To be the Second
What Is It That Is Regretful??

Nukmah_PoV

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Around nine o'clock in the evening I arrived at my house, by being escorted by my cousin b*****n it. I had no choice but to do it than to have my household destroyed..

But actually this heart that has been destroyed, it feels no longer want to live in this world. Moreover, I feel like I have no more face when I meet my husband Aziz. I hope he hasn't returned from the woman's hometown.

I opened the car door to get off without bothering to say goodbye. It will never! I'm still very angry at what he did to me.

But just about to come out my arm was already choked by Rojak. If I don't remember his wife carrying an innocent baby, I've encouraged this father, let him go to jail as long as my resentment is gone.

With annoyance I turned my head on, look at that perverted face, want me to claw until bloody, my hands also felt itchy as recently." Why?" I asked with a sharp smile, he just smiled pongah, basic man has no heart, I could have been trapped by persuasion.

" Where's the kiss?" His whisper deliberately teased me. If I used to really like it if he teased me like this, but other things with now I actually hate and disgust him.

" Don't talk to you! I've given you what you want, still less, huh!!" I started to get angry with his attitude.

" Ssttt, don't be so loud baby, lower your voice, you don't want to 'right, if your husband hears, he'll see us alone in the car all night." Said telling.

And I was immediately silent, oh, my goodness I forgot, true also what he said. Uh, but not necessarily my husband's home. I looked up at Rojak's face.

" This is all because of who?! You!" My hardik stuck out my index finger in front of his face.

I heard him sigh heavily as he grabbed my hand and kissed his back affectionately. I quickly retracted my hand, looking at him sharply.

" Okay, I'm wrong. But honestly I can't be away from you anymore baby. I just love you and love you, not the other." With a serious face.

" Stop, Bang, you're married to Juleha, respect her as your wife. Remember she's carrying your child, your own flesh and blood. It will be useless if we continue to argue there will be no end. And I'm asking you not to see me again, if you don't want me thrown in jail." Threatening to look at her, without wanting to hear an answer from her, I got down from the car quickly into the house.

Luckily the situation around my house was deserted, I also opened the door that I always carry. I told Mus my eldest daughter that it was too late at the front door, so that no one else would come in and have evil intentions.

After locking the door again, I walked carefully to the kitchen to get some drinking water, the whole room was partially turned off. After wetting the esophagus also carrying a glass of water on the mug I continued walking towards my room.

But before reaching the front door of my room, I turned to enter the children's room first, checking their condition. There is a sense of guilt for hurting my sons, I kiss each of their eyebrows while saying sorry in the heart. Really if they all know the deeds of Uminya, surely they will not want to consider me their Umi again.

After it was over I walked out and into my own room, it was dark inside, but because the window curtains were white and transparent, the light from the outside directly redeemed into the room, so that the state of the room became dim.

After cleaning my face also changed clothes, I walked towards the bed sitting on the edge, I just remembered if I had not drunk something, I quickly pulled the nightstand drawer and immediately I drank a pill, a pill, I don't want to be cheated.

I took a deep breath before laying down my tired body, it felt like my body was crumbling dimly due to the actions of the biad4p. I pensively stared at the dark ceiling of the room, recalling the incident earlier, Rojak's threat that did not seem to play games with me.

~ Flashback On

Rojak took me back to the inn, where we had done so for the first time, at first I continued to refuse and tried to escape from him, but he threatened me.

" If you leave now, don't blame me if something happens to your eldest daughter, or even her sisters!" His bluff started threatening me. My steps stopped, and I looked at him.

" Don't touch them even to the end of a nail, I won't let them! What the hell do you want?" Oh, si4l! Why would I ask that? This gives him a chance like this. Look at the smile of his victory, which makes me regret asking so.

" I hope this is the last time."

" Sure."

Although I doubt the answer, but I try to think positively, I hope after this we will never meet again, most importantly will never commit this sin again. Oh Allah forgive me..

Rojak walked up to me, supported me on the cold walls of the inn room, our gazes locked together, the next second our lips were interlocked, each other****** and sip the same taste, he said, yes I admit Rojak's kiss still remains intoxicating to me.

A while later we were already struggling on the bed, I began to be lulled by all the touches, until I had twice reached the top, while Rojak still continued to hit the core of my body. Really I miss the touch from him, all his games that make me gil4. Which always worked to get me out many times. Although I admit my husband's game is also no less great than him.

" Oh, I'm gonna get there.." My fist will reach the top the third time.

" We're together, baby.."Rojak sped up the race. Till..

" Aaarrgghh," Our cries echoed throughout the room, with breaths hunting each other. Oh, my gosh. I didn't realize I was holding her tight. Rojak hit the kiss all over my face, I couldn't resist because it still eased the feeling of the explosion.

" Thank you dear." She smiled happily.

~Flashback Off

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" Aah, regretting it doesn't feel any good right now." I started to close.

" What do you regret,,???"

Degh!!

I immediately gasped, my heart feels like it stopped beating right now, that voice? The voice I know. I also ventured to look to the side, and immediately his eyes were perfectly rounded exactly as I thought. My husband is lying on his side facing me right now.

" a-abi? Y-when's home?" I asked nervously.

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.tbc

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