
Aziz_PoV
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When we feel in love, not everyone dares to express it clearly to someone who makes us fall in love. Because not everyone has the courage to express their feelings, not infrequently people choose to hide their feelings and only love in silence.
Yes, you can love but you can't have. Even more sad if the person you love turns out to know you like it, but pretend not to know and ignore you. It happened to a woman who was quite close to me first, because she was the biological sister of my own Friend. In order to control myself and keep his feelings in check, I chose to keep trying to stay away from him, even if it seemed pointless.
The woman was named Syifa Hanifa, a sweet girl who used to be a lot of dreams of Adam who mondok in our ponpes back in—I mean where I go with Yanu, but in the years that followed, Syifa went to the same cottage. So that not infrequently we often cross paths accidentally inside, even though between the building of men and women is quite far away, but how else if he often met his own brother, but, my best friend Yanu.
I avoided him not because I had no feelings for him, but rather I maintained my friendly relationship with his brother Yanu. We never know what will happen someday, or what problems will happen if we start a relationship to a serious level, and nothing is impossible, it could be that we are in trouble until there is a separation that was never thought before will happen.
Not just losing a wife, a woman we love and care about. But I'd lose my best friend if it happened. So that I chose silence and pretended not to know, every time someone tried to start a conversation about it, I could only respond with a smile.
Until one day, Syifa expressed your feelings for me, of course I did not expect her to be reckless and dare to say that. I did not answer and asked for time. And when I was thinking about that, accidentally when I picked up Neng Atin I met a woman who I thought could make me fall in love, she was the woman who had given birth to four children for me, yes it is true he is Nikmah. In just a few months I immediately proposed and married her, I knew that Syifa was heartbroken, but I myself was confused about the fear that it would affect the friendship with her brother.
Until yesterday we were reunited, I initially thought the young man who came with the Yanu family was the husband of Shifa, it turned out that he was the son of my own best friend. Surprised? Of course, I did not think that the fate of my best friend's soul mate was almost similar to Abah's marriage.
" Why, are you surprised? Yes, of course it is. I myself also do not think my soul mate is the same as Abah. Actually that Bella used to be my own boss." It made me choke on the drink I was drinking.
" Look easy Ki. Drink up! That was when I met Bella, I thought she was still single. Eh, did not know that she was Ki's widow, a young widow, even though she already had a teenage boy at that time. Her husband did not live one week after their wedding. Crazy tuh, widow sense of a virgin, hahaha.. Oops, Sorry-sorry.. Don't take it for granted, yes, I was just joking. My sister Shifa already has a candidate, her family has also come to propose." Yanu obviously told me, even though I did not ask that.
Hearing her innocence back, made me unable to get angry for long. So miss the times when we were studying in ponpes first. A lot of things happened that we both went through, especially when we entered one of the motorcycle clubs, often spent adventure time with friends, but often only the two of us, just the two of us, because in addition to often resting from one mosque to another, we are both the most diligent in cooking ourselves on the outskirts of the road or field, it is fun to remember the time of youth first.
" Eh, yes where did you come from so early. Kirain last night you joked when you asked for my in-laws home address. Turns out right, you can get here too, eh you're not on an Adventure, right? " Thank you that seems right.
" Yes your guess is correct! Last night I went around in the mountains, until last night I stayed at one of the motels on the slopes of the mountain. Isn't this area still on the mountainside huh?" Ask the curious.
" Yes that's right, here it is still on the slopes of the Mountain. If the air is quite cold here, and in the morning the air is quite cool and fresh, because there are so many trees here. I don't think you're married and have a child you're still enjoying." I don't believe it. If only I had done it before? But in a big city where there are many spots to explore nature, still suitable in mountains like this.
" Hey, why not! Life is only once Ki, we have to enjoy it. Don't wait for a lot of new money to go have fun, lose time and also age Ki. We never know when you're going to pick up, why you have to pick up that box. Enjoy this life. Oh yes, that means the air here is very supportive of you Ki. Let's keep fighting, don't slack, add three to five more children." Yanu cried at length. It makes me laugh, but what he says has a point. We continued to chat until after the Dzuhur prayer in Mushola and also lunch, Yanu said goodbye will return to the city, because there was a meeting with someone.
" I say goodbye to see you again, greetings to your Father and Mother-in-law Ki. Come on Ma'am, Assalamualaikum.." The pampit that my best friend Yanu and his motorcycle had gone from our sight.
" Wait! How do you know if his sister likes me?" I asked who was curious, because Yanu had indeed no mention of Shifa is his sister.
" Everything I know Bi, don't try to cover it up. It turns out that there were a lot of women who liked Abi? Look Zia, Abi you're like a little." Gerrutu Anni again, who is now complaining to our daughter.
" It's not like that, baby. No need to be jealous of Abi. Yes, his younger brother Yanu does have feelings for Abi, but Abi doesn't! You have to believe that, let's go inside, it's hot outside." Invite me into the house, because we don't want to argue on the front porch.
" Dear, sorry. But tomorrow Abi has to go back to town, you're okay, right, for a while here." I asked carefully. It doesn't feel like I have to leave it often, but I also have to work for my family. Moreover, I have not been to the workshop for a long time, nor have I taught my students.
" When is Bi leaving?" Ask Anni to me.
" Maybe it'll be tonight, if not tomorrow morning. Abi will return home during the Aqiqah Zia event. No aoa-what, right?" Ask again.
" Hmm."
" Hmm?? How about just hmmm?" I asked who had suspected that he was angry this time, I finally continued to try to seduce him.
" That dong, Abi's wife." Happy to see my wife smiling again.
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