To be the Second

To be the Second
Drastic Change..


Anna_PoVs


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" Huaa.huaa.hiks...hiks..." There was the sound of Erika's crying that was probably awake from her long sleep. I quickly washed both hands because I had just washed the dishes.


But just about to walk into the room, there was no sound of Erika crying anymore, what is it? I hurriedly ran in fear of my daughter why-why the reason there is no one in this house but me and my daughter.


My husband had left for work fifteen minutes ago, while my two in-laws were on a pilgrimage to his relative's house a short distance away from home, but still a town. I couldn't have gone with my in-laws much less brought along a baby Erika.


" Ssttt, dear cup.."


The sound of a male voice from inside, made me a little wary, but once I reached the doorway that I had deliberately opened, so that if Erika woke up I could hear her, at once I looked at the man who was calming Erika, so as not to make the baby cry again.


" A-babang.. Why did you go back? W-is there something left?" I asked with a stammered voice and almost stuck in the throat so scared if my husband later scolded me back.


After Erika had calmed down and also had returned to sleep by my husband put on the mattress very carefully so that our daughter did not return awake. Because the day is still too early if Erika sleep less surely later will be fussy.


Before moving away from the bed Bang Kholil made sure once again that Erika was not disturbed. After slowly he walked towards the door where I was standing not far from it, before coming out he coded me to follow him out of the room.


" You can take care of your son no heck! Just had one child you're not good at taking care of, what if my family wants another child?!" Instead of answering my question first, he said softly but sharply to me as soon as we were outside the room.


Oh my God my husband seems to be misunderstanding me.? I still dare not look at him.


" I'm sorry Bang, that was the truth..." Not yet finished saying my reason, my husband had already cut my words first.


" You are actually what the hell is busy at the back, the cry child is not fast in the hold and in the calm is even cool with work, if necessary do not have to do any homework, you just focus on looking after Erika, that's enough for me. Or is this how you work every day, let my son cry first after that only you help, so?!! It's so bad you're a mother, Anna!!" He returned with his own thoughts.


" I really don't know if Erika's awake, because I was doing the dishes Bang, that's it.." Back my words stopped once one hand was held in front of my face, as a sign of stopping.


" Not much of your reason! I always say take good care of Erika not to let her cry, why is it so hard for you! I'm your husband, right? Does not a wife obey her husband's orders? Just like you asked in the lecturein first just understood, you know, wonder!!" With words that are making me sick.


Huft.. Patience Anna, let's get excited for Erika your beautiful daughter. I can only speak to my heart, fearing that my words will actually make it more inflamed against me. So it's better to listen first what the complaint is, then I talk afterwards.


" Why shut up! Let's talk!" His current hissing with a slightly decreased tone than before. And this is the time..


" all right. I'm sorry if I was late to the room, but by God I just washed the dishes you used for breakfast earlier, even then I have not finished rinsing it is still in the sink. And I want to explain but you just keep cutting my words, don't give me a minute's worth." My snoring with a flat face, deliberately wanted to see his reaction.


" Are you honest this time? What if you're not driving me?"


" O Allah, to the extent that you do not believe me Bang! For as long as we were married I lied to you! Ever said rude! Traumatized you! Say!!? Precisely you are the Bang who was not honest with me at that time, still remember when I ran away to the house of Miss Anniyah? And I still want to give you a chance, because I love you, want to defend our marriage, but why is it just a matter of your daughter crying you say rude to me, not even reluctant to hit me. The one whose name is a baby can only cry in exchange for talking, really you have changed Bang..." Obviously I at length took out all my uneg-uneg.


I saw that he was silent and a little misbehaved without looking at me. Where was his face? Is that just his anger?


" I'm sorry Brother Dek, don't let it be revealed that it's the past." Lirih. You all heard! Wow, that's amazing for a man!


I wonder if all men are like this when they have a child? The wife should be able to make her child calm, silence should not cry for a second, this is whose fault? Who's the fool exactly?


I also realized she might be acting this way because she loves and loves her daughter too much. But does it have to be that way? This really confused me. Fortunately I was not a bucket wife, who complained or shared stories with others, including my own two in-laws who were with me every day, living at home with both of us.


Let alone the two of them, to both of my parents not! Even to Mbak Anniyah and Mas Anton whose siblings I never shared stories about my household problems, it was my personal and husband's problems for me.


As long as I can handle my own problems, I will. But if there is no other way, then I will ask for help maybe to Mbak Anniyah who I am very close to him.


Although I used to be very naughty, ignorant and also badung against my mother and always ask her to carry even though I ended up getting pinched first from her. But Mbak Anniyah never grudge me, because I'm his favorite sister, a sister who is always troublesome, if you remember those times I want to go back to being a little boy who only played and played, just playing, without having to bother looking for money to eat, or thinking about problems like the one I'm experiencing right now.


" It's easy to say sorry Bang!" My insinuation without knowing it will backfire on my household afterwards.


" You are!" His impact for the umpteenth time unconsciously his hand had already strangled my neck a little strongly.


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