The Shadow Of Love
An Attitude That Is Inverse

When I heard the order from him, I jumped down from the bed, then ran out. However, when I reached the front porch of the house, I found nothing but the emptiness that was increasingly felt. I had thought that he would surprise her with his return. Honey, that didn't happen. 

With my phone still in my ear, I closed my eyes as the pain was seeping into my soul. His voice that called out my name many times managed to restore my consciousness. 

"Tasya!" she cried when I did not answer her affectionate call. 

"Yes" I replied briefly. The disappointment made me angry, upset, and I wanted to end it all. 

"Have you come out yet?" ask without guilt. 

"It." I only answered her question briefly so she understood that her actions were hurting me. 

"Try, you see the sky!" command me. 

I foolishly looked up at the sky. My netraku can only capture the darkness of a night without stars. There was only a moon that was almost covered by black clouds. 

"It's really bright tonight, huh, Yang?" The question only caused a bitter smile on my lips. "I see the sky again! That's why I told you to go out, so we can enjoy this beauty together." 

"Are you sure the atmosphere is bright tonight?" ask me with a heavy voice. 

"Yes, Yang. It's sunny here, really!" lantang. "Aren't you there?" I asked him again for a while, I just kept quiet. 

"There is only a moon covered by black clouds. I'm sure it'll soon be raining heavily" I replied in a voice I deliberately pressed so that she knew I was disappointed in her. 

"Em, sorry, Yang. I don't know" he said in a voice that grew louder. 

"What do you know about me, Rid? You don't know anything about me right now, do you?" 

He was silent, probably starting to feel guilty. However, for almost five minutes we were both silent. He did not respond to my question at all. 

"Our relationship is getting colder and colder, Rid. Since the beginning of our relationship, how many times have we met? Do you ever take the time to call me every day to ask me how I'm doing?" 

"I'm busy working, Shay!" he shouted with a slightly raised tone. "Don't you understand that this is all I'm doing for you?" 

"busy? You're busy working, Rid. Are you in this world just busy? You think I'm not busy? I was busy at school and work too. But have I ever not sent you a message in a day?" I charged him with many questions to make him realize that the reason was very illogical. 

Again he was silent. Maybe right now I'm thinking the answer to all my questions. 

"You can't answer, can you?" 

"Yes, you used to say you'd understand, right? But why are you suing me now?" He asked back a question. 

"You're saying I demand more, Rid? Have I ever asked for anything from you in addition to time and attention? Did you ever spend money once when we were together? I don't understand what you're about, Rid?" my daughter is full of emotion. 

"You brought it all up, huh? You're not iklas?" Instead of being aware, he was getting carried away by emotions. 

"Already, Rid. We can no longer understand each other. I'm tired" I said honestly, then ended the phone call. 

The phone in my hand rang. Farid tried to call me again. However, I did not intend to answer the call from him. The tightness in my heart and soul is still so deep I feel. 

Unable to reach me on a phone call, he sent me a short message. However, let alone to read, open a message from him even I am not interested. 

I set my feet to enter the house, then rushed into the room. Sure enough, I just laid myself in bed. It rained heavily. 

As if she had an inner bond, as sadness dominated my feelings, she suddenly contacted me. Someone who was sulking just because I called him big brother. 

"This rich man has an inner eye. Just know that I'm sad again" I said before receiving a call from him. 

"Hallo," I said when the call was connected. 

"Not sleeping yet, huh?"

"If you're asleep, you can't pick up your sister's phone, dong!" I'm giggling a little. The question he asked really made me laugh. 

"Oh, yes, deng. Now what again?" 

"You're sleeping, but you're on the phone" I replied straightforwardly. 

"Son't disturb your rest, dong?" 

"No. Who said bother? Uh, bud, shit! You agree, right?" 

"Agreed what?" tanyanya pretended to forget or indeed she did not consciously call herself brother earlier. 

"Accordingly if I call you brother, then!" I explained to her not to pretend anymore. 

"Em .. can, I do! Now brother, who knows, in a few months, change to be a baby" he said, then a light laughter from him. 

I shook my head when I heard her voice. Thanks to him, the sadness given by Farid now no longer I guess. 

"That's great, anyway! I told you, so you can, if you're a boyfriend, don't."

"Elah, Deck! You're a great hobby to ruin people's fun, anyway!" He grumbled in annoyance, I suddenly imagined his face with piercing lips and a snide eye. Such a cute expression for an adult male size. 

"Ha-ha-ha, yes-yes, sister. It's up to brother, huh! But, don't sulk anymore, dong!" I cried out who was suddenly afraid if he sulked like before. 

"Well, that's it, dong!" 

"What's not it anymore?" ask pleasantries. 

"Abis came home from work, took a bath again," he answered briefly, but managed to stir up my ignorance. 

"Well, big brother, anyway? I thought unemployment." 

"indiscriminately. Work, lah! If not, then come out the same you want to love what to wear? Moringa leaves? Then what are you wearing? Want to be proposed to a cat?" He asked me a question that made me laugh. 

"But, the lifetime of the cat. Minimum cow five, dong!" seruku excited. 

"You want to make a farm ask for five cows?" 

"Well, let's not in vain marry the same ugly rich brother. It was as if later could be a cowboy," I joke that finally made us both laugh. 

"See, it's late. Don't stay up!"