathan to continue on his mother's path. Seeing the success of their plan was just one step away. Moreover, the humiliation of those around him who considered him a gurgling man, made him hurt.
If Nathan could, he'd like to yell and show them if he was a woman. The instinct of liking feminine things is still attached so closely to him, however he tries to refute all that, whose name human nature certainly cannot be changed.
Nathan was silent, he himself had no idea where his anger was going at the moment. Indeed, he is just a person who is psychologically disturbed because all the burden of life that he bears alone is too heavy. It was also what caused his mentality to be a little disturbed, moreover there was no place for him to complain.
"Eitherway! For sure I will be the only surviving descendant of the Wilson family and enjoy all the luxuries that exist with his power" replied Nathan saying the thing that was always instilled in his mind by his mother.
Laura felt sorry for what Nathan was going through. Of course, how can one change the creation of God just like that, moreover it is something that is not desired by the person himself. Forced at a young age, withstand the pain alone to survive under pressure. Miris is the fate of Nathan.
Laura unknowingly feels her life is luckier than Nathan's. Despite not having a father, at least his mother never forced a will. Even if it is just for cooking, the thing he hates the most.
Transgender people in front of her at this time. I don't know his desperate face looks so clear, forming into a non-human being.
"Stupid. You're still too innocent, which is why you can only accept when your mother orders. The King Master Leader? You'll only be a lonely man after getting all that. Your ambitions are too big Nathan, ah wrong. Should I call you Nathi? I think that name is more suitable for you," said Laura trying to provoke, when in fact in her small heart, she felt quite sorry for her sister.
"Sister-in-law!" With Nathan's wrath approaching Laura, the hand that was originally holding the gun changed to aim a dagger right in front of Laura's chest. However, with the rest of her strength Laura tried to hold him back. "I let you live because I still need your help, Brother-in-law. I thought you were different from them, it was the same. That's upsetting!"
Again the same demonic smile was seen so clearly on Nathan's face. She got deeper and deeper pressing down on her dagger, but Laura still kept trying to hold back. "You know what I learned in Betharia? Without a tongue, you won't be able to tell what you feel to others, and I will take your last life to the King Master's headquarters. That way, they will admit me later. Grab her!" nathan's orders to Nathalie. "Take it in return because I got you out of that place first!"
Nathan drew closer to his dagger, while Laura tried to hold the hand, and Nathalie held the head of Laura who had been moving ever since, even though her condition was already very weak at that time.
However, it seems that Laura's fate does have good luck. A shot from the other direction, making the dagger in Nathan's hand detached until he cursed irritated. "Who would dare mess with me, huh?"
The weak condition made Laura almost lose consciousness. He faintly saw how someone was walking towards them. A figure he was very familiar with, even though his vision was starting to blur. "Catherine," said Laura before finally lying on the floor with a breath of increasingly crowded.
to be Continue...