The Shadow Of Love
Mother Farid's Dislike

I had a chance when Risty's mother asked that. Luckily Risqi quickly came and took me home. 

Even so, it turns out that Risqi has not forgiven my mistake this time. He still kept me quiet when he drove me home. 

I did not dare to make a sound either. After knowing her for months, I finally understood her character. He was a man who rarely got angry, but it was not easy to forgive when someone wronged him. 

"Udah kapok not yet, Shay?" he asked in a cold tone. 

"I won't do that again, Brother." 

"Just go with Fandy, right?" 

"Yes" I replied briefly. 

"Continue Fandy the same responsibility what happened to you earlier?" 

I shook my head in response. Indeed, in fact Fandy actually left me in the crowd even though he brought me to that place. 

"When he's a committee, you know, yes. But he even made a fuss at his own show. Shameful," he said in a pressing tone. 

I was still silent and did not dare to refute what Brother Risqi said. Everything he said was true. I also hold a grudge against Fandy who has left me in the middle of the commotion earlier. 

"The other committee will give strict sanctions to them. What's the point of being a committee if you don't take care of the event?" Risqi's sister was still grumbling in annoyance. 

I let him put out all the grunts in his heart for him to be relieved. I know, everything happened because of my mistake of not listening to the warning from Risqi. 

"This is the reason why I can't take you to the show. I can't possibly handle everything at one time." 

"Yes, Brother. Sorry," I said guiltily. 

"Don't just be sorry. You have to remember well, yes. I'm doing it all for your own good." 

"Yes, I know, brother." 

"Don't answer if you're upset again" he said back in the cold. 

Along the way she keeps babbling, nagging like a mother who worries about her child. However, everything that came out of his mouth was really recorded in the memory of my brain. 

"Here, down." I got off when Risqi's bike stopped in the yard. 

"False, Brother. Want to stop by first?" 

"No. Brother hurriedly wants to take care of the event again," he refused firmly. 

"Oh, okay," I said softly. 

"Remember my words, yes. Do not trust anyone else. They may not be able to hold the trust you give. Brother went home first," he said flatly, then drove back his iron horse away from me. 

*****

It has been more than a week Risqi brushed her vexation at me. During that time, he did not contact me at all. Didn't take me to school, or send me any messages. If I send a message it is never answered by him. 

It makes me cringe. Loneliness and loss are so felt. In fact, all this time I never bother if there is a man who sulks at me. 

I am currently sitting in class. Five minutes ago, my friends left class because it was time to go home. 

"Yes!" exclaims Sita and Dewi call me, they are standing in the doorway of the classroom. 

I looked at them confused. They have not come home, but had said goodbye to go home first. 

"There's a wait for Lo, no!" 

"Who?" manyu indifferent. 

"Cowok," they answered compactly. 

Both corners of my lips lifted when I found out there was a man waiting for me. In my mind, that man was Brother Risqi who picked me up for forgiving my mistakes. 

"Where?" tanyaku. I immediately tidied all the books into the bag, then carried the backpack on my back and walked up to my two best friends. 

"OKAY. Thank you," I said, patting my two best friends on the shoulder, then running out. 

I ran as fast as lightning out of the school area. My feelings were suddenly happy when I imagined that Risqi had come back to pick me up as usual. However, when I got in front of my school, it wasn't Kak Risqi that I saw. 

"Farid," I said with a raging feeling. Whether to be happy or not when I see my lover coming to pick me up. Clearly, my happiness had now vanished without a trace. 

"Yes!" exclaim Farid who immediately came down from his motorbike. 

He approached me who was still on the spot. He also reached for my hand, then gently caressed it. If it made me feel comfortable, not this time. It felt strange when Farid touched me. 

"Sorry," I said, releasing her hand that had been holding mine. 

"Why, Yang?" tanyanya's confused. 

"It's not nice if a teacher sees it" I replied reasoned. 

"Oh. Yeah, I'll drive you home, yeah, I'll take you home." 

"To your house?" manywould be surprised. 

"Yes, to the house. Mama wants to see you" he said clearly. 

I fell silent, the shadow of my future-in-law's cold attitude was dancing in my brain. While my heart just returned to remembering the warm treatment of Kak Risqi's family to me. 

"Kok, you're diem, yes." 

"I'm not feeling well anymore, Rid," I said. 

"How serious? Can't you see mama?" ask her with a slightly up tone. 

"I'm not feeling well, but if you still make it. Come on over there straight away!"

"Yes, come on!" 

It turns out he was really selfish. I told you I wasn't feeling well. But, he still forced me to meet his family. 

He handed me the helmet I was wearing. As soon as he started the engine, I climbed into the boncer. The motor drove towards Farid's house. 

Twenty minutes later we reached Farid's house. I went down and took off the helmet after the bike stopped in the yard. Farid did the same. He took my hand to get into the house. 

"You go first, I want to take off my shoes first" I said, taking off my arms. 

"Assalamualaikum," he said aloud, then went straight inside. 

I followed after taking off my shoes. When I entered the house, it coincided with Farid's mother walking from the inside. 

"Waalaikum greetings" replied Farid's mother. 

I walked up to my future in-laws even though I knew her gaze showed an aura of dislike towards me. However, I am still trying to control myself so as not to behave less well. 

"Mom, how are you?" manyu friendly. 

"good. You came here," said the circus. 

"Mom, I brought Tasya here" said Farid, who made a bitter smile on my lips. 

"I'm guessing, this isn't your mother's request. It's just your wits that I want to come here, "my mind with a sense of tightness in the heart. 

"Oh, yes, I have. Get Tasya a drink first!" farid's mother's orders. 

"Yes, Mom. What do you want to drink?" ask Farid to his mother. 

"No, I'll make it myself" he quickly refused. 

Farid walked in to make me a drink. Even though I understand that it's just my future-in-law's pure reason. 

"Yes, I've already said. Farid was a kid, you were going to date Farid." My future-in-law glanced at me cynically. "She's not enough work for her own snacks, if you suddenly ask for your bed you don't think that it will burden our family?"