To be the Second
The Destruction of Nicmah

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" Greetings Waalaikum, Eh—Abang has come?" Sapa Anni who had just opened the front door and seen her husband was already standing in front of her. But something was different this time.

If Aziz usually comes with a handsome smile, now it just comes without a smile and looks sad. Not yet had time to ask back, her husband had already sauntered in first while carrying a bag containing his clothes in his right hand, while his left hand dripped a bag of crackles that contained food orders from his wife last night.

Not waiting anymore, Anni immediately followed inside after closing the door again, she grew curious when she saw the bag carried by her husband. Because so far Aziz has never brought a lot of goods if new come from his home.

" This is Adek's order, out of it?" Aziz said as he extended the bag of crackle to his wife. He almost forgot Anni's order on the way to the boarding house, but when he reached the front alley, he turned around and looked for the seller of two foods. The food was immediately received by Anni with a face between happy and confused. He wanted to ask, but he was afraid he wasn't ready to hear it either.

For some reason in Anni's mind at this time, it was definitely a problem that made her husband like it was not far from the household problems between her husband and her Mad Brother. There's no way, if there's no problem, all of a sudden it's like this.

" Thank you Bang—kirain Abang forgot. Hmmm—What's the problem?" He asked carefully while putting a packet of porridge and yellow rice on the carpet.

Aziz let out a long sigh, either now was the right time to tell Anni, or later. However, this feeling is unlikely he continues to be alone.

" So, that's my dear Nikmah." Aziz replied that in the end it must be honest. Instantly Anni was stunned not expecting to hear an answer that shocked her.

"But why Bang? Is there a big problem? Until you decide to divorce her?" Anni asked again, as if she wanted her husband to tell them about the problems that befell them.

Finally Aziz told him all about what his first wife did with his own cousin, even he recounted the incident of Ramadan fasting at that time, nothing he covered up again,, all of this was revealed to his little wife.

" Astagfirullah, how did it happen Bang? What about Neng Nikmah? Must be hard to live this all alone Bang, let alone_"

Not finished Anni said to take out all her uneg-uneg, her husband had denounced her words. She kept quiet, listening to what her husband was going to say.

" Yes you know, you will still be responsible to your children until they are all married. Forgive Brother, Brother's mind is so confused, that he can't think clearly anymore when he steps on it. But maybe it's all set by the one above, even the one-way just had to accept it with sincerity." Cut Aziz explained everything. He did not want Anni to label him as an irresponsible man.

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After a long time they chose to remain silent in their minds, now Anni just finished bathing after she had also cleaned the house, yard and laundry, and now, she no longer asked and gave her own time to her husband . As she walked towards the bed, her husband lay on it.

Anni understands very well, this is a very tough decision for those who already have children. But he also can not provide a solution, even if it is a suggestion. Because he is self-conscious, he is only a small wife and does not have a mature mind, he himself is still unstable, it is unethical if he gives advice or something like that to his husband or ex-unhusband who has grown up and certainly has a more mature mind than him. If this path is taken by her husband, it means that it has been his best decision, she is sure that before her husband had thought very carefully, she said, all he needs to do now is continue to be able to support him and his spirit.

She knows for sure that her husband is currently in a state that is not okay. Her husband did not even go to the workshop, he told his two employees the workshop was closed one more day.

" Hmmm, what time is it, baby?" Aziz asked with his hoarse voice, his two eyes opened slowly. Actually, since Aziz did not really sleep, he just closed his eyes, trying to clear his mind at this time. He is not even able to think, his brain is a little dead-end, how will the future?

What if Abah and his umma asked about his divorce with Nicmah. He could not be honest and open the disgrace of his ex-wife, even though he was no longer her husband, but he did not think to expose the household problems to his two men, he said, aziz never told me about the problems that befell his family. Only when he is happy will he share his happiness with them. They are afraid that they will become a burden if they tell the problems in their household, let it be like this, when the time comes then he will say frankly, let alone, gradually everything will be fine.

" It's ten Bang, let's have breakfast first." Invite Anni who walks to the kitchen to take the yellow rice that Aziz had bought before coming. Aziz got up and followed the steps of his wife.

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Elsewhere precisely in the residence of Nikmah, the woman locked herself in a room, after delivering her children to school, lucky school became one in one area, so no need to move. Paud Zikri school is also in the school area building of his brothers.

" What do I do now?" Wailing with tears, he hugged his knees on the sofa. It felt like his tears never subsided, even when he was in the car earlier, he deliberately wore sunglasses, let him be considered strange by his children or even others, let him be considered strange, because it is currently the middle of the rainy season, surely the style is not suitable. For him it was no problem than having to show his ugly face to his four children, who would definitely ask various kinds of questions.

Maybe later he will answer all the questions from them, although he still has to answer, he may not continue to cover it. She must learn to be a strong woman. Everywhere must be a winning actor, he will prove if he can be better than Anni the little actor.

Nicmah is not aware that it is she who created the problems that beset her own household. Yes, not words are prayer, that is what he always said to his ex-husband, who always accused without proof.

" Aaaarrgh...Why has my household been destroyed like this?!!!"

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