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Anna_PoVs

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And it turns out that the guest who came early in the morning to the house was none other than Bang Kholil my husband took with him Father and Mother-in-law. Which means my two in-laws know it all.

And what I'm thinking now is, did Bang Kholil also say about his actions to his parents? Who could speak rudely to me, and so would be able to yell at me, to choke my neck even almost kill me if he did not come to his senses.

When everyone walked forward to welcome the three of them, I was still silent at the back with my daughter Erika who was enjoying her milk. Is it because he is thirsty or does he not want to meet his father?

Long I was silent alone, thinking about what I should say to everyone, especially to Bang Kholil, until shortly Sister Anniyah called me to immediately go ahead to meet her husband and also her parents. Huhoo! It seems that even trying to avoid free, all these problems will also have no end if I choose to stay silent and continue to hide. The only path is to be faced, I must be ready to meet them and face this problem, to be finished quickly.

I also ended Erika's breastfeeding and woke up to Anniyah's mother who was making drinks for my husband's family, which I should have done, what kind of daughter-in-law I am, but 'there is a reason I am like this too.

" Here Anna help me out." My chirps made him look straight at me.

" Eh, there's no need for you to be carrying Erika. You should just go ahead there, meet your husband and two in-laws, both parents will not have the same fault with you. Wanna see when you'll get away from it, this thing won't finish Deck. Try to invite your husband to talk well behind here is okay, so that no one interferes, forget your ego first, so that everything goes well, do you not feel sorry for Erika?" His words gave me advice as well as encouragement while looking at his nephew whom I carried.

" Yes I've been thinking since last night, I don't know if I'm really confused. But if I had to go back to the city and live in that house again, surely the shadows of the events of that time would make me think back and of course it traumatized me, then what should I do? Help Anna find a solution?" My insistence is really in the midst of confusion in the new household au natural.

Maybe if Bang Kholil and I were still dating it wouldn't confuse me like this. But the fact that we were married was almost five years old, and it wasn't for a while, and the final decision was decisive where we would take our marriage, it will continue or it will end here.

" Mom is also confused An. But if the solution that Mbak thinks is good is not necessarily good in your opinion. Therefore, all the answers and decisions are in you, because you are living this household right? Not Mbak or anyone else, so think carefully before making a decision, Mbak sure what your decision will be, that's the best for you, Kholil also Erika your daughter." His mouth gives him advice again.

I was still silent because I really felt a dilemma at the moment, and could only nod in agreement. We both walked forward. I could see that everyone was staring at us, or rather, looking back at me, who today was the center of attention like a newlywed.

" Ekhem, Mother's Father's Assalamulaikum." I immediately greeted my two in-laws in turn.

" Waalaikumsalam Son, O God, Grandma's beautiful granddaughter. Here, Grandma wants to carry ya, Grandma kangen you know." My mother-in-law cried while reaching for the body of Erika's bully, I also smiled to hand her over.

I knew from then on that Bang Kholil kept looking at me, but I deliberately didn't want to look at him at all. Anger, resentment and fear still envelop my heart at this moment.

" So how's this Mr Zainal?"

" I'm sorry, you can directly ask the concerned, this is not my authority, all my decisions leave everything to Anna Pak." Father who apparently does not want to act wrongly.

"Ah yes, you are right. Anna, I'm really sorry to you son for all the brutal acts of Kholil that have hurt you physically as well as your heart, dad had also told me a lot about the condition of Kholil who used to also have been like this, only at that time it was Dad who was the victim, fortunately not his mother who was hit, but it was not his mother who was hit, he could be in Dad's hands." Obviously Dad was long, but I didn't understand where this was going.

" Wait Dad! What do you mean about the condition of the old Bang Kholil? This really confused Anna." I asked him to explain it to me again.

" So look, Anna, I'm sorry Mom and Dad if you haven't had the time to tell you this. It's about Kholil's past who once had severe trauma from losing her sister. At that time Kholil's sister was only a few months old. But due to the negligence of the two of us, his sister suddenly cried and turned out to have fallen from the top of our bed which was quite high size from the floor, and when taken to the hospital, he said, his life was not helped on the way.that is what made Kholil traumatized, because the first we saw him was him at that time. And this was the first time he had been like this after such a long time had healed. I'm really sorry that Nak Anna represents my son, please forgive Kholil, maybe it's all because he spontaneously acted and in the end he acted too far on Nak Anna, and if the other person who saw her must have thought the same, too much of her own daughter. I understand because I already know what kind of situation Dad's son, so Son Anna I beg you, please think carefully about this decision." Father explained at length.

Hearing that explanation of course made me very shocked, I was really very surprised, did not expect if it turned out that Bang Kholil my husband had such a severe trauma all this time. What am I supposed to do now? I loved my husband who was silent. As far as I know, my husband has a very quiet attitude.

But why didn't he say a word to me at all, at least the apology I needed right now came right out of his mouth. He seems to be very sorry and ashamed of me and my whole family.

Should I just take him to the back, so we can talk together calmly as well so that this matter is quickly resolved. I don't want this problem to drag on either. I finally decided to take her to the back of the house.

" Yes, you two talk, talk good." Said the Father, we just nodded understand, after which we both walked to the back of the house.

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