To be the Second
Life Wheel..

Anniyah_PoV

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Nothing easy in life gives you the understanding that getting something valuable and extraordinary, everything must be done, through hard work, and sacrifice.

Maybe it's just food we can get instantly. Or, if you were born with a silver spoon in the mouth aka heir to wealth. Besides, you need time and should try more to get it.

Thank God my husband has got a rented house at a relatively cheap price has also got a job. Even though I don't really understand what kind of work my husband and his halal friends do it doesn't matter.

For almost a month now I have occupied a conference house owned by my husband's acquaintances, but not infrequently Bang Aziz who sometimes did not come home because of his work with his friend named Roni.

" Mom, Mamamam.." Ted heard Zia's babble in front of there, I immediately approached him who turned out to be telling if the vegetable maker had passed in front of the house.

" Why, baby? Zia wants to buy some cake? Come on." I immediately took his tiny hand forward there approached Mother who sells vegetables subscription here.

" Eh, why would Niyah go shopping too?" A neighbor's mother looked at me.

" Yes, this is Mom." I smiled as I picked some vegetables that I was going to cook this morning.

" What does the little guy want to buy, baby?" Ask the other Mother who was crouching to talk to my daughter Zia.

" Mom, mamma." That Zia who could only speak that way..

" What do you want, mam, what do you want?" The mother looks anxious at Zia, so Zia is immediately carried by him. " This one let me pay Mbak Niyah." He cried again while taking some jellies and some cakes for my daughter.

" Well thank you very much ma'am, troublesome audah, say thank you dear." My heart feels bad.

" Yes, not at all. I am happy, and I love little children, especially girls, but how else would God love a boy all three children, tired, old if you want to give birth again, if you want to give birth again, very risky." Said the mother earlier, I became more and more unwell and only bksa smiled hearing the curses from her.

" This does not want to buy the salted fish Mbak Niyah, mumpung salted fish big and fresh you know." The mother of the vegetable seller offered her merchandise to me.

" May be one pack only, then most." I replied to receive a package of salted fish that is indeed quite large in size, a plastic wrap containing five fish. " So how much in total, ma'am, this same vegetable is five seeds." I showed Zia a plastic bag containing cake as well as a vegetable that I had chosen earlier.

" Yes, her husband has not come home yet? Nothing can be saved for tomorrow. So the total is fifty-five thousand, Ma'am Niyah." Sahut the mother who I directly thrust two pieces of paper fifty thousand also five thousand to him.

" No, ma'am, maybe tonight her brother's coming home. Well, if you'll excuse me, ladies, let's all, Assalamulaikum.." My pamphlet to all of them.

" Greetings walaikum.."

I also turned around to go back into the house while holding Zia back after the Mother who had dropped Zia from her carrier. But my steps stopped at the same time there was a woman who had just arrived to greet me, it did not feel good to just leave and it seemed like she would be shopping for vegetables as well.

" Assalamualikum Mbak Anniyah, it's done yes shopping. Already big Brother Zia, how many months is the content of Mbak?" He asked as he rubbed the cheek of Zia and then turned to the top of his head.

" Greetings waalaikum, yes. Thank God we have entered the fifth month." Smiling looking at him.

" Aamiin, thank you very much Ma'am. Then if you'll excuse me to go in and cook this Mba, Assalamulaikum." Pamitku who wants to go into the house immediately, pity Zia who seems to want to eat the cake that I still want to eat.

" Yes silhkan Mba Aniiyah, Waalalakuim salam." After that I actually went and stepped into the house.

" Pity is often in the house her husband goes-away."

" Yes where the child is still small, not to mention being pregnant. It doesn't taste."

" Pity is young already want to have two children."

And many more, I heard the words of all of them, who, because they had overheard. Once inside I sat Zia on the carpet while giving her a cake, while I walked towards the kitchen to cook the vegetables I had bought earlier.

Because I no longer have a refrigerator, I no longer stoke food that is quickly damaged if left outside just like that. I saw Zia who was very greedy to eat the cake, making me feel even more guilty yet could give what was best for her.

I just don't want to feel loved by others, especially family. At first Neng Delisha and Cak Arga told us to stay at the house, but I and Bang Aziz compactly refused.

Not only the two of them, Abah too, but this time I refused it to Bang Aziz, I also could not say it to Abah, if not for sure. For I know very well that Neng Atin does not like me, for whatever reason, if the reason is because I have taken Bang Aziz from his first wife, it is not over.

Even though Neng Atin did not say yes or did not accept my presence and Bang Aziz if he stayed at Abah's house, I still refused. Because until now I still clearly remember what he said to me.

When Bang Aziz stayed in the city for two days, Neng Atin had talked to me alone no one knew, unless I'm a cause Neng Atin met me in the room I'm in. He threatened me, which seemed to defeat me if all the misfortune that befell his sister was due to my presence in his family.

From the beginning of divorce Bang Aziz who has a dozen years to build a household with Mbak Nikmah damaged because of me, then the death of Umma-in-law along with the birth of Zia my daughter, in addition to the disaster of the fire that night, until Bang Aziz already had nothing left behind only two-wheeled vehicles.

That's why Neng Atin doesn't like me, maybe forever he will hate me and will never accept me as his brother-in-law. I don't know I'm as hard as thinking, but none of this is my will either. All my life I don't want to be a second wife, but if it's fate how else. And this became my own secret, I would never tell my husband who might later backfire between brothers.

A few moments later my cooking was ripe, I just cooked vegetable soup with fried salted fish." Let's eat baby." I sat down in front of my daughter and immediately bribed her.

I know life is like a spinning wheel. Sometimes we are above. When we are in the top position, we can do anything at will. But we have to remember, other times it could be that we are at the bottom. That bottom position must be unpleasant, especially for arrogant people. That is why, we must always do good so that our position is always good in this world.

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