The Regrets of the Child and Husband
PASS 4

Every woman wants to have a happy and happy family. Keep loving each other until life is separated from the body. In fact, no family is always happy. Arguments and arguments are common in households. Think of it as a flavoring spice, making our household taste more diverse.

So is the Aliyah principle. He hoped that this marriage would last until life separated from the body. He only wanted to marry once in a lifetime. He realized that there is no perfect home.

His duties and role as a mother and wife are as good as possible. Although lately, it is only bitter taste that colors the household.

..."O Allah, O my Lord, I beg you, always take care of the integrity of my household. Make the children slaves of the righteous and devout children. And always protect your husband and children wherever they are....

...Rabbana dzhalamnaa anfusanaa wa-inlamtaghfir lana watarhamnaa lanakuunanna minal khaasiriin...

...Rabbighfirli waliwalidayya warhamhuma kamaa rabbayani saghira...

...Rabbana atina fiddunya hasanah wa fil endoti hasanah waqina ‘adzabannar...

...Subhana robbika robbil izzati amma yasifun. Wasalamun alal mursalin wal hamdulillahi rabbil 'alamin."...

Such is the prayer that Aliyah often chanted after she faced the creator. Expect one of the many prayers that he offered by Allah SWT.

After doing her night worship, Aliyah took off her face and returned to wearing a hijab that she often wears at home lately. If he used to only wear it while traveling, but now, for some reason, he wears it more often even though he is inside the house.

After the evening prayer, Aliyah sat on the edge of the bed. Staring in the husband who closed his eyes. Aliyah let out a long breath. Then massage his pain-pulsing temples.

With a gontai move, Aliyah headed for the medicine storage. He was looking for drugs that he often consumed during headaches. But after a while of searching, it turned out that he did not find the cure at all.

Only the headache medication is in the shop. Yes, only the drug that Aliyah can buy with financial limitations that she must arrange in such a way as to be enough until the time.

While enduring the headache, Aliyah was about to go to her room, but suddenly she heard Amri's cry from Gaffi's room. Yeah, Amri fell asleep last night in Gaffi's room so he didn't move her to their room. Aliyah rushed to Gaffi's room. It turned out that Amri was crying with his eyes closed. But her crying sounded heartbreaking.

Aliyah was approaching. When he touched Amri's skin, Aliyah flinched. It turns out Amri was hit by a high fever.

Aliyah immediately took Amri to her carrier. Overwhelmed by the 2-year-old boy patiently until finally he returned to sleep soundly. But when Aliyah was about to lay him back, suddenly Amri again cried loudly. In a panic Aliyah returned to hold Amri. He was worried that Amar was awake and angry as usual.

And sure enough, before long Amar came out of the room with a hardened jaw.

"You can handle a kid, right? I'm tired. Need sleep. I have to work again tomorrow. You don't know how tired it is to find money? If I'm sleep deprived, how can I concentrate on working, huh?" jolt Amar with his face.

"Sorry Mas, Amri fever so a bit fussy," said Aliyah while grimacing. His head was throbbing pain, plus Amri's shrill cry and Amar's jolt made the pain in his head increasingly become.

"Alas. Hurry up, tell him to shut up. I'm going to bed. Just be careful if it's still crying."

After saying that, Amar went back to their room.

Slowly Amri was silent and fell asleep again. But Aliyah did not dare to lay him down again. He chose to sit while holding Amri so that the toddler did not wake up again.

In the morning, Aliyah was bad luck. Even Aliyah missed dawn. Because all night Aliyah had trouble sleeping and just closed her eyes before dawn, as a result, all too bad luck.

"Noritasha ... "

"Ibuuuu ... "

Shouted Amar and Nana at the same time. The day had already shown almost 7, while Amar had to arrive at the office at 7:30, as well as Nana who had to arrive at school before 7:30.

Aliyah, who had just woken up, felt the pain in her head becoming more and more due to Amar's thunderous voice. Then Nana followed along to spill her frustration on the mother.

"Mother, how is this mother? Did you know I was leaving at 7, if I was late how? Why don't you wake me up?"

"Mom's head hurts. I couldn't sleep all night. Amri also had a high fever overnight, which is why my mother oversleeps. Not intentionally," said Aliyah lirih. Aliyah's energy seemed to be drained out making her so limp.

"Have a reason! Quickly prepare my clothes. Just be careful if I get late to the office."

Aliyah could only let out a long sigh while rubbing her chest hoping to be given patience from the power.

"Mother, where's the breakfast? I'm laper?" nana asked upon arrival in the kitchen to find nothing.

"I'm sorry, I didn't have time to make breakfast. Mom's head is dizzy."

"Ck, mom, I'm a laper. Yes, ask for extra money so I can buy breakfast at school."

"Na, you have been given pocket money, you should be able to set and set aside. So if you do not have time to cook like this, you can buy breakfast outside. I don't have any more money to give you extra pocket money."

Nana glared dislikes, "Mom, snacks now are expensive. This is a mediocre time for snacks to rest, time' for breakfast must use the money as well, yes where enough."

"Na, learn to skimp. I know everything is now expensive, but that doesn't mean that 20 thousand dollars you should always spend in one day."

"Mom can do math, right? For the cost of gojek aja pp 10rb, continue to 10 thousand snacks, even then it is not enough ma'am. Meatballs are the cheapest bowl 15 thousand. Shame on me Bu diliatin temen-temen jajan it-that's all. Fry it again, instant noodles again. If you want meatballs, surely wait for someone who is kind to want to addin. Or not, wait if you want anther school so you can save 5 thousand," the rebuttal continues with a pouting face. Seeing her mother just looking at her flat, Nana just left from there.

"Dad, I'm coming!" nana shouted as she exited the room.

"Ck, I'm almost too late. You ride an ordinary kayak ojek," declined Amar.

"But Dad, the money wants me to buy breakfast. Anterin dimh Well, let's go for a minute."

Amar clucked, "yes, yes. But I'm going somewhere first."

Nana exclaimed cheerfully while nodding in agreement.

Aliyah approached while handing over a cup of coffee. Fortunately, Amri can already lay it on the mattress, if not, Aliyah will definitely have difficulty when brewing coffee.

"Sorry Mas, there is no breakfast this morning" said Aliyah. Amar snorted while grabbing coffee at the Aliyah hold.

"Eat him, don't wake up. Look, because you're all fucked up," delik Amar. He then inhaled a little coffee and returned it to Aliyah.

After that, Amar immediately walked to his car. Before leaving, Aliyah took the time to greet Amar's hand with reverence. Gaffi just woke up. Similarly, Nana who shines the hand of the mother even though with the face bent sour. After that, Amar immediately drove his car to a place that was not far from Nana's school.

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