The Regrets of the Child and Husband
PAS 20

"Where is the tumben diem here? No gathering with other people.

Nana's homeroom teacher, Aileena.

Nana who had laid her head on the table with both hands folded and raised her head.

"Ah, mother, no ma'am. Just want to be here."

"Why? Is your face so gloomy? You staying up late?" keka Aileena who was already sitting on the bench beside Nana. He suspected Nana was staying up late because Nana's eye circumference looked blackened.

Nana nodded, saying.

"You go to school, Na, why stay up? You will not be able to concentrate on learning. What are you staying up late for? Watching?"

Nana shook her head, "no, Mom. Nana's mother is sick. My mother was unconscious and was taken to the hospital. I take care of mom so Nana take care of me. Adek-adek nangis continue to nyariin mother so Nana can not sleep," he said sad.

Aileena gasped to hear the disciple's words. Guilt immediately hit Aileena because she once reminded Nana to be kind to her mother before she regretted. And now ... as if what he said was immediately afflicted, Nana's mother was sick to make the teenage girl look gloomy.

"What is my mother sick?"

"Nana don't know, Mom. Maybe it's a punishment for Nana for always being against mom. Nana never helped mom clean up the same take care of sister. Nana always makes mom squeamish and disappointed. Nana niesel, Mom. Nana wants me to heal. But I don't think I'm sorry about Nana and Dad. Mom is not awake. Nana doesn't want to lose her mom, Mom. Nana how is it going?" ask Nana lirih. Even his cheeks had been wet with the endless roar of tears pouring out.

Aileena's chest instantly tightened. His heart is like a squeeze.

Aileena hugged Nana and rubbed her back.

"Mom doesn't know how to get Nana's mom to wake up. But one thing is for sure, Nana do not forget to pray. Pray in earnest. Ask God for forgiveness. Pray for the mother to be given healing. Believe and believe, the prayer of a child who is full of sincerity God will hear. Never despair, son. Mother will also pray for your mother to be given healing and health as usual."

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"Dad, climb up the table."

"Dad, I swear by the water."

"Dad, I'm getting a toy."

"Dad, play soap in the bathroom."

"Dad ... "

"Dad ... "

"Dad ... "

Gaffi has been screaming since he came home from the hospital. Whether it was a complaining cry or a shout because the sister shouldered it with whatever she was holding.

Amar to ache at once dizzy himself heard it. It turned out that his youngest son had incredible stamina. As if nothing tired made him completely exhausted.

"Amri, dong already, I'm tired! Look, the house is a mess all because of you," sigh Amar pening himself saw almost every corner of the house scattered his toys and all the objects he played. But his name is also a 2-year-old boy, which can be banned. He laughed as if there were no burdens in life.

Amar who saw it had no power to smile. At least, there are those who strengthen when he is not okay.

Nana actually went home from school. But because of sleep deprivation last night, so this afternoon he was very sleepy. Amar told his daughter to sleep. While he accompanied Gaffi and Amri. They also had lunch. Amar bought his children fried chicken rice which was sold not far from their residence. As for himself, Amar bought 2 packs of instant noodles.

His name is also children. Almost all children love the instant food seasoning so when he saw Amar eating instant noodles, his children were immediately interested. But they dare not ask. They just continue to pay attention to the father's noodles until finally Amar realizes that his children want to ask for his noodles so Amar also share them. As a result, this afternoon Amar was starving. But he prefers to hold his hunger because he still has another task, which is to bathe his children.

Byurrrs ...

Byurrrs ...

Byurrrs ...

There was water splashing in the bathroom. After a few days of just being sad-faced, Gaffi was already able to play with his sister. Slowly, Amar only realized that it was difficult to take care of his children. Now only, Amar deliberately let his children play water so that he can clean his house.

Amar closed his eyes. Slowly but surely, those regrets bombarded him.

"It seems like the punishment I deserve for ignoring you."

Gaffi and Amri had just finished their bath. They are now wearing Amar's assisted clothing. When it was finished, there was the sound of the door being knocked from outside. Amar immediately opened the door and he found Nafisa at the door of his house.

"Assalamualaikum, Mas," said Nafisa while smiling widely.

"Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. You Sa, I thought you were just kidding me if you wanted to help me" Amar said, inviting Nafisa in.

"No. I seriously. Wow, you've taken a shower on your kids?"

Amar nodded. Then Nafisa also immediately approached Gaffi and Amri who was in hiding behind Amar.

"Eh ... "

"It seems they are still afraid. They are always at home so like to be afraid to meet new people" explained Amar. "Gaffi, Amri, knows, this is Aunt Nafisa, father's friend. Salaman!" amar said, but the two boys shook firmly.

"Right ... "

"Udah, don't need to be forced. They will eventually melt themselves. Are you going to the hospital, Mom?"

Amar watched his two children then nodded towards Nafisa.

"Yes, this afternoon I want to see the doctor who treated Aliyah. He said Aliyah's observation was out. The appointment is about an hour away."

"Yes, you go. Let me be here. But later I borrow your wife's shirt, Mas make a copy. I'm going straight from the office so don't bring a copy."

Amar was silent for a moment. Actually he did not want anyone to disturb his wife's belongings, but if he did not lend what about Nafisa. He was kind enough to help her take care of her children. With a force, Amar nodded.

"You'll ask the same, Nana. He's still asleep. Then I'll get ready first."

Then Amar turned to his two children, "Gaffi with Amri in the same house as Auntie Fisa first yes. I want to see mom."

"Mother ... "

"Mrs ... "

Both children were sad.

"Don't be naughty! Dengerin said Aunt Fisa."

The two children glanced timidly.

"Dad, come along" said the two children.

Amar shook his head, "can't. You guys wait for mom at home. Then, father left," said Amar while rubbing the tops of the two children's heads alternately. "Fisa, I'm picking up the kids. I already bought fried chicken for their dinner. It's in the fridge. Thank you for helping me."

"What the hell is that? No need to be confused. Like anyone," said Nafisa a little spoiled. He behaves like a wife to his husband. But Amar did not respond so much because his mind at this time was only the wife.

"Dad, come, dad, ikuuut. Well, followtt, ayaaaah .. " cried Gaffi and Amri alternately. They screamed while crying incessantly. Nafisa who tried to silence him until upset herself because the two boys seemed to care for the ears and constantly shouted the name of the father.

Furious the two children did not want to obey, then Nafisa also yelled at them while reaching out to her second ear. Nana who was surprised to hear the cries of her two sisters then immediately jumped from the bed. His eyes widened when he found Nafisa was scolding his two younger siblings.

"Be quiet you two! You brat! Feel this!"

"Aunty, aunt what the fuck? Why the anger and jewer Nana's sisters, huh?" yelled Nana who was already standing behind her sisters with a red face extinguished in anger.

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