The Regrets of the Child and Husband
PAS 48

As he said, Nafisa came back to Amar's office in the afternoon. Amar was really annoyed to see Nafisa who again came to see him. Amar had driven the woman away, but she felt no shame. Perhaps indeed the shame has been eroded without leaving even a little.

"Mas Amar" called Nafisa again who was standing next to Amar's car. Though Amar deliberately went home early so that he could help take care of his son and wife, but when he arrived in the basement of his office building, it turns out that there was Nafisa standing next to his car.

Yes, during this month Amar asked permission to go home early. Amar has explained the condition of his wife to the superior. Mr. Tommy initially objected, but Amat promised to continue to carry out his duties and responsibilities well. Eventually, Tommy agreed to his request.

Then when he was in a hurry to go home, suddenly the parasitic man had been standing next to his car with a clear look. In the past, before he realized and knew the rottenness of Breath, maybe he would immediately melt when he saw the transparent look of it. But now it's not. He was really sick of seeing it.

"What else do you want? I told you, go and get away from me. We have no more business at all. Are you deaf or what?" furious Amar. Even so upset, he also said harshly to Nafisa. No matter if the woman will be offended or hurt because Amar is already upset. "Surge! I want to go in," he exasperated with glaring eyes.

"Mas, please, just give me a minute to talk. Please, just for a second. I want to talk to you," said Nafisa not caring about Amar's rejection of her.

"NAFISA, I AFFIRM ONCE AGAIN, I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE, UNDERSTAND? GET AWAY BEFORE I DRAG YOU OUT OF HERE MYSELF!" jolt Amar was really angry.

Nafisa to the point of being surprised to hear the snapping that was like the roar of the lion. He had never seen this side of Amar. During his time with Amar, Nafisa always saw the gentle and attentive side of Amar. Therefore, he was really surprised by Amar's attitude which was really unexpected.

"Mas, I beg you, I'm sorry. Please, don't be like this. We never got close to each other. Do you know, because our closeness has fostered a sense of love in this heart for you. I really love you, Mom. Please give me a chance to make amends. Let me get back as close to you as I used to be. I'm sure you have the same taste as me, don't you? I'm sure our closeness all along has fostered a sense of love in your heart for me. But because of my mistake, you get angry. Please forgive me, my mother. I'm sorry," said Nafisa who had sobbed.

Amar cursed in his heart. He was really upset about dealing with that woman. Amar glanced at the clockwork on his wrist and exhaled a rough breath.

"Listen, we were close, but now I realize, it's wrong. That was a mistake. I am so sorry to be close to you. To the point that I hurt my own wife. We were once close, but I realized that I never had a taste like you said before. Let's just say it's my stupidity that has opened a gap for an affair. But I'm grateful, I didn't get to that stage. So please don't ever see me again. There is a heart I must take care of. I love my wife and children. Because of what I did, I almost lost the people I loved. I don't want to repeat the same mistake, so please .. please do not disturb my life again" said Amar full of seriousness.

Even Amar cupped his palms in front of his chest. It shows that he really does not want to deal with the woman anymore. But his name is Nafisa, still never give up.

"Mas, it's not love, it's just guilt. Didn't mas himself say he was bored and fed up with Mas's shabby wife and her work was not dirty."

Reminded of what he had said to Nafisa, he clenched his hands together. He was angry at himself, how could he vilify his own wife in front of other women.

'You really are a jerk, Amar. Indeed, you do not deserve to get an apology from Aliyah because what you did was very outrageous. Although you did not fall into an affair, you yourself have opened the gap. Had Aliyah not fallen ill, you would have made mistakes and hurt Aliyah. O Allah, I beg you, forgive me my sins. Verily you are forgiving for sins.'

"I do feel guilty for Aliyah, but that doesn't mean what I feel is just guilt. I realized, I was wrong to have him. But now that I realize, he's actually too perfect for me. I was stupid almost too late to realize it. I realize I can't live without my wife. So again I beg you, please .. please get away from my life because I don't want to deal with you anymore."

Nafisa swore annoyed at the difficulty of conquering Amar. He thought after his closeness all this time, he would easily melt Amar's heart. But the reality did not match expectations, Amar turned out to have built a high wall that made it difficult to re-enter his life.

"Damn. Fuckabkk. Why is it so hard?"

Nafisa was really upset at this moment. The unceasing ringing of her phone rang made Nafisa even more upset.

"What?" ketus Nafisa when the call he raised.

"What are you so rude about, honey? Any issues?" ask the man who contacted her.

"No need to go. Tell me what's going on? My head is dizzy again."

There was an annoyed grunt from across there, "i was in your contract since morning. Why don't you exist? Where're you?" cecar Budi's.

"Not much to ask. Where is my business" said Nafisa.

"Okay, that's your business. But there's something I have to ask again and it's my business anyway. I found a test pact in the trash, to be honest with me, are you pregnant?"

Degh ...

Though Nafisa intends to hide this from Budi. Although he was very sure that the child he was carrying was the seed of Budi, but somehow he did not intend at all to hold the man to account. On the contrary, he imagined he could marry Amar. According to him, Amar would be the perfect husband if he managed to marry her. Not only was his face handsome, but Amar was also a considerate, clever, and most importantly well-established man. Therefore, as much as possible he wanted to approach Amar again and trap him to want to be responsible for the baby he was carrying.

"That's .. not mine," said Nafisa in the end.

Budi's forehead creased deeply, "not yours? How could? I found this in the bathroom trash can in your rented. There's no way your neighbor would throw this in your bathroom trash."

"Yes it's impossible. Because it's my cousin's. Last night my cousin stayed in my contract . Because she's been nauseous for a week, so I recommend a pregnancy test and it turns out she's pregnant. So he threw out the test pact because he wanted to check directly with an obstetrician to make sure. How, are you satisfied with my answer? I'm closing yes!"Nafisa keeps on twitching. She was indeed a mistress of Budi, but never terbesit at least in his mind who became the wife of his lover.

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