We And The Unfinished Story
Last trip

I had no appetite, but Mr. Dimas kept forcing me. Finally I ate only three mouthfuls.

"If you don't eat, you'll get sick Ren.You don't feel sorry for your mother?"

I was silent to Mr. Dimas.

"How can I let you go to live alone in the city of M, if you can't take care of yourself." Since when did he feel he had an obligation to look after me.

At the end I relented and ate a few more mouthfuls.But my stomach was nauseous.I ran to the toilet and vomited my food.

After washing my face I came out of the toilet.Pak Dimas was standing in front of the toilet with his anxious face.

"Is it really that sick?" He asked while helping me.

"I'm still healthy sir."I put his hands away, and walked back my shirt.

I did not continue eating again.She just told me to drink warm tea.Finished Mr. Dimas eating we continued the journey again.My head was a little dizzy so I just closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I woke up when the car stopped at the SPBU court.I did not see Mr. Dimas next to me.But a moment later the car door opened.He came with two cups of hot drinks.

"You're awake? it's mint tea, drink it slowly yeah, it's still hot." He thrust a cup filled with hot tea.I received her and put it on the dashboard of the car.See he sipped a soft black coffee.

"Sir Dim is sleepy?" I saw from her eye bags she might not have been resting well lately.

"Yes, I'm a little sleepy.It doesn't matter if we take a break?" I just nodded.

He rewinded his chair making a comfortable position to lie down.Tak wait long I saw his breathing was regular.Because from earlier I've fallen asleep I'm not sleepy anymore.I'm down a little car glass, a little,while sipping warm tea I saw the night view from the window of the car.

I checked my phone, though,there are still some friends who say condolences through a short message.There is one unknown number who sent a message.I was a little curious and opened it turns out it was from Indrawan.She conveyed an apology for not being able to come to serve.Currently he was out of town.I replied to his message thanking him and acknowledging his absence.

After fifteen minutes Mr. Dimas woke up.He went to the toilet to wash his face.I just wait in the car.When he entered I've saved my phone.Playing the phone while the car is running can make my head dizzy.

Mr. Dimas turned on his car engine.Before he asked me if I was hungry and wanted to eat something.I replied we could stop if find a minimarket later.Because I want to buy sweet food.He just nodded, he just nodded,rubbed my head gently and then drove forward her car.

Maybe this will be my last trip with him.Sisa trip I do not want to fall asleep again.We still have to take about three hours more trip again.Pak Dimas drive the car casually.Such he wants to spend more time both.

"Ren, what were you talking about yesterday with my mama?" Mr. Dimas asked without seeing me.

"Talking about the father.His mother Mr. Dim asked me to stay away from the father."I answered while throwing my eyes out the window.

"What did you tell him?"

"Yes I want to, I said I would continue my studies out of town and stay away from my father."

"Heh..Why are you giving up now?" Mr. Dimas said as he raised the corner of his lips, seeming to underestimate me.

"So you mean I'm not worth fighting for?"

"I can't stand to fight alone.Fighting alone is tired sir."

The scariest thing is when we love someone fully, but he reciprocates our love only half.

We stopped at a minimarket.I bought some chocolate and cheese snacks.While Mr. Dimas only bought a small packet of seaweed snack or nori.I just realized that he did not really like eating snacks.He just likes to eat this seaweed snack.A few times I saw this snack in his drawer.

"Don't eat sweet foods too often." Mr. Dimas said while putting up the seatbelt.

"Not often just occasionally." I answered, pursing my lips, He just smiled at me and drove out his car.

We arrived at the city C was late at night.I immediately took a bath and went to sleep.I woke up when the morning prayer was reverberating.Finished the morning prayer I laid my body back in bed.All my things have been stacked in a box.I will using a freight forwarding service to send her to the city of M.Kemarin Maliq has informed me the address of my boarding house there.

Bang Rahman was very supportive when I told him that I would move to the city of M. At the beginning Bang Rahman wanted to bring his mother moved to the city of R. But mother refused to leave our house.She had too many memories of him with papa at the house.

I stared at the ceiling of my room.My daydreams ran out when I heard a knock on the door .When I opened the door, Uncle Dimas was standing in front of the room.

"Let's have breakfast!"

"I don't taste it anymore, sir."I was about to close the room door, but Mr. Dimas immediately held it.

"Come on Ren, you don't be like this.Later magg you relapse."Mr. Dimas continued to force.Finally I relented and followed him to the dining table.

Dining table is available three packs of savory rice.

"There were no groceries in the fridge so I bought some savory rice."

Mr. dimas opened the food wrapper and thrust it in front of me.I just silently looked at a portion of savory rice in front of me.

"Here I bribe."He sat down next to me, right away,and thrusting a spoonful of savory rice into my mouth.I take a bribe from her.There is a haru taste that invaded my heart.Why can he be so good to treat me.Never once spoken of from his lips if he loves me.However all the attitude and his actions seem to show that he loves me too.

Bribe by mouth entered my mouth.The tears I dripped imagining I would soon part with her.

She wiped away my tears with her thumb.She just kept silent not saying a word.Let me vent my every emotion and sorrow.

I feel that God is so unjust to me.He must take someone I love and replace him with another.But He takes the person I love the most and keeps me away from the person I love the most.

"More,I'm not a good person.I've also said this from the beginning.I don't have so much courage to hurt my parents' feelings.I'm sorry for not choosing you.But if in the future we meet again,I hope we meet in better circumstances.

If I may ask, in the future I do not want to see him again.I hope our story is really over here.