The Regrets of the Child and Husband
PAS 11

Amar came home with a rumbling chest. Since then he had held back his emotions that almost exploded after reading the message that Aliyah sent. He even ignored Nafisa because his mind was always on Aliyah.

"Mas, masa' is going home anyway? We usually go home a little. It's only 10 o'clock, then go home. We go for a walk, right?" persuade Nafisa while tugging at Amar's arm after the man suddenly invited her home.

"You know for yourself, I'm sick. If not for being at home, I actually do not want to go out. Mas body feels crumpled all. No papa, we're going home now? There will be tomorrow. Tomorrow, if the condition of the body is much better, we will walk again. We'll watch too, how? You want?" persuade Amar.

Nafisa pursed her lips, then nodded. Amar smiled too. He took Nafisa's hand and held it. Nafisa smiled shyly getting sweet treatment from Amar.

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Amar has arrived at his house. All the lights were turned off. When entering the room, again Amar did not find Aliyah. He immediately went to Gaffi's room. Seeing his two sons asleep while hugging Aliyah made him undo the awakening of Aliyah.

Amar melengos went from Gaffi's room to his room. Looking around, it turned out that everything that had been messy had been settled by Aliyah. Amar immediately went into the room and slammed his body into the bed. Given the message that Aliyah sent earlier, Amar was upset again.

In the morning, the house looked so quiet. Not as usual that sounds rowdy because of the actions of Amar and Gaffi. Amar who is rarely at home just feels his ears are averse because of the screams of the two boys especially when fighting over something. That's what makes Amar feel weird. Amar and Nana to wake up late because the atmosphere of the house is too quiet.

"Damn! Where the hell is aliyah? Why don't you wake me up?" rutuk Amar when he saw the clock almost touched at half-eight.

He immediately went into the bathroom. Not until 5 minutes, Amar has come out again with his wet body. Either he really took a shower or just watered his body.

Upon arrival at the edge of the bed, Amar did not find work clothes as usual that had been ready on the edge of the bed. Amar's jaw was hardened. His chest up and down showed that he was really angry.

"Aliyaaah, where are you, huh? Why haven't you prepared my clothes yet?" pekik Amar, but until the second changed to minutes Aliyah never appeared in the room.

"Basic fucking wife. Look out for you!" pekik Amar was upset while kicking the door of the room. Then he immediately went to the closet and picked up the original clothes. He was in a hurry so did not have time to choose which one is right to wear that day.

Just like Amar, Nana also had bad luck that morning. Always relying on Aliyah, making the two men her own club when Aliyah did not wake up and prepare their equipment.

Out of the room, Nana screamed and nagged like a doormat because she was already really late for school. That day, she will participate in a choir race with her friends to represent the school in an event.

"Where are my white socks?" scream Nana. But there was only a silence that ambushed the big enough house. Nana heads to the kitchen to find her mother's whereabouts and drinks the milk Aliyah always prepared for her, but all she sees is silence. Even the dining table looked empty just like last night when Aliyah cleared it.

"Mother where the hell? Ibuu .. "creep Nana again.

"Where is your mother?" amar asked hurriedly while putting a tie around his neck.

"Why?"

"Freaky daddy. Cook maroon shirts, black pants, but yellow ties, not matching very much. Strange" said Nana.

Amar sighed harshly, "it's all because of your mother. Usually at this time we have already left, but let alone leave, already bad luck, clothes have not been prepared. Then where is this? There was no coffee and breakfast for me. Where exactly is your mother?"

"Let me see in Gaffi's room." Nana immediately went to Gaffi's room. Nana's eyes widened when she saw that the mother was still asleep in there. Only his two sisters were awake, but they did not move at all. They seemed to be hugging their sleeping mother.

"Mom, mom, where's Nana's socks?" asked Nana in a slightly loud voice. "Mother, um, mother, Nana, same father has this bad luck? You still feel good to sleep anyway?" said Nana with a pouting face. "Mother ... Cc ... Is this mother deaf or what? Sleep was like kebo," Nana scolded, but Aliyah never opened her eyes.

Shortly thereafter, Amar appeared.

"Your mother ... " Just now he wanted to ask if Nana had managed to find her mother, but suddenly Amar was flabbergasted. Never has the woman who has been his wife for nearly 15 years still slept at this hour.

Instead of being curious about what made Aliyah still fall asleep until the day was near that afternoon, Amar was busy berating Aliyah.

"Heh, lazy woman, wake you up!" shouted Amar. Gaffi and Amri became aghast and hugged his mother's body tightly and cried, but Aliyah never opened her eyes. He still feels right in his position. Instead of wanting to see his children scared, Amar was even more inflamed. "Aliyah, I'm sure, you must be pretending to sleep right? Wake you!" jolt Amar again, but Aliyah seemed deaf, never open her eyes let alone obey the words of Amar. With a feeling of annoyance, Amar then stepped out while slamming the door to make a sound so loud and deafening.

The cries of Amar and Gaffi broke, but Amar did not care. So did Nana, she also immediately passed with irritated lips.

"Well, anterin to school! Nana already has it," said Nana while wearing her shoes with socks yesterday.

"Father can't. Dad is late too. You ride an ojek at the cottage there. Nih, the cost for you," said Amar while thrusting money 5 thousand rupiah in front of him.

"Well, 5 grand is enough, Dad. Where mom still sleeps, don't give me any snacks either. Add dong, Dad!" nana Bujuk.

Amar snorted, then took another 10 thousand from his wallet and gave it to Nana. Nana accepted it with a pouting face. Wanted to ask for more, but his father was gone and out of the house. Nana also came out while stomping her feet.

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