The Regrets of the Child and Husband
PAS 47

Aliyah's vegetables heard the light of the chant of remembrance in her sense of hearing. Making Aliyah who was originally in deep sleep, so instantly blinked her eyes.

The same voice, which he listened to almost every night in his deep sleep. The voice that is now like a melodious humming of his soul.

It was surprising actually because for many years, her husband had never performed midnight worship like this. Plus the chant of dhikr, really Aliyah just knew that her husband's voice was so melodious. Though they have been married for many years, but indeed all this time Amar often neglects his obligations. Especially Sunnah worship like this. Therefore, Aliyah was quite surprised by this unexpected surprise. Her husband ... has completely changed.

In fact, usually she is the one who often perform night prayers, but now it is her husband who does. But after returning from the hospital, he only occasionally performed evening prayers.

Amar had just finished performing a routine worship he had been doing since Aliyah fell ill. After storing the prayer mat and holster and the pecans, he again laid himself beside Aliyah. Aliyah's eyes were closed. He immediately closed his eyes when he saw Amar had finished his worship.

Aliyah could feel a gentle swipe on her head. Also the warm kiss of her husband was on her forehead. Aliyah's heart trembled. Her chest rumbled violently.

Actually Aliyah could see the earnestness of Amar to make up for all his mistakes. Aliyah could see the sincerity and the long lost love coming back between them.

But is it wrong that Aliyah has not been able to forgive the man who holds the title as her husband?

His heart still hurts. Although now it has been slightly disguised by Amar's sincerity in showing his sincerity to change. But it did not immediately make it melt just like that.

There was a great fear still looming over his mind. Moreover, he knew, Amar at that time had put his heart on a woman named Nafisa who was still his co-worker. Somehow their relationship is at the moment. They could still be in touch. He was afraid, when his heart fell again, suddenly a big fact hit the household ark. Maybe if it really happened, then his heart would be completely destroyed unsaved.

"Al, I know you find it hard to forgive me. I'm okay. It's only natural after what I've been doing to you. But one thing you should know, honey, I .. love you very much. And it always will be."

Lirih Amar said that. Really, it made Aliyah's chest shake. It was like Aliyah was scattered into the arms of her old husband that she did not feel warm. But his ego side is still more dominant.

'No, Al. Don't let go quickly. There are still a lot of things that are not clear at this time. Don't let it be because your weak side is making you fall into the same abyss for the second time, ' Inner Aliyah warned herself.

The next day, as usual, Amar will help you bathe Gaffi and Amri. While bi Lela's Amar job came right at 6 and immediately moved to prepare breakfast.

"Al, sorry, I didn't have time to accompany you to breakfast. I had an important meeting this morning. You eat yes, honey. I've asked Bi Lela for Gaffi and Amri's bribes so you don't have to worry" Amar said as he approached Aliyah who had sat first at the dinner table.

Amar seemed to be in a hurry. Because since morning he had to be preoccupied with taking care of his two boys who are active extraordinary. After the two boys had taken a bath, clean, and fragrant, then Amar took a shower and prepared to go to work.

Before leaving, Amar kissed the top of Aliyah's head and forehead. Aliyah wanted to turn her face away, but Amar quickly held her back.

"Don't blow your pretty face, Al. You know, seeing your face is the source of my spirit. Especially if you smile, my day will definitely feel more excited and fun. Fine at home yes. If there's anything or need anything, just tell bi Lela or you can call me. Bye, Love's. Assalamu'alaikum" said Amar lirih.

Pt ...

After saying that, Amar immediately stole a kiss on Aliyah's lips and immediately ran from the front of the wife with a big smile.

Aliyah was repulsed with her husband's unusual attitude. What a significant change. Aliyah barely recognized him.

"Wa'alaikumussalam," he replied slowly after Amar's back had completely disappeared.

With a rumbling chest, Aliyah started to take fried rice for herself. But when he turned his head to the side, Aliyah's eyes widened because she only realized that bi Lela was still there. Bi Lela looked smilingly looking at him. Aliyah could guess that Bi Lela saw what Amar had done to her.

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Amar was on his way to the office. He drove his car with a perfect smile. He really feels happy today. Just because one kiss was able to make her feelings blissful. No need to infuse vitamin C anymore, only need one kiss, it is enough to be a mood booster for him to continue the work of the day.

"Mas Amar" called Nafisa who had blocked Amar's way.

Amar's forehead is wrinkled, what else does she think. Though they had no business anymore, but why did the woman still harass him. It was clear that he no longer wanted to be in contact with the woman. Neither the call nor the message was ever answered. He even blocked his number from contacting her again, but why did he suddenly come to see her like this?

"You? What was? Why meet me? Aren't we no more business?" ketus Amar with a flat and cold expression.

"Mas, Mas Amar is still mad at me?" tanya Nafisa is sad and soft.

"angry? Wh-wh-what for? For all your cheating at that time? I wasn't angry because I was stupid. It could have been ripped off by a female fox like you, "sneedy Amar made Nafisa's eyes growl.

"Mas, why are you saying that? I told you, I had to. I ... I was forced to do that. He threatened to hurt me. Therefore, I had to help him steal your files and files," said Nafisa who still cheated lying.

"You think I believe? Never mind. Forgetit. Assume we don't know each other. Don't ever see me again."

Amar wanted to continue his steps by shifting his footsteps to the side, but Nafisa again confronted him.

"Mas, why are you being like this? Does our closeness mean nothing to you?" lirih Nafisa's.

Amar let out a sigh of annoyance. He arrived early because there was something he had to do before the meeting started. He was even willing to skip his breakfast with Aliyah in order to finish his work, but the arrival of Nafisa actually made his time wasted.

"Nothing" replied Amar firmly. "You better get out of the way. I have a lot of work" he added coldly.

"But I still want to talk to you."

"There's nothing more we need to talk about. Suppose we never know each other" said Amar with cold eyes.

Then he continued his steps. Nafisa again wanted to block Amar's steps, but Amar just passed Nafisa just like that. No matter how he hit Nafisa's shoulder, she almost fell. He must avoid the parasitic woman.

"Mas, Mas Amar, Mas Amar don't go. Mas Amar ... "

"Stop interrupting my life, Nafisa! Remember, I'm married. Aren't you ashamed to bother a married man like me?" amar growled because Nafisa kept bothering him. Even Nafisa pulled her arm. But Amar quickly threw out that hand.

"You're married, but what's wrong with saying I love you? I love you, Mas. Please forgive my mistake, Mom. Let's start all over again Don't you love your wife no more" Nafisa said without any shame.

Amar's eyes are round. Jaw hardens.

"Quick get out of here before I have the security guards drag you out of here!" firmly Amar made Nafisa widen her eyes. Slowly the eyes of the dewy Nafisa. He cried sobbing. "And listen to this well, I love my wife and will still love my wife. Remember that! So don't try to bother me again because I'll never want to be with a girl like you!"

After saying that, Amar immediately entered to coincide with the open glass door. Nafisa wanted to chase in, but the door immediately closed back. Nafisa clucked in annoyance. I wanted to catch up, but Amar got into the elevator first.

Nafisa was forced to go home empty-handed. He was upset half to death because he did not manage to convince Amar this time.

"You think I'm gonna stop here? No. gabe. I'll definitely get you," chuckled Nafisa who wasn't willing to give up.

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