
“Mas Aidan .. kangen Papah, isn't it? Papah kangen very much the same Mas.” Kalandra immediately approached Aidan who was busy pulling every strand of dried tissue from his box. The boy had made his bed full of tissues.
Arum who was focused on taking notes in the notebook gradually looked at Kalandra who did not approach her at all. “Tumben I'm called?” ogre. But after seeing the contents of Aidan's bed full of tissue, he immediately panicked. “That's forgetfulness, but harvest for Mas Aidan. Yes Alloh .. but this is the responsibility to stay a little more. How come I'm a pikkun, huh?”
Kalandra who had been carrying Aidan and her lips were still attached to the boy's left cheek, reflexively turned her head then looked at the wife. He then approached Arum. His lips, which were originally stuck to Aidan's left cheek, gradually moved to Arum's forehead.
“Kok Mas sad so? Mas there is a problem, does it hurt?” Arum immediately left behind his pen and his writing book. She checked her husband's body temperature, felt the man's neck. This time there was nothing more important than her husband's health. Including also, the note on the nightstand that he immediately left.
Calandra body temperature is warm, in addition to the head of Kalandra which is also wet. Therefore, Arum deliberately took a towel from the closet next door and then used it to dry her husband's head. Not usually Kalandra so, plus Kalandra which this time looks very upset. As if there is indeed a heavy problem that is very disturbing feelings, and also becomes a burden of mind itself.
“Sit,” lirih Arum led Kalandra to sit on the bedside. Because if the man stood still, he could not dry the head of Kalandra freely.
Kalandra who finally sat down following Arum's lead, said, “I'm upset .. I'm jealous, Yang.” He continued to carry Aidan who is now busy tearing a piece of tissue carried away. “It feels more upset than a girlfriend in a new gebetan.”
“Ya already, let's tell Mas,” reply Arum so worried especially during together, let alone look upset, just complain Kalandra never.
Kalandra's slowly wet vibrating gaze. Simultaneously, Kalandra gradually lowered her head, letting her lips land on Aidan's crown. “Not great if Aidan is female, and fitting ijab kabul is not me who is his guardian. I could, I cried until I fainted.”
The world of an Arum seemed to rotate more slowly just because he heard Kalandra's words just now. Arum reflex stops her busyness in drying her husband's head. Then, his two hands that became heavy, gradually framed Kalandra's face. Her husband had already cried. A very sad reality for Arum. Only then did Arum realize that there would still be gaps filled by wounds over their relationship. Like, their relationship is like a pazzel that even though it has been filled by every part, there are still gaps that look at once feel very real. And Arum believes that this fact not only hurt Kalandra, but also Aidan when the boy grows up and begins to understand.
“I'm jealous because you said, this afternoon Aidan met Angga.” Kalandra was really whining almost crying.
As Arum had expected, the reason Kalandra was all things now was because of Aidan's status. Kalandra who has already been very affectionate, jealous. Kalandra does not want to share, not mean evil. Nor does it justify jealousy that does not want to share. It will certainly get to that point. Moreover, Kalandra knew Aidan's flower process that was initially ignored even unexpected, before Aidan was completely discarded. It is not intended to constantly judge Angga also because everyone can change. Like, this kind of thing happens because it is the result of the actions of Angga himself. Even if you hope everything will be okay with apologies and regrets, it is still impossible. And if you are accustomed to getting used to also be an option, this will still be very painful.
“Mas Kala still has the most special position for Aidan, Mas!” Arum's chest becomes tight because of togetherness now. He can't even see Kalandra as sad as now. He chose to hold Kalandra's head.
“Alau Aidan is indeed the blood of his flesh mas Angga, Mas Kala remains the first person to give Aidan a lot of attention even love. Mas Kala remains the first person to give papah affection to Aidan. Mas Kala the first person Aidan called papah.”
“Even words including the first call from Aidan is not mamah, but papah and that makes Mas Kala.”
“Mas Kala remains Aidan's best papah. Mas Kala who always fight for good and happiness for Aidan. Mas Kala has always been a standby papah without knowing the circumstances. Until this second even I am sure until later, will not be the one who can change it.”
Arum who spoke softly became upset. “Later if big, Aidan will certainly be able to judge, how much love and affection Mas to Aidan especially to his mother.”
Kalandra remained silent, not used to sharing Aidan with Angga. In fact, Kalandra still felt that she would never be able to do it.
“I'm so selfish, huh?” lirih Kalandra while looking at the innocent eyes of Aidan who happened to look up just to look at him.
“Pah!” exclaim Aidan.
“Nah right .. without a view of the situation that the first number is always papah,” said Arum became sobbing.
“I'm ready for dinner, huh?” lirih Arum tried to distract her husband because he himself could not deal with it.
“I'm really not hungry, Yang.” More precisely, Kalandra lost her hunger because of being upset and jealous of Angga.
“Keep, how should I go?” said Arum while sitting next to Kalandra.
“No idea, my brain really hard to compromise,” reply Kalandra again. He took all the remaining tissue from Aidan's hand. While Arum he found the one in the cot.
“Mas, if big do not forget the same Papah, yes?” kalandra Whisper.
“Mas uh, please don't do that, I'm getting upset!” rengek Arum sobbing.
Kalandra looked back. “Sini-here.”
In the end, they were both curled up face to face in bed, making Aidan who was in their midst as the focus of attention.
“Anda can choose, not only Aidan who wants to be a child. Because if I can choose, I also want him to marry directly Mas. Mas became the first and only husband for me,” said Arum. He looked sad. Both eyes were wet, the longer the heat.
Kalandra who initially looked at each movement Aidan who was focused on jogging imitated the video that the boy watched on Kalandra's phone, immediately disturbed. The man closed his distance from Arum, held the woman very tightly, then buried his face next to Arum's face.
“Indeed similar to buzzel. Even though it is intact, there is still a gap,” Kalandra.
“The gap God deliberately created to be filled with sincerity. That sincerity will be its own force for our relationship. I think so,” Oozed Arum while staring at the eyes of Kalandra who returned wet like both eyes.
Kalandra.
“We can get through it. Including later when Aidan has understood and I'm sure as sure as possible, there will be inner turmoil that makes Aidan think, ... why is not the papa Mas only, let alone Aidan dear to Mas?”
Listening to what Arum said, Kalandra's heart was filled. The man became teary-eyed without being able to unravel his heart. “It was much more painful for me.” He sighed deeply, trying to temper the inner war deep inside. “I will always be his best papah!” convinced while staring at both eyes Arum who directly gave him support.
“Don't be sad again,” witty Arum. Both of his hands patted Kalandra's chest. Her husband nodded and looked very heavy. But slowly, Kalandra.
“Look, I thought, what will we be like?” lirih Arum's. While Kalandra just grabbed Aidan's body. However, Aidan remained focused on watching the video.
Kalandra accidentally tickles Aidan and the boy completely forgets his phone. Because Aidan and Kalandra are busy joking, Arum accidentally takes Kalandra's phone and turns off the video. Suddenly Arum's heart was full because Kalandra's phone wallpaper had turned into a photo of Aidan all.
Arum sighed softly. Can he make sure the news he gave about his meeting and Angga this afternoon, has made Kalandra upset badly. Evidently, the wallpaper had changed photos Aidan.
“You remain her best papah, Mas ..” Inner Arum, the more love to her husband.