The Regrets of the Child and Husband
PAS 22

After Nafisa's departure, Nana immediately brought her sisters to the room. His two younger siblings are still so happy. Nana's eyes are glazed. Only a few days his mother was not there, the house had felt so empty. There is no happiness. There are tears and sadness.

Slowly, the tears rolled down Nana's white cheeks. The girl was crying in silence. His heart was so sore that he saw his sister slowly closing her eyes. It seemed like they were completely exhausted from crying until they finally fell asleep.

After her two sisters fell asleep, Nana shuffled to the floor. Slowly, her crying broke out. Regret for regret bombarded his mind. Guilt seemed to grip his heart until it felt so stifling. Nana almost had trouble breathing because of guilt for her mother. How bad he has been all this time. He was not only a dissident, never wanted to help ease the work of the mother, did not want to help take care of his younger siblings, always debated, and spoke ketus, he said, but it also blatantly compares the mother to another woman whom he considers more everything than the mother.

But now, he finally knew what the true nature of the woman he had once been proud of was. He was very sorry to have hurt his mother with his words.

"Mom, sorry, Nana, Mom. Sorry, Nana. Nana please, forgive Nana. Don't stay in Nana. Nana please," said Nana who was touched by regret. Such is regret, always present later.

With a whim, Nana picks up the phone and tries to contact her father to tell Nafisa's behavior to her father. But until the fifth call, the father did not lift his call. My father's number is busy. Nana could only sigh long.

Meanwhile, when Nana tried to contact the father, it turned out that the father had been contacted first by Nafisa. He said nothing about Nana to his father.

"Where is it so different, Mom? Masa' he catusin I that. That's not it, he got angry with me and worst of all, he kicked me out of your house. Though my intention is good to help take care of his sisters, but his attitude is even that," Nafisa argued with a sad tone. Sometimes he sniffles. Fake stuff for sure. The goal of course is for Amar to trust him more. Nafisa sure, surely Nana will complain about herself to Amar. So before that happened, Nafisa also moved first. He was sure that Nana would not contact Amar first because she had to silence her sisters who were still crying.

"really? But hasn't Nana been so good with you? Honestly, I was surprised that he could be that close to you" said Amar. If so, why did Nana suddenly change like that? Someone must be behind it, right? It was impossible for someone who was originally close, to suddenly so step away and act the opposite way around like that.

"Well, that's what I'm curious about, too. Does no one influence him, huh, Mas? Strange to know? Or maybe she's afraid I'm replacing her mother?"

Amar instantly flinched. He did not expect Nafisa to ask such a question. Amar recalled the change in Aliyah's attitude a few weeks ago. It all started with his words about Nafisa. It seemed like her words back then had really hurt Aliyah. And the peak was a few days ago so that made Aliyah decide to give up.

Not giving up on their relationship, but giving up on life. It seemed, what he had been doing all this time had really hurt Aliyah's soul and body. Until finally Aliyah chose to give up and did not want to return to life.

"Mas ... "

"Mas Amar ... "

Amar flinched when he realized his call and Nafisa was still connected. At the same time a nurse called Amar's name to immediately enter the doctor's room.

"Sorry Sa, I closed the call first. My name has been called" said Amar. Without waiting for a response from Nafisa, Amar immediately closed the call.

In the doctor's office.

"The results of Aliyah's mother's observation have come out and the results are completely unexpected." The doctor removed his glasses, then massaged a glimpse of the base of his nose. The doctor's gait obviously made Amar worried. He can read from the movement of the doctor if the observation stated that Aliyah was not okay.

Well, even though Aliyah was in a bad state right now, but it seemed that the observations showed something more severe than they knew.

The doctor again put on his glasses.bThen he again read the contents of the observation.

"According to the results of observation, you can be sure your wife in addition to suffering from advanced brain cancer, she also has chronic stomach acid and also kidney failure."

Amar jerked great.

How has Aliyah been hiding her illness all this time? From the words of the doctor, he can understand that this is not only a symptom, but has become a disease that has been in the body of the wife since when it began to exist.

How could Aliyah survive that long with three kinds of diseases that could at any time take her life?

How could Aliyah continue to remain silent when the disease continued to gnaw her body until now ended up losing consciousness like this?

"Norris ... "

"Norris ... "

"Norris ... "

The name is increasingly echoing in Amar's brain as the emergence of all the rage of memory of the evil so far on Aliyah.

"How did that happen, doc?"

Amar did not think, why the disease can appear in the body of the wife?

"Gastric acid itself appears due to irregular eating habits. As per the results of the examination, it seems that your wife does often miss her meal. As a result, your wife's stomach acid is getting worse and worse. Moreover, your wife has never done the examination and treatment. He only consumes stalls and drugs without a doctor's prescription. So are the headaches that he often feels. Your wife takes too many drugs without clear rules. Though stalls and drugs without a doctor's prescription can only be consumed in a certain period of time. If the pain continues, it is expected to be checked by a doctor. But your wife didn't do it. He actually increased the dose and changed the type of medicine, hoping that the pain he felt could soon disappear, without he knowing he was actually growing other diseases in his body. And yes, eventually your wife has kidney failure. This disease arises due to the habit of your wife who takes drugs without a doctor's prescription or consultation in advance in excess and beyond the threshold. It is unfortunate that you as a husband just let this habit," said the doctor at once regretting the attitude of Amar who he believed was indifferent to the habit of Aliyah.

Amar was glued in silence. He was often caught Aliyah taking these drugs excessively. But he kept quiet and thought it was normal. This is not Aliyah's fault. It's his own fault for underestimating Aliyah's disease.

Aliyah once asked to be taken to the doctor, but she actually underestimated it. While for self-medication, Aliyah thought about her children. Who will take care of his children during his treatment. To be invited also feels impossible. Moreover, if the treatment does not use payments independently, usually the service is a little slow because it must queue not a little. Therefore, after getting rejection from Amar, Aliyah also no longer care about her health. As people say, a mother must be strong, must be tough, no matter what the pain, she must remain strong. But unfortunately, the strength and toughness immediately collapsed when he found out the husband had another dream woman.

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