
How difficult it is when you live in the confusion of someone, sometimes you feel he loves you so much but other times you don't even recognize him.
"Why can you be with that Maliq, Maliq?" Mr. Dimas poked me with his weird question, as soon as I got out of the room.
"Yes why?can't you sir if I'm with my friend?"
"Please yes, when I ask do not answer with questions as well.How many times I say,not everyone is good Ren.And you can not immediately believe it with someone you just know.You are still too unstable."
So easily he labeled me with the word labile.He did not realize that he was also unstable with his feelings.
"So according to my father, who should I trust?mr?why should I trust a person who doesn't even believe in himself or herself." Ooh, God! what the hell is ren, but because I've already been out of my uneg-uneg.
"Ren, what do you mean? You should call me, tell me when you're back here, let me tell sir Wiryo to drive you here."
"Yes sir, some of me now also safe until here.And Bang Maliq is not as bad as you imagine."
I immediately passed from before him, coming down to work.
Sometimes he cares about me so much that other times he seems to ignore me.
I saw the clock showing at 12:15.Another employee was resting.I chose to put my head to bed on the desk.My eyes felt so heavy, sleeping on the train for four hours more could not eliminate the drowsiness of the curse that had already accumulated.
"If you want to rest above .Sleeping in this position is not comfortable, your neck will hurt." I know it's Mr. Dimas' voice, even if I don't see him I've memorized his voice.I memorized his body scent, maybe even I memorized every movement of his body.
Why he is this evil, he always pays attention to me, but has no intention of repaying my love.
"Ren, do you hear me, right?"
I sighed and raised my face.Guard her face for a moment, this room is just the two of us.
"Sir, we try to date.Father is a good man and I am also a good woman.Why don't we try to live this.But, if you refuse my offer, I beg you very, please stop being this kind to me."
This modern age should not always be the man who expresses feelings first.Urusan rejected it's seventeenth business.
All I saw was Mr. Dimas, maybe he was a little shocked by my words.
"Ren, are you healthy? It's not sick." He put the back of his hand against my forehead.
I shook his hand slowly.
"I'm sick sir.Sick time father ignored me.Sick time father is close to brother Jennika.Sick time father is still good and attention to me but only because pity the same me."
"Ren, where do you have any confidence that I'm a good man? what if I'm not as good as you think?"
Hahahaha.It turns out I was rejected twice by Dimas Sudjatmiko Halim.I find this so funny, I find it so funny,I laughed until I felt a stomachache.I kept laughing until I let out my tears.My tears kept Flowing could not stop.Slowly my laughing voice turned into a cry.So this felt his love.
Because I was tired I finally fell asleep.I woke up because the thunder was so loud.It has entered September, usually it will often rain until December.
I got up from my sleep and walked to the window of the room.Rain fell down with a rush, like water being spilled from the sky.See the clock on the wall, it turns out it's been an hour I rest.I'm rushing to get down, I'm rushing to get down,but I remembered that I was crying.Quickly I washed my face and put on a little makeup.
I typed a message to Mr. Dimas.
"Sorry sir, so I'm khilaf.Please assume I never said anything to you." I waited for a moment for the reply.Don't wait long for the notification to enter my phone.
"I'd love to do something extreme in my life.Please don't get too close to Maliq or any man." My eyes membola read the message from her.Ku repeated many times read the message from Mr. Dimas.Tanlah aware I laughed while jumping up and down in joy on my mattress.I am happy, yes I am happy.
I came down with a sense of happiness, not like this rainy season, I felt I was in spring.I even want to keep smiling.I feel there are hundreds of butterflies flying in my head.
But my smile immediately faded, when I accidentally saw Jennika in the room of Mr. Dimas.Why Jennika always at home in the room of Mr. Dimas.Dan Mr. Dimas, could-can his selfishly he told me to keep my distance with Maliq, Maliq,while she was free to be close to Jennika.
Oh come on Ren, Dimas also did not say that he was serious about this relationship.Maybe he was just trying.And this is not his fault, even I myself who offered myself.
Some say first love for a man is like a stain that is worn and hard to lose.
When I heard these words I felt so lucky that I was not Mr. Dimas' first love,although to succeed is still far from the word possible.However there is no mistake I tried.Not everything should be tried first.
Maybe at this time Jennika is still the winner in her heart.But I will slowly make her forget Jennika.
The rain began to subside, the smell of petricor was smelled when I stood in front of the office.I stuck out my hand to feel the remnants of the drizzle left behind.I let my hand get wet by the fine drizzle in this afternoon.
"Little time is less happy." Karina's voice was heard behind me.
"I used to hate the rain.Because when all is allowed to play in the rain I was always forbidden by papa."
"Why?" Karin who was standing next to me was curious.
"Yes because every time I get rained on I get sick and my body gets red and red,I remember the last time I had that rain shower when I was nine years old.After that I didn't dare rain shower even though I wanted to."
"It's the first rain after the drought, you better not take a shower." Suddenly the voice of Mr. Dimas coming from behind, shocked me and brother Karin.
"Who wants to take a shower, the rain has stopped."I still stuck my hand out front.
"Tomorrow if the rain is heavy you can try to take a shower, then,but after a rain shower must take a warm bath and eat warm food.Truely that makes us sick it is because our body temperature is allowed to cool when finished rain shower."After saying this Mr. Dimas passed inside.
I wonder how much he had listened to my conversation with Karin's sister.I turned to Karin's sister, as we looked at each other and then both shook our shoulders.