The Regrets of the Child and Husband
PAS 17

As it had fallen, stricken by the stairs, this was what Amar felt at this time. When Aliyah was helplessly sprawled with various hoses on her body, her boss contacted her asking for a report that she had actually been working on but suddenly disappeared, and now Gaffi is experiencing high heat to almost convulsions.

Amar was worried. Not to mention after the death of his neighbor, Amri again roared looking for his mother. Plus the clockwork was already showing almost noon but they had not eaten at all making Amar dizzy seven circumference.

"Na, can you cook? Minimal cooking rice equal fried eggs. The cooking is also easy, just enter into the rice cooker so the rice continues to fry eggs. So if you can't go home, you can cook and eat" Amar told Nana.

He was sitting while massaging the base of his nose. Though he promised to go home for a while to the nurse that he tipped Aliyah, but already 3 hours he had not returned to the hospital.

Nana poked her lips, "Nana can't, Dad. I don't know how to cook rice. Moreover, the rice cooker gun, Nana can not. If fried eggs, Nana is afraid of burning the same oil."

Just sober Amar stopped his activities massaging the base of his nose.

"Can't you really cook rice?" ask Amar to make sure.

Nana also nodded.

"Have you never seen me cook rice?"

Nana shook her head again. She never noticed how her mother cooked. Every mother cooks, surely Nana will choose to enter the room and lock it so that her mother does not ask for help or ask her to take care of her sisters.

"Oh my goodness, Nana. You are already 8th grade, where girls too, should be of such age can cook. Minimal cooking rice equal fried eggs. The cooking period is trivial like it can't," said Amar annoyed to know his daughter can't do anything.

But how else, indeed all this time Nana never paid attention let alone help Aliyah at all. If Aliyah asked for her help just a little, Nana would have chosen to run away or pretend not to know.

Seeing Nana not respond at all makes Amar upset.

"But cooking noodles can't you?"

Nana nodded. If cooking noodles can. It could also be because he had cooked noodles with his friend.

Amar took a long breath.

"Let's buy you a side dish for lunch. Keep the rest in the fridge for dinner. I'll buy a lot of his rice too. I'll buy noodles too. So if you're hungry again, you can cook noodles."

"But yeah, if you haven't woken up yet, how's Nana's school?"

Amar let out a long sigh, "we'll see tomorrow. Dad was confused too. Dad has to work too. But what about your mother and sisters?"

"Dad ... Mfa ... Helga ... Helga ... Helga ... " Amri's cries again for the umpteenth time. There was a rough sigh coming from Amar's lips. Inevitably, Amar finally went to silence Amri who was crying.

After Amri calmed down and made sure Gaffi ate and took medicine, Amar immediately returned to the hospital. But before that, he stopped by the office first to pick up a report and hand it over to his superior.

"Heh loe, bro, why just came?" reprimand Budi when he saw the arrival of Amar who was in a hurry.

"My wife is sick" replied Amar briefly. He immediately headed to his desk to look for the report he made last afternoon.

"Tumben bini sick loe not working. Spoiled very bini loe, bro. Just why the hell? It also healed itself. Also, because you did not come, the boss became angry is not clear" said Budi.

I don't know why, if Budi usually talks about his wife he is ordinary, but different this time. He was suddenly upset by Budi's words. Moreover, he gave his wife spoiled and should he just stay. Amar is unaware that Budi is a toxic friend. Unknowingly, since befriending Budi, his household became chaotic because Budi often doctrinates Amar to do something outside his habits. Even because of Budi, he became increasingly indifferent to his family.

"Loe if you don't know anything mending diem," jolted Amar annoyed. He was upset that he did not find his report.

Budi and some employees there to the surprise of seeing Amar form Budi. Though usually they are without familiar but this time it is different.

Just now Budi wants to chimed in but Amer has already moved into the room of his boss.

"What are you here for?" ask the superiors of Amar flat.

"Sir, I just want to say that yesterday I actually made the report and put it in my desk drawer. But somehow, the report suddenly disappeared," said Amar honestly.

"Not lie. If there was, it would have been the report on my desk since. I've asked others to look, but nothing. No need to be kink. If you haven't done it, be honest."

"no need. I don't need any more."

Obviously Amar was suddenly confused, why such an important file could no longer be needed.

"You're confused why I don't need it anymore?" ask the boss to Amar. Amar nodded. "Because I've asked Budi to make it a new one."

Astounded. Amar was obviously surprised. Why was his job given to Budi?

"But sir, is that my job?"

"I have to wait until when? You think my job is just that-that's it? Don't you understand that each division is interconnected with each other. If one does not function as it should, it will affect the other division. You want to destroy my company, huh?"

Amar looked down inside. There was no intention of doing that.

"Sorry, sir. I know I'm wrong."

Eventually, rather than his boss getting angry, Amar chose to apologize.

"Then, excuse me, sir. Sorry, I can't work today because my wife is in a critical hospital."

After asking for permission, Amar returned to the hospital. Upon arrival at the hospital, it turned out that the doctor who handled Aliyah had been waiting for her arrival.

"There's something I want to tell you about your wife's condition" the doctor said.

Seeing the doctor's expression, Amar's heart beat fast.

"What's wrong with my wife, doc? She's okay, right?" ask Amar worried.

Unfortunately the doctor shook his head to make Amar's heart more uncontrollable.

"Your wife ... comma."

Duars ...

The world of Amar seemed to stop for a moment. He did not expect the consequences of his actions until he made Aliyah into a coma like this. Guilt made him daze on his own.

"There's worse news."

Hearing the doctor's words, even more make Amar afraid.

"After a CT scan, we found something unexpected. This is also what most likely makes your wife's condition worse." Amar continued to put on the ears with a feeling of anxiety.

"W-What's wrong with my wife, doc?" ask Amar nervously.

"From the results of the CT scan, we found that your wife has advanced brain cancer" said the doctor.

Ghengt ...

Like lightning in broad daylight, Amar was completely shocked.

"W-what, doc? My wife ... "

"Yes, sir. Therefore, we ask for your consent to make further observations. Somehow, I feel that your wife not only has advanced cancer, but there are other diseases. Seen from swollen hands and feet. Usually it is related to diseases in the kidneys. Hopefully this is just my guess. Therefore, we ask for your consent to conduct a thorough examination to confirm it."

Confused, surprised, upset, worried, scared, all the flavors mixed into one. Amar was too ignorant with his wife and children. Even when Aliyah complained of pain, Amar never cared. As if a load of thousands of tons fell right on his head, Amar was completely confused. Why had he never thought that far about his wife's complaint? If his wife really has various diseases, how cruel is she because she has always ignored Aliyah all this time?

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