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Post-loss is not an easy thing. Feelings of sadness must be felt when we lose someone we love so much. Grieving to have just lost a loved one is okay, but we should not drag on in grief.
Loss can be heartbreaking, even we cannot be forgotten throughout life. Especially if the one who left was the woman who had given birth to us into this world. However, life goes on and you can only pray that those who have gone will be happy. You also have to be sure that your happiness is what you want.
Aziz had just entered the room after the three-day tahlilan event Umma Salima, then continued also by chatting lightly with his relatives earlier. But just going to lay his tired body on the bed, the sound of the door of his room was knocked from the outside, inevitably he inching then walked back towards the door.
As soon as the door opened, Arga Cacaknya was already standing waiting for him outside." Why Cak?" Aziz asked looking in surprise at Cacaknya, because they had just finished chatting a lot of things, and now why meet him again, is there something going on in front? Thought in the heart.
" That's the nights the kids came with Uminya, in between by a man." Reply Arga told her sister seriously.
" Chuck's kids? Not since afternoon it's here." Ask back Aziz who does not understand.
" wasn't. That Cacak knows too. That's Cacak's nephew on all the come." Evidently.
" That is to say, the children of Aziz came with Nikmah Cak?" The re-question ensures.
How come they all come up these nights? The question is who told them about the death of Umma Salima? Because Aziz was self-conscious, he had not been able to tell the news to others. He hadn't even touched his phone since last year, which he put in his little bag.
" Yes they're all coming, it's in front." explains Arga back, who is about to turn around.
Finally, the two walked back to the front to welcome them all. Aziz thinks Nikmah must have been driven by his cousin Rojak here, because it is impossible for his ex-wife to drive her own car out of town. Especially in addition to the situation of the youngest Zikri who was sick, his mind became unsettled.
" Beci." Shouted Hilda along with Zikri when the two had seen the arrival of her Abinya, they immediately mixed into her arms.
" Asalamualaikum's chat.. Abi's children. Everything healthy?" The man immediately returned the embrace of his two sons. Before long Aziz parsed his embrace. " Don't salim first with Abi?" He asked who immediately thrust his right hand which was welcomed by both of them.
" Waalaikym sakam hotel. Abi, Hilda misses Abi so much." Her eyes then hugged her body back.
" Yes, Abi misses you all, too. Wait up! Zikri how dear are you? Sorry Abi couldn't accompany Zikri when she was sick yesterday." Unfortunately, he stared at his youngest son, but the boy smiled happily to see his Abinya back.
Because lately the two boys so rarely meet their Abi. Every time I asked Uminya, Uminya always answered if Abinya was working outside the city. Because both are still small and innocent.
Only one of the four of them knew about the divorce of his parents. Yes he is the firstborn who is already a teenager growing up. But that is not the reason, because that morning he himself was awake from his long slumber, when going to the kitchen to fetch water, he said, his sense of hearing accidentally heard the talk of his parents who were struggling at the dining table.
So that's how Mus knows everything, and he also knows his secret relationship with his Uncle. Mus should be angry and disappointed in Uminya, but he chose silence not to interfere, let it be an adult decision.
" Zikri'll be well, Abi, look at this." the boy twisted his body in front of everyone, inviting laughter from all.
Mus and Aidan also stood up and crucified Abinya, these two children do tend to have a more reserved nature, than compared to the other two children.
Did the two of them blatantly point out their relationship? It's up to them, not my right anymore. I was just thinking about the kids.
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Elsewhere Anni was breastfeeding her daughter who was almost asleep, the sadness she still felt. Moreover, her husband was still there in the house of her in-laws for seven days. She also understood as a wife how she should behave.
But even so, the two still keep telling each other via phone. Tonight she tried not to go to sleep before contacting her husband. Yak in spite of the longing he also felt.
" Hmmm, it's full, unfortunately Ami, a good sound bob, baby." He kissed his daughter's red cheeks after that put the baby is still red on the bed, then he covered using a hood so as not to be disturbed by small blood-sucking creatures.
" Beautiful daughter Ami Anni and Abi Aziz." He looked at her for a moment then he grabbed his cell phone lying next to her.
This afternoon he had also just returned from the Midwife's house, because his condition was still weak in having to stay there with his companion by the Mother who was not working permission. While his father went back and forth to the house, still looking for grass for his cattle.
" Anni, are you asleep?" The mother asked and went straight into the room as soon as she no longer heard the sound of her thirsty granddaughter crying.
" Not Ma'am, Zia also just fell asleep. Why Ma?" Tanya Anni looked at her mother curious, she could not move, because she had to do traditional Javanese customs that after giving birth must be imprisoned in bed during the puerperium ended. Even sleep should not lie down, he should sit half lying down while leaning against the wall of the house.
" Hmm, your grandson is asleep? Want to carry. You still hungry aren't An? That's me bringing the side dishes from Grandma's house." The mother's voice while looking closely at her sleeping grandson.
" What side of the house, ma'am? Anni can be a little hungry, too, hehe.." The answer is nyngir.
" Your grandmother's going to finish the corn harvest, she bought the goat satay two servings. I'll give you a shit." Said Mom as she stepped out to get her daughter some food.
Anni nodded smilingly at her mother's back, Her grandmother was always put to come every morning and evening just to help bathe her baby. Anni felt so grateful to be waiting for her Mom and Grandma that she felt much better than being in the city, no one would help her, she said, although he does have many neighbors in his new lease, but he realizes they must have come to help just a little.
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